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He placed his grinder into his lap and turned his cap so it was backwards giving you a better view of his face, “why the fuck would I sell you LSD?” He asked his words bitter on his tongue. Your face screwed up , “I just wanna try..plus this guy I know- you probably know him . Gojo..satoru gojo? Frat guy? With nerdy twin?” You began to ramble but Sukuna just shook his head , “yeah what about him? He’s a cock. Don’t be intermingled with him. What you plannin’ on doing LSD with that scrawny dicked loser?”

You exhaled slightly amused by Sukuna’s barrage of insults , “intermingled? What a big word ‘kuna you google that one recently?” . He stared at you, jaw tight as he looked at his steering wheel then back at you , “look dollface y’know I love to chit chat but you already got your weed . I don’t wanna hear any bullshit about weirdo freak frat guys . I’m getting too old to be concerned about any of this dumb college shit” . You frowned , “I know you’re like thirty but why can’t we like hangout and stuff you never respond to the reels I send you on instagram and you know what that , that hurts I thought I was a valued customer and maybe even friend?” You smiled and raised your eyebrows up and down at him .

“Fuck no” he said with his face screwed up.

Damn

Fuck me then god.

“What the fuck sukuna you’re so rude you should be grateful I still buy shit from you even when you’re so rude to me” you said not particularly angry just slightly annoyed. He brushed you off , “yeah keep bitchin , also stop texting me we aren’t friends only text me when it’s an emergency or something”

“Awww so you really do care”

“I’m driving away now”

And he did.

Bitch.

Your phone began to buzz , Yuji . You picked up putting the phone to your ear , “what’s looking good cooking?” He said , grin evident in his tone of voice . “Just picked up weed , wanna smoke or are you pussy?” You said beginning to walk back to your apartment. You lived off campus you thought the excuse for dorm rooms would’ve been grounds for suicide so you begged your parents to pay for your apartment which they obliged by. Yuji groaned, “yeah but it’s weird that you get drugs from my literal actual uncle bro” you heard him rustle around in his bed presumably getting ready to head to you. “His shit is good plus he’s very easy on the eyes”

“Gross. I dunno what you can even find attractive he’s just a dick” yuji said you could vividly picture the slight look of disgust painted on his face , “plus y/n he’s like almost thirty that’s mega old- hey why don’t you get with my brother choso. He seems your type like alt and stuff. He’s also like more age appropriate since he’s still in college unlike drop out unckuna” . You buzzed yourself into your apartment complex and pressed the elevator button , “I’m not trying to get with anyone yuji I have college to think about”

“Girl? When was the last time you actually went to class?” He asked sassily , “don’t piss me off on my own phone yuji- getting in the elevator now connection gonna cut off see you soon love you” you said hanging up . Getting to your apartment, you put your bag on the floor and began to roll a blunt for you and Yuji to share.

Around fifteen minutes later Yuji made it to your apartment well along with the back and forth of him begging you to go collect him from downstairs at the buzzer like a shy kid. You sat side by side on the balcony smoking when Yuji said , “so we’re having a family dinner Friday night” he said before passing the blunt back to you , you took it between your index and middle finger taking a drag before talking whilst still exhaling the smoke , “is your grandpa gonna be there?” You asked before taking another hit. He shrugged , “probably , you wanna come is what I was trying to ask” . You hummed staring off at the view of the city and other apartments from your balcony. “I mean- I’m not family so I dunno it’s a family dinner so I’d be out of place , no?”

He shook his head , “you’re like family y/n we’ve been friends since freshmen year of high school and you’ve been buying drugs from my uncle since the start of college that’s two years now. I’d say you’re as family as can get” . A devious smile plastered on your face, “sukuna is gonna be there?” . Yuji motioned to you to pass back to him and you obliged , before pressing it to his lips he mumbled , “well it’s a family dinner he’s my family- even if dad and grandpa think kinda bad of him”

“Why do they think badly of him?”

“Y/n whose weed are we smoking right now?”

“Makes sense”

Friday had now rolled around , Yuji had texted you details telling you to dress up but nothing extremely dressed up. Which didn’t help much but he also said he was picking you up at 5:30 pm . It was 4:45, you were still not dressed. You groaned rolling on your stomach on your bed . What the fuck would even count as dressed up but not extremely dressed up? A dress? Jeans and a t-shirt?

You settled on a dress, wasn’t dazzling or eye catching but it was definitely kinda dressed up? You gave up your room was a mess your floor was now all your failed outfits that you’d have to clean up later . But that’s a task for you in the future it’s all good. Then you checked your phone to see yuji spamming you it was 5:32 pm. You picked up , “hello-”

“Get your ass in my car lady I’ve been waiting” he said on the other side of the line he wasn’t annoyed just Yuji is like taking the embodiment of a hyper beagle , in high school he would be sent out of class often by the strict teachers for not staying in his seat and wandering over to your desk to talk. “You said be ready by 5:30” you said grabbing your keys and heading out of your apartment . Yuji was aghast , “no I said I’m picking you up 5:30 meaning be downstairs and ready to be in my car by 5:30”

You just hung up. You didn’t want to admit he was right but in your defense it was a fashion emergency. Walking outside the scent of cold air hit your nose and the brisk breeze hit your bare skin , you didn’t think to wear a coat since you were already being rushed out of the door. You located yuji’s car and got in. “Well don’t you clean up nice?” You said lightly smacking his shoulder, he smiled and ruffled his own hair , “thank you I try I really do , you’re not looking too bad yourself I bet no one would think that you wear that crusted hoodie and dorito shorts five out of seven days in the week”

You tried your best to ignore that jab at your character and he drove to the restaurant, you walked inside together saying hello to grandpa Itadori and then Yuji’s parents and half siblings. No sight of sukuna . Bummer. You were sat between Choso and Yuji , but you noticed an empty space next to yuji’s father . A waiter collected your orders then brought over your drinks . “So y/n you met any boys in college this semester?” Yuji’s mom asked you whilst sipping on her glass of red wine. You shrugged , “uh I dunno I don’t think I’m really looking for a relationship right now- guys are still kinda immature? I guess” . You said staring at your drink , you probably looked bored or dazed but in reality you were just fucking starving . Smoking so much earlier in the day was making you hungry. But yuji’s mom just laughed , “I thought the same thing until I met Jin.. smart fine man” she said reminiscing as she swirled the wine in her glass . Yuji pinched the bridge of his nose , “mom can you like not do this right now?” . She laughed again , “Yuji you’re a big boy now these conversations are just apart of life you see choso doesn’t mind” all eyes shifted to choso who was fiddling with something under the table , “huh?” He said looking up finally , “phones at the table kids these days” yuji’s grandpa said half jokingly , choso shook his head in response , “not a phone- it’s..it’s my tamagotchi” he said shyly , what a nerd.

Eventually the food came to the table and then another person arrived . Sukuna. He arrived fitted black tee , leather bomber jacket and black jeans . He sunk in the seat, “nice of you to join us sukuna” yuji’s grandpa said cutting into his food , “would you like to order something to eat?” He asked looking up at him . Sukuna shook his head before his eyes met yours, “na not hungry. Why is y/n here” . You swallowed your food looking around at the table, “you know y/n is practically family” Jin replied for you. Sukuna’s eyes narrowed at you , “is that good?” You nodded , “yeah it’s great” you began to respond as Sukuna picked up a fork and began to pick food up from your plate . THE FUCK?

He put the fork in his mouth and nodded , “yeah that’s fuckin good” . His grandpa shook his head in response to Sukuna’s potty mouth. The meal went on and the family had ordered desserts but you were much too full to order any . The whole night Sukuna was staring at you , or maybe behind you. No surely at you. He leaned in in a low voice , “you wanna go home I’ll drive you?” You nodded , “thank you for dinner guys it was great , I’ll see you tomorrow yuji” . They all said their goodnights as Sukuna led you out of the restaurant and opened the passenger side door for you to get in.

“How gentlemanly of you kind sir” you said hiking your dress down and getting in the car, “bare minimum” he said flatly , Sukuna was quite point of the matter . He liked conversations . Hated idle chit chat. He then followed after getting in the drivers seat , not turning on the car , “open the glove compartment for me” he ordered. It was less of a question more of a demand he just said it in a nice tone. Well nice as you could get from Sukuna. You rubbed your hands together to regain some heat , it had gotten colder as the night went on . You were fucking freezing. “Yeah yeah” you said opening the glove compartment , light inside flickering on illuminating the bag of weed , a glasses case and a pack of condoms . You laughed to yourself when your eyes met the Trojan magnums XL. “Are you gonna stare at it or pass it to me?” He asked . The condoms? No the weed lock in lock in. You just nodded and passed the bag to him before sitting back against the leather seats.

He was quick to roll , then rolling down his window lighting up his joint. “You know it’s a crime to drive when high- under the influence.” You stated. He twisted his neck to look at you , “you cold? You’re shivering like a chihuahua” . You bit down on your lower lip , “I’m fucking freezing sukuna so hurry up and smoke so you can roll the window up” .

“If you smoked with me you’d warm up” he said untucking a spare joint from behind his ear , “come here” he motioned with his fingers . You leaned in and he put it to your mouth and lit it with haste. Did he save that for you? Or was he just gonna smoke one after?

He quickly finished his flicking the roach outside , he stared at you half way through yours, “you’re not that bad doll face you know that” you just laughed in response practically choking on the smoke “yeah why do you never wanna smoke with me anymore.. miss you ‘nd stuff” . His eyes were low meeting yours , the back of his hand knuckles running over your cold cheek “I’m busy can’t just make time for you”

“But why not?”

“I think our relationship is strictly business”

“Doesn’t have to be”

“Careful. You’ll bite off more than you can chew”

He warned you , that was a warning . He was trying to pull on your reigns and keep you on that tight leash not to mix business with pleasure. You rolled down your window , doing the same as him flicking the roach outside but when you turned around his large calloused hand cradled the back of your skull and he pulled you in for a kiss . It was soft . He was testing the waters but when you pulled on his collar to bring him closer he groaned into the kiss. His other hand trailing down your body, “just once, we’ll do it once. Understood?” He pulled away from you his lips ghosting over your ear, “only once?”

“Understood?” He repeated he was stern a real dick but. If it must be once you were gonna savor this in your memories for a lifetime. “I understand” you said almost sheepishly. “Knew you would dollface , spread those legs for me” he said lips against your neck as his hand that was previously on your waist reeled back to roll up the window . You followed his orders spreading your legs enough for his rough hands to press against your cunt. Thick fingers wasting no time pulling your underwear to the side . You inhaled air through gritted teeth as he began to rub small circles on your clit.

He kissed and sucked at your neck. You wondered if he was leaving hickeys. Wishing he would so he could mark you as his . But just for tonight you could play pretend. He inserted one finger inside pressing softly into your gummy walls, “hm ‘s tight don’t know if I’ll even fit” he kissed at your jaw , “you’ll make it work” “yeah I will” . You clenched around his fingers he was just so sexy but then you were reminded of your surroundings, “it’s a bit..public can we not drive somewhere else?”

“Windows are tinted I don’t give a fuck- if you’re so concerned keep your mouth shut” his words like poison but a part of you liked it the contrast from his harsh words and how gently he was fucking his now two fingers into you. He kissed you again, rougher this time . Fingers driving into you carelessly before he then removed them. You let out a small pathetic noise. Clenching around nothing as he opened up the glove compartment yet again this time reaching for the condom box . Ripping it open and putting on between his teeth . Quickly unbuckling his belt pulling his jeans down just enough to free his dick from his pants.

You understood from the fact the tojans were XL that it would be big but holy fuck it was big. He caught you staring, “getting cold feet?”

“No just- no fuck no I’m not scared” you claimed, he smiled like the cat that ate the canary he sat down in the drivers seat . Rolling back to give you more space before rolling the condom down over his dick , motioning for you to climb over . You pulled down your underwear throwing it below you before trepidatiously climbing over , he hiked up your dress and situated you comfortably before he took his dick in his hand , rubbing it against your slit. “Don’t tease” you said almost begging , he hummed. “I like seeing you squirm” . He grabbed at your ass pulling you down onto him , lifting his hips up to slowly push into you.

You bit down into his shoulder, shuddering against him it was just the tip but the stretch was like no other, “that’s fine dollface just bite down on me I know it hurts” he said soothing you, hands kneading your ass as he pulled your body down further onto his cock, you near screamed as you bit down harder . Drooling onto his leather jacket. “Fuck- so tight but you’ll take me well won’t you?” He was almost condescending with his tone but so sexy you couldn’t think of a snarky response.

He began to move you up and down on him, using you like a fleshlight. It wouldn’t matter how big you were sukuna was much larger than you no matter what . 265lbs of pure muscle. You removed your mouth from his shoulder now just having your forehead pressed against his collarbones. “Fu..fuck it’s so big” breathy moans and chants of slurred sentences of the same caliber against him , he almost laughed but he bit down on his lower lip bucking his hips up into you . The grip on you was so rough but you couldn’t care less in that moment it was pure bliss.

Your hands clawed at his arms , “take it off” you said lowly, he didn’t let up fucking into you at an unprecedented rate, “take what off? Go on tell me?” You worked up the courage to go through with your dick drunken thoughts , “the condom take it off- wanna feel you proper”

“Such a slut. What would my family think of you if they knew you not only bought drugs from me but also want me to cum deep inside you whore cunt” he was cruel. Sukuna was a cruel man. But his cruel words only made you clench around him more, “mn..I need it..need you. Please ‘kuna?” He lifted your hips up, “go on take it off yourself if you want it off so badly” . You nervously reached down pulling the slick condom off of his dick before he thrusted back into you with no warning ripping a moan from your throat and a groan from his own. He pushed your body back slightly. Removing one of his hands from your ass to rub his thumb against your swollen bitten lips, your eyes wet , makeup running down your face . “So pretty for me, might make me change my mind on fucking this perfect pussy just once”

If you could’ve jumped for joy in that moment you would’ve but he slipped his thumb into your mouth between your lips, “suck. And fuck yourself on my cock. Prove to me how much you want it” he was a sadist he just wanted to see you split yourself on his dick . You began to lazily grind down onto his dick, it was pulsing in you. He loved seeing you being ruined just for him. He loved seeing you cry on his dick. His other hand spanked you. Just once but hard. You whimpered around his thumb in your mouth. “Bounce don’t grind. Don’t be lazy. I want you to work for it”

So you did . You listened to his beck and call like a loyal dog, bouncing your hips snapping down against his . Eager. You wanted him to cum. You didn’t even care that your inner thighs began to ache and your hips began to cramp up . You wanted to show Sukuna that you could work for it. Show him you were worth being fucked again. He groaned and almost laughed , “fuck you’re a good slut. Listening to me so well. You’re so pretty like this. Almost want you all to myself” the last sentence sent you over the edge it was like he had this rule over you. You came hard seeing white squeezing your eyes shut and biting down onto his thumb. “Fuuuck you love this don’t you? You want me to own you? You wanna be my slut? Go on make me cum I’m close don’t worry doll face” his free hand rubbing circles on your clit once more overwhelming you this was too much. But almost not enough. You want it all. You want him . You needed him.

His thumb hooked your cheek pulling your mouth open , “stick your tongue out , pant like the fuckin’ dog you are” . Your tongue lolling out of your mouth , drool dropping down onto his chest as you kept bouncing the ache in your legs almost unbearable but you needed him to cum in you . You needed that claim on you even if he doesn’t ever fuck you again just this once you needed him. He moved both of his hands back down to your hips taking control fucking into you unrelenting, his groans almost animalistic that’s when you knew he needed you as much as you needed him “gonna cum inside, you want it? Tell me how bad you want it doll face”

“Need it- need your cum inside me. Please cum inside me..please” you slurred not a slither of embarrassment lingered you had not the headspace to even think about anything else other than Sukuna cumming inside you. You fell against him fingers clawing into his shoulders desperate for him when he let out one last groan painting your insides with his load . He pumped inside you a couple more times before letting you fully slump against him . A hand reaching up to smooth your hair against your head , pressing a kiss into your head . “You did so well dollface . I know I’m rough but you did so good. Look at me let me see that pretty face” he lifted your head up, your eyes were heavy. You were exhausted. High, exhausted and totally fucked out . He kissed you softly , “do you think you can get into your seat alone or do you need help?”

“Need help please ‘kuna” you said cheek pressed against his chest warm chest. “It’s okay baby let’s get you home.”

He got you situated in your seat . His jacket draped onto your shoulders. Belt buckled. “So is this gonna be a one time thing?”

A grin plastered across his face, “let me get you home we’ll discuss there”

You laid on your bed , legs against the wall of your bedroom idly scrolling through various social media posts as shoko stood at your window smoking . You groaned not looking up from your phone , “could you open the window wider , that shit fucking stinks” . She hummed , cigarette lazily pressed between her lips as she obliged your request, “whatever you say Princess, so…” she began to trail off pondering ways to convince you on whatever plan she had up her sleeve this time. You rolled your eyes , “whatever you’re gonna ask , no way. I’m not driving you to get smokes at the gas station at 3am. I’m not gonna lay on the cold kitchen floor in a bikini to be your anatomy study . And I am most definitely NOT gonna go to gojo’s frat party”

she laughed , her laugh was low and dry . She rubbed her tired eyes , “come on, you liked the last one you told me so. Plus suguru misses you y’know. You won’t be surrounded by trash all night , you’ll be with me. Don’t you want that?” She asked as she took a drag of her cigarette making sure to turn her head to blow the smoke out of the window. You finally decided to meet her gaze. “You flirting with me shoko? Is that your new tactic to get me out of the house?” . She laughed once more before flicking the butt of her cigarette out of the window . “You’re gross don’t litter in my room” you said throwing your phone aside onto your pillow , it was boring you. She walked over and sat on the edge of the bed next to your head, her signature scent of Newport cigarettes filling your nose making you feel slightly lightheaded by the intensity of the smell. Shoko switched to newports since they’re menthol , she says it’s better for you but it’s still smoking so how much better could it really be?

Shoko stroked your hair , “ Come on I’m being serious. I swear this party will be good and you will have the time of your life and then you’ll say to me. ‘Hey shoko you know what you were right that party was fucking insane I’m so glad I didn’t miss it’ and I will be like ‘I told ya so’” . Sometimes shoko made it really hard to say no. Plus it’s college , you didn’t wanna be a hermit in your room 24/7 but the energy of the frat guys is just soooo like ugh. They’re too overindulged , too egotistical, too narcissistic.

Those were all the traits of satoru gojo you disliked. His frat brothers were like copy and pastes of him too it’s so blasé.

“I see you considering it. In that stubborn head of yours. We both know you wanna” shoko said poking your head into your mattress. You couldn’t even think of a snarky response because she was right. What did you have to lose?

Well apart from your dignity.

So there you stood 9pm on a Friday night , hair done , makeup on and a tiny dress that left little to the imagination. College isn’t it bliss. Shoko stood in the kitchen mixing your pre-drinks and popping a snus under her upper lip . You hated her smoking indoors so she had to start investing in snus to keep your nagging at bay. You stared at yourself once more deliberating if this was a good idea or not. Gingerly you walked into the living area that was adjacent to the kitchen. Acting like a fawn just learning how to walk although you had done this countless times but for some reason this time your nerves just ate away at you. You needed some liquid courage for tonight.

Shoko gave you a tight-lipped grin, then held up a glass for you to take . She stood in her black turtleneck sweater and a pair of dark wash jeans . Her neck adorned in various almost tangled silver necklaces and a leather bomber jacket to tie in her outfit . Shoko always juxtaposed somehow put together in a nonsensical manner - her style was messy in detail but sleek if you gave her a quick glance. “You’re pretty dressed up y/n, got someone to impress?” She said as you took your glass , you just relaxed your throat letting the contents flow down easily . Well not easily ; the burn of the strong spirit in your cup made it’s presence known as you swallowed; your eyes welling up as you tried to keep the beverage in; exhaling sharply and shaking your head as it tried to fight back.

“What I can’t dress nicely? I don’t go out often I might just want to make a statement when I do go out” you said trying to be nonchalant as the hand sanitizer tasting drink clawed at your throat. Shoko clicked her tongue as she refilled your glass, “drink up our uber gets here in ten”

Now standing behind shoko as she walked through the door of the large building that was the frat house gojo was in residence in. The sheer size of the house was laughable. Who needed this much space? Well probably the 25 frat bros who lived there which still feels insane to you. Shoko looked behind her at you smiling before guiding you into the house . The lighting was dim , rooms hazy from all the smoke . Clearly these people didn’t give a shit about staining the walls in their home like you did. So uncouth. Maybe you’re just being too judgy. God you need to drink more. Let’s loosen up.

Your cheeks were already warm from the drinks you had at home but you needed more to be able to tolerate to foolishness that usually takes place at these parties. Shoko placed the bottle of svedka she had hidden inside her jacket on the kitchen island to be instantly greeted by suguru. Yes suguru was apart of the frat and you had your opinions on the frat boys that you had already stated but. Suguru is suguru. How could you hate him?

His long black hair tied up half-up-half-down lazily as if he had just done it in seconds but he still pulled it off effortlessly. That was suguru. Effortless. Everything he did , how he dressed he was just so effortlessly cool. His matching leather bomber jacket with shoko with a black wife beater on underneath which clung to his toned body to his wide-legged leather pants which hung low enough so you were able to see the band of his boxers. So cool. He wrapped his arm around shoko’s shoulder pulling her in for a side hug. “Didn’t think you’d be coming , would’ve thought grumpy would’ve kept you in again” he said grinning looking at you, a small friendly dig at you since they both knew how much this wasn’t really your scene. She laughed slapping his shoulder, “took some convincing but you know our y/n she could never say no to me” . Suguru exhaled sharply . An almost laugh escaped his lips , he motioned for you to walk over so he could hug you which you did. It was almost as if your body moved by his beckon and call , his frame was larger than yours. One of his strong arms enveloping you completely before he whispered in your ear, “you clean up nice y’know it bums me out you not wanting to come see us more. Hurts my feelings” he grinned against your ear before pulling away from the hug and resting against the island. Your stomach did small flips in on itself . Suguru was just so cool. But you rolled your eyes. “These parties just don’t impress me, I’m not gonna praise a group of barely adult men for throwing a party. I’m just not impressed”

Shoko smiled before pouring another one of her almost deadly concoctions , “loosen up sourpuss. Just have fun ‘kay?” . You grimaced looking down at the brown colored liquid in your plastic cup before chugging it down your gullet. Maybe you did just need to loosen up. You don’t wanna be a mood killer.

A couple more drinks down and you felt nicely tipsy dangerously bordering on drunk. Tipsy enough to start talking to people and even the pressure between your shoulders from being so inwardly tense all the time began to ease. Shoko’s eyebrows knitted together , “where is the man of the hour? Satoru was the one hounding us to come to this party yet no sight of him” she said putting a cigarette to her lips and began searching her pockets for a lighter. Suguru took another sip of his drink before smoothly lighting her cigarette with his other hand, “must be upstairs whoring himself out. You know. The usual with him” he laughed to himself . Shoko exhaled the first pull of her cigarette, you wafted the air as its sickly scent invaded your nose as it usually did except mixed with the slosh of the alcohol it made you feel extra woozy. You grabbed your face , “I think I’m gonna go recharge my social battery outside on the porch” . Suguru just nodded and shoko told you to text if you had found gojo.

You nodded back at the pair before walking through the patio doors out onto the porch that oversaw the garden/ deck area accompanied by a pool. How prestigious. They also had a pool? You had never been out here before . The handful of times you did end up agreeing to these frat parties you had never thought to come out on the porch. It was strangely , nice? Is it really that strange . it was decorated with lights and many seating areas . You saw groups of people some smoking , some drinking and some just talking and enjoying each other’s company.

You stood leaning against one of the pillars of the porch when you had felt someone join your presence , “sulking out here, missing me L/N?” He said , you could hear the smile in his condescending tone. You frowned not meeting his gaze although you felt it burning into your skull. “Wouldn’t dream of it gojo. Not here to stroke your ego, I’m here with my friends.”

He grinned , he was smug. You couldn’t see his face but you knew he had that stupid smug look on his face. “You mean MY friends.” He said , he didn’t really think this but he just loved to get under your skin. It always worked too, “gojo you do not own your friends they’re allowed to be friends with other people” you bit back , tongue sharp against your teeth as they began to grit together. “Not a fan of sharing” he said as he stood now fully by your side , you felt his tall presence next to you. Almost intimidating how tall he was . His eyes drifted down you, the winter breeze was harsh skin as it was only clad in a small dress in this weather. “You should wear more clothes” he commented not much thought behind it but it was said with almost a slight hint of disdain. Your fuse almost blew. “What.” You said sharply , almost breaking your neck to look at him dead in the eye , your eyebrows furrowed as his grin began to deepen.

“You’re cold L/N don’t be cute with me , go get one of my jackets. That little ass dress isn’t covering shit. I know you’re cold.” He said . His tone was soft but he said it as a command. Who the fuck does this guy think he is?

“Thought you didn’t like sharing” you said finally stopping nursing your fifth drink of the night and taking a big sip. His blue eyes piercing your soul , “fuck whatever I said , go put a jacket on.” . You finished your drink. “I’ll just go inside , I need another drink” you began to walk off inside , “jacket L/N” he said yet again.

Something about ordering you around , sure it was a little cold but you were gonna be drinking so you’d be warm anyways so why was he throat fucking you with his jacket nonsense. Maybe it was the drinks starting to go to your head but your patience with gojo always wore thin. Maybe this whole conversation wasn’t as deep as it was in the moment but you were getting pissed. “Gojo you’re not my fucking dad. If I’m cold I’ll get a jacket but I’m not. So I won’t. That okay with you party boy?”

His tongue ran across his inner cheek back and forth as you spoke , “don’t piss me off L/N” . Is this a game? It’s all games to gojo. You weren’t gonna stand down. Not to this cocky bastard. He walked towards you, closing the distance , mere inches from your body. You narrowed your eyes at him, “bite me gojo” . His lips turned up slightly , “oh you’d love if I did, wouldn’t you?” . Gag me with a spoon. “I wouldn’t want to be marked by a manwhore like you”

“Don’t act like you don’t love this y/n. You would’ve walked away if you really didn’t wanna talk to me. But we always seem to just run around in this circle. Do you get off on these petty little spats with me?” his cadence sickening to you, does he really think everyone is in love with him? “God do you just masturbate to your reflection? You’re so in love with yourself it’s like I’m third wheeling you talking yourself through an orgasm”

He laughed. You just scoffed and walked away. Finding suguru in the kitchen once again , “guessing by your expression I think you found satoru” he said grabbing your cup and refilling it. Suddenly spite filled your body. You smiled softly at suguru. “Hey I’m a little cold suguru..do you think I could wear your jacket?”

Gojo did say some truths. A part of you that you didn’t want to admit DID love this back and forth . How far could you push each other.

Suguru shrugged off his jacket and held it up waiting to put it on for you , “of course anything for our princess” he said as he guided your arms through the large sleeves of the jacket. It almost swallowed you whole, you smiled at him. “Thank you suguru, you’re so good to me” you said placing a manicured hand on his solid chest. You knew what you were doing. You knew you felt his eyes on you. Gojo walked into the kitchen , dapping suguru up. “Where have you been you avoiding us satoru?” Suguru said smiling. You just stood , amused with yourself sipping at your newly filled drink . gojo glanced at your new edition of your outfit , you saw a strange flicker in his eye but you couldn’t put your finger on what emotion that was yet. “I was just you know mingling, seeing how people are. Drinking , smoking .. you know how it is” he didn’t speak with his usual manner he seemed distracted focus on the jacket on your body . Suguru’s jacket.

you finally spoke up , “where’s shoko.. I need to pee where is she?” . Suguru looked around , “uh utahime dragged her away they were gossiping about something probably shit talking satoru.” He laughed . You sighed and just spun on your heels and walked up the stairs trying to find a free bathroom . It took you a ridiculous amount of time to find a bathroom that didn’t have a couple hooking up in it , someone snorting lines on the pristine bathroom counters or someone puking their insides up in the bathroom. But finally you found a free bathroom. You did your business then as you opened the door . A tall man, platinum white hair messily flush against his forehead . Blue eyes that narrowed at you. His jaw taut , you could see the muscles vibrating on his face.

“What are you listening to me piss now? Don’t be a perv gojo .” You said lightly trying to push past him but he did not budge. “What fuckin’ games are you playing with me L/N” .

You stared at him meeting him with the same smug look he usually gave you that pushed you to your breaking points. But his expression did not lighten up. The tension between you was thick. You two had never addressed this tension seriously under all the petty arguments you both knew there was this weird feeling. “I’m not sure what you could be talking about gojo” . He walked further towards you so you backed further into the bathroom. “Take it off” he said calmly , not in a harsh way but he said it as if you’d just listen to him. Almost as if you were a dog and he had just told you to sit. You laughed in his face dryly , “why? You were right I was getting cold. Suguru had a jacket and I wanted to wear it” maybe it was the alcohol , usually you two would’ve just be avoiding each other by now but for some reason you just kept getting closer.

You both wouldn’t give in, your eyes locked on each others . Your faces were so close to each other you could smell the alcohol on his breath and you were sure he could smell it on yours too. “You’re so…” he trailed off .

You grinned and cut him off, “gojo I think you only act like this because I’m the only one who won’t take your shit. We both know you hate how you have no control over me. What are you some kind of control freak you weir-” before you could finish your sentence suddenly satoru’s lips crashed against yours. Hungry and possessive, he kissed you as if you were his girlfriend. He kissed you as if you were his. Your stomach tightened and you began to kiss back threading your fingers through his white hair gripping on it possessively as if it were your own.

His hands grab at your sides groping and grabbing at you , he swiftly picked you up in one swift motion onto the bathroom counter top he broke the kiss to just take the jacket off , “I hate seeing you in this fuckin’ jacket” he said his lips pressed against your collarbones as he slid the jacket down your arms , finally his admission made you with a strange feeling of pride. You wanted this. You wanted this reaction. It made your heart race. How much it made his stomach churn because satoru gojo did not like sharing and he had already in his mind claimed you as his own. It’s sick if you really think about it but a part of you loved it and wanted more.

You never wanted to admit this but you loved how he got under your skin , he bunched the jacket up in his hands and threw it behind him as he began kissing your neck. His hands moving up your thighs slowly parting them , “let me touch you..please. I need this. You’re driving me crazy. I’ll treat you so good, just let me please you” he said speaking against your neck. You had never heard satoru be so— needy? You hiked your dress up above your hips taking gojo’s hand and pressing it against your slick center. He grinned against you and began to kiss and then bite down onto your traps as he had pushed your underwear aside and pushed two fingers inside you . You bit down on your bottom lip trying not to cry out in pain at the sensation of gojo’s sharp teeth on your skin and his fingers as they curled and pressed against your gummy insides . Your eyes clamp shut as he begins to pick up the pace , removing his mouth from your skin , licking at the bite marks he looked down at his fingers becoming increasingly more wet as he continued.

He kissed up your neck from your bite marks to below your eye before speaking softly, “I’m sorry I’m rushing I know- I can’t take it anymore. Need to be inside. Please y/n . I need you” . “Show me how bad you need me” you said as you brushed through the back of his hair. He smiled as he moved his hands to his belt unbuckling quickly and he quickly stroked his dick a couple of times using his own precum as lubricant before grabbing your hips once more and slowly sliding himself in you. Slight stutters in his hips as if he wanted to shove it all in , in one motion . He throws his head back , “fuck- y/n I’ve needed this for so long you don-”

“Shut up and kiss me gojo” you said grabbing at his shirt bringing his torso closer to you . Lips meeting once more , this time hungrier , greedy, possessive. Tongues intertwining with each other as if they had done this various times. Gojo’s tip bullying your inner walls as he sloppily thrusts you and greedily kisses you as if he had been starved all his life and this was his first meal. Gojo’s hand finds it way to your clit circling with vigor . It was as if he was doing this for his own benefit not yours although you were getting so much pleasure. Gojo begins to thrust harder, so hard that if one of his hands didn’t have a grip of you, that you think you would’ve been fucked through the wall .

He breaks the kiss to hang his head against the crook of your neck mumbling into you , “need so bad. ‘S mine you’re all mine . I want everyone to know. That okay? jus’ need you. Need all of you so bad” it was almost laughable how much his frat bro demeanor dropped like this , how needy he was. And how needy he was making you , the head of his penis rubbing against your cervix . It was painful but this pain was so worth it . You wanted this. You needed this . You wanted it so bad you found your hips started to buck up against his . Meeting him in the middle needing him inside you as much as your body would let him.

His thrusts became increasingly more sloppy he just wanted more he wanted to chase the high . “M gonna cum. Fuck. Y/n please let me cum inside. Make you all mine. Mine? You’re gonna be mine now right?” . In an ideal world you would’ve come up with a snarky response talking about how much gojo needed you but your mind was blank you were laser focused on just having him cum inside you . “Yeah- yeah I’ll be yours . Cum inside me please I need it” . That was all the incentive gojo had needed before his hips jutted and rutted against yours his balls tightening as he shot warm thick cum inside you but it wasn’t over for you , gojo loves to please . He continued ploughing into you, switching hands to circle your clit as animalistic noises clawed its way out of his throat , “please cum on my dick I wanna feel it.” He whispered almost breathless his forehead pressed against yours . The hand gripping your hip moved to your lower stomach as he pressed and rambled about how deep he was inside you but you couldn’t focus on his nonsensical ramblings at this point because the tight knot in your stomach was unraveling at an unprecedented rate your nails clawed at his back as you clamped down your cunt throbbing and pulsating on his softening dick. You were both breathless . For two people who couldn’t shut their mouths you were both reduced to heavy breathing and sweaty foreheads.

You never knew how much you both needed this. The games were fun but this was satiating in ways those games getting under each others skin could never fulfil.

You shook your head but a grin was plastered on your lips , “no no just wanted to look pretty for you when you got home, missed you. Felt lonely , I always feel lonely when you go out on patrol I have no one to talk to nothing to do”

He sighed smile being wiped off of his face , joel hated talking about this . He just wanted to keep you safe in the house , safe from the outside although you lived in a nice community you weren’t too sure what he meant by that. But he often scolded you saying “adults know best” although you too were an adult.

“We’re not talkin about this again when you’re older you’ll realise I’m doin all this for your benefit” his voice was stern it was more him talking at you than to you. You frowned , “I am older , I’m not asking for much maybe you can talk to the lady at the bakery and ask if I can help out I just want something to do I don’t like being cooped up in here all alone.” He removed his hands from your waist and just walked past you to the kitchen to start making food. Ending the conversation. Joel hated when you walked away from him during conversation but had no problem doing it himself.

Dumbfounded you stood there for a moment , why did he always treat you like this? Leaving you in the dark about so many things you weren’t stupid you just wanted to feel like an adult. You soon followed him into the kitchen sitting down at your retrospective designated place at the table, “you always tell me it’s rude to walk away when someone is speaking to you” . His back was still turned away from you , “you want me to start treating you’re a big girl? Start actin like one instead of a spoiled brat. You don’t know how good you have it here” . You stammered for a moment but joel didn’t actually let you speak before continuing , “you forget to set the table today. You say yer bored , got nothin to do . I ask you to do simple things around the house and I don’t see you doing nothing just day dreamin all day”

Your fists balled on the table out of protest you wouldn’t actually do anything you and Joel both knew it was performative. “I jus’ forgot that’s all” . He didn’t respond he just continued cooking 30 minutes of silence is what he gave you. Until he set your plate down on the wooden table . Joel knew you hated silent treatment. You just hated not knowing what you did wrong and why he wasn’t speaking to you. You just moved the food around your plate with your fork watching him eat. “Stop playin’ with your food nd just eat it.” He ordered his mood still sour, “not hungry” , he clicked his tongue and set his fork down staring at you , anger very present in his face. You were teetering on a thin line and you knew consequences would be in due. “You told me not thirty minutes ago you were hungry said you’d been waitin all day now you’re sayin you’re not? And you say you’re grown , you’re this and that but act like this whenever things don’t go your way?”

“Why are you being mean to me today?” You pouted staring at your food , you were hungry but you just were too upset to eat it. “I’m not . I just don’t like your attitude change it or I’ll fix it for you” he said standing up and putting his finished plate in the sink. Washing and wiping his hands with a rag. He turned around again clearly making himself more and more angry thinking about how stupid this situation is , but you still spoke up . “I just missed you nd you’re being mean to me” your tone sounding more and more childish although you didn’t mean it to be. You were just upset maybe joel was right.

He walked over to your seat pulling it back , “knees” he commanded you just stared at him blankly , “I won’t ask again” he spoke his eyes were dark , in all honesty you had done your hair and dressed nicely for him hoping he would fuck you good after dinner so you could go to bed with a full stomach and stuffed with his cum.

You slowly got to your knees from the chair , you reached to start unbuckling Joel’s belt but he swatted your hand away , “no you say you missed your daddy? Prove it” he looked down to his boot , you looked down to his boot then back at him , “how do I prove it?” . He flipped up your dress using his boot before sliding his left leg forward towards your knees , “go on” . Your cheeks began to heat up , felt embarrassing being told to hump his boot like some kind of dog. But you wrapped your arms around Joel’s leg and hovered over his boot . Joel usually had patience but not today he lifted his foot so the boot met your cunt , it felt wrong . Bad . But the pressure felt so good. You began to roll your hips down onto his boot, the hard shoe adding pressure to all the right places.

You gripped his muscular leg harder as you tried to chase some sort of high , Joel usually would help you , says you don’t know what you’re doing but you trying things on your own felt good too. “Daddy.. I want more, boots not like your cock” you pouted hoping to have this one over Joel on most nights this would’ve worked but not tonight . “You’re lucky I’m even lettin you do this. I could’ve just sent you to bed, empty stomach and untouched pussy. I know you’ve been waitin all day to be touched. Achin’ for it aren’t you?” He was still angry with you but you were his baby he knew you couldn’t sleep properly without being touched .

You nodded , “need my daddy” your hips stuttered as you continued to grind down on him , pussy leaking through the cotton panties you had on soaking his shoe . Your small whimpers filling the otherwise silent room , Joel’s patience was wearing thin he palmed his hardening cock through the denim . A part of him really loved how pathetic you were at times only could get off with his help he always needed to help you. He gripped your arm with a bruising grip pulling you up leading you to the living room . “Can’t do anythin for yourself” he said sitting down on the couch his legs parting he held his hand up stopping you from sitting down , “take it all off for me honey” you just nodded as you started to undress in front of him before standing awkwardly barren and naked for his eyes to coast over you .

He patted his thighs , “come sit let daddy take care of you” . You smiled crawling onto him he turned you so your back was facing him and he slid his rough hands down your sides . Bringing one arm over you cupping your breast in one hand pulling you back into him as he slid his hand down and cupped your sex before lifting it and coming down with a swift slap which you yelped at the sting lingering as he smiled against your neck pressing a kiss down onto your shoulder , “shhh baby I know I know I’m being mean” he began circling your clit using the pads of his middle and ring fingers before trailing down your slit collecting all of your slick wetness and spreading it up your cunt , “this wet from grinding on my boot? You did miss daddy didn’t you?” . You whined and pouted , “I told you daddy but you didn listen” . He smiled once more , “sorry sweet girl ‘m listenin now” he pressed only one of his thick fingers inside you without warning and you bucked your hips into his hand mewling like a cat. “That feel good? Been waitin all day haven’t you” .

He then inserted a second finger in stretching out your sopping hole , everything about Joel as just so big compared to you it’s why you always felt so safe with him although he was tough on you , mean at times but he fucked you so good. “When do I get your cock daddy?” You said between whimpers as he pumped his fingers in and out of you curling up to press against your velvety gummy walls. Always so impatient , but who could blame you? You loved the way Joel stretched you out, it hurt so good always rewarding you with his cum, it was like a warm hug from the inside.

He clicked his tongue , “so cock hungry, let me just play with you for a minute ,why don’t you?” He would alternate from his fingers being inside you to rubbing your clit as his fingers lazily groped and played with your tits . Joel liked this a lot just playing with you , hearing your small moans the way you’d sit and squirm on him . Wasn’t this supposed to be him fixing your attitude? He was just giving into you. This old man is getting soft.

You began to squirm more , moans becoming more persistent. Your hands gripping Joel’s scarred thick forearms. Your thighs clamping shut around Joel’s hand making him slap your cunt once more , “try to close your legs again and I won’t let you have my cock tonight” you pouted and whined at the sting before spreading your legs once more , joel loved how obedient you would be . He kissed a trail down your neck to your shoulder , being tickled by his rough facial hair . His fingers still pumping inside you like a well oiled machine , your head falling back onto him as the coil inside you began to unravel more until it finally snapped. Your thighs shaking as you had full body convulsions on his lap , your cunt clamping around his fingers as he kept curling them up inside you making you ride out your orgasm. “Good girl always cum so hard f’me , you think you deserve your old man’s dick now?”

You nodded , words still on the end of your tongue but you were in such a euphoric state your body didn’t allow sentence much more than a babble escape your mouth . He lightly moved you off of his lap , sucking on his fingers before reaching for his belt buckle . You heard the metal clang tighter before he pulled the belt through the loops and took it off completely . Undoing his button and letting you hear your favorite sound of the zip being pulled down. You loved that sound it meant you were in for a treat. Your nightly sometimes morning routine.

He pulled his jeans down just enough for his thick cock and heavy balls were free , he then pulled your now pretty much limp body onto him. Thighs either side of his , “do you wanna help daddy or do you just want me to do it” he asked like he always did in this position . You shook your head and just wrapped your arms around his neck burying your face inhaling his musk, “daddy do it” you said muffled. Joel obliged taking his dick in one hand as he held you steady with the other . Although he did just stretch you out with his fingers it was no help he was just too thick. He always has been too big for you but you both loved the stretch. His throbbing head trying to push its hardest into you , you just whined in pain into Joel’s neck . He moved his free hand from your hip to your back rubbing up and down trying to soothe you , “ I know I’ll make you feel good just push through this pain for a minute for me won’t you honey?” . His hands now both shifting to your hips as he began to push you down onto his cock , his hips lifting to meet you half way . Your eyes squeezed shut from the pain and you bit down onto his traps . Joel didn’t mind you biting in fact he liked it just a little. When he had finally fit all of himself inside you he let you settle for a moment , adjusting to the size just as he always did .

When you said you had adjusted enough he lifted your hips once more leaving a small gap between the two of you before he began fucking his cock into you from under you . You loved doing this with Joel because his cock pummelled your insides hitting all the right places making you squeeze down on him , moaning his name into his ear like a mantra . How your fingers found their way in his hair and his iron clad grip on your hips , a bruising grip but he always made sure to kiss them better after. You arched your back pressing your chest into his , his lips on your neck feeling his hot breath fanning over your collarbones .

You loved how he fucked you like you was his personal sex doll , he knew how to please you. Only him. He knew it could only ever be him that would suffice your urges. “Takin it so well for me baby, fuck- don’t think I can make this a long one tonight princess. Jus’ wanna cum in this little pussy . Made for me to fill isn it?” He panted against you. You were fucked utterly pathetic at this point babbles just poured out of your mouth not being able to respond to him properly . Joel’s hips jerked and spluttered filling you with thick ropes of his warm cum . You fell limp against him as he pressed a kiss to your head , he lifted your hips once more as he put his now half hard cock back into his jeans he didn’t care that his cum was spilling out of your onto said jeans .

He lifted you with ease into his arms so you were laid bridal style over him as your thigh muscles still contracted and spasmed . He then stood up you still in his arms , his joints popping as he stood they got louder with age . He began to carry you upstairs to the bathroom to give you both a bath . Walking up the stairs he spoke up , “how about before my shift tomorrow we go to the bakery a pick up a loaf of bread and I’ll talk to Bonnie about a job. Part time. How would you feel about that baby?”

You always got your way in the end. That old man is just too soft on you really. You’re just his baby after all .

You rocked forwards then stood upright , “yeah yeah hot guys band upcoming already came, what’s your point?” . She rolled her eyes and held the poster closer to your face , “well guess who won twoooooo freeee tickets for guess..TONIGHT” . You winced , “but it’s gossip girl and cheap steaks from Costco night” you said in a sad tone. You loved Friday nights it was reserved for you both to cook your cheap steaks , crack open a bottle of wine that made you both grimace at and to watch gossip girl. It was fun you loved it , in fact you looked forward to it every week!

Nobara laughed and sighed , “but like maybe there will be other hot guys here you know hot guys usually hang around other hot guys!!” She smiled , “yeah how many guys are you friends with? And how many of them are hot?” You responded with a deadpan expression. She pretended to consider how many friends she had that were male and were straight and how many were hot. “Ugh whatever a diamond in the rough as people say..maybe you’ll even catch the attention of like a security worker so you can like get tickets to more concerts and shit”

Security guys usually are sexy and buff mmmm your opinions were starting to be swayed , “y/n stop socializing and serve the customer” your co-worker said strolling past you and going into the back , “oh come on Joe don’t be a sourpuss you know I’m always here” Nobara said but then looked at the selection of sandwiches and baked goods , “actually can I have that ham and cheese croissant that’s my fave” you nodded and got her order ready. Now you can work the rest of your day planning out your outfit for the outfit , Nobara left the poster with you . They were pretty eye catching. Well they’re up and coming band sensations or whatever. So they’re obviously gonna be good looking but damn they’re hot okay maybe this concert was a good idea after-all. Nobara working with all these magazine companies might actually be a god send.

You finally clocked out and got home to your apartment , you finally had couch time with your adorable cat , sparkles. He is the cutest. Yes he’s a boy called sparkles he was a stray who you found out was a boy after he adjusted to the name sparkles. You scrolled through your timeline to see a performance of that band. Phones really are listening to everything. The post had over one million views so they’re successful and the music was actually pretty decent they weren’t industry plants after all. Nobara came in not too long after you did , “why are you still on your ass? Up up I say! You need to look like sex on legs..not that you don’t already , especially with that coffee stained uniform…go change go go go”

With Nobara’s kind words of affirmation you decided it was time to get ready , so outfit consisted of boots mini skirt and little tiny top , is this a concert or a whore house!!! But it is for the greater good of finally getting laid for the first time since moving to the city. You both said goodbye to sparkles and started your walk to the train station . You should’ve worn a jacket it felt like your nipples could cut through diamonds you were so cold. You and Nobara stood and huddled together shivering under the dim flickering station lights .

Then finally you had got to the venue , Nobara rushed you both so you made it to the front for the best view . The opening act was good nothing of note you were excited to hear this newfound band that you had grown a bit fonder of now that you had listened to one or two songs…watched one or two edits on TikTok. Picked out a couple of favorites out of the five guys. Okay well they’re all a favorite but still some more than others.

Lights began to dim and the sign flashed the name of the band in a bright white. Kismet . You assumed it meant the word kismet as in fate or destiny . What a funny word to pick for a band name. roars of cheers emitted from the crowd even Nobara joined in, she caught your surprised look , “I just love live music I don’t care about these random ass guys- wait is that guitarist a girl holy fuck” . On stage the layout was satoru gojo the lead vocalist in front center; guitarist and secondary vocalist suguru geto; bass player choso kamo who was on the other side of satoru; drummer Sukuna who was back center and lead guitarist shoko ieri who was next to suguru .

Okay you can admit you were really starting to see the appeal.

kismet preformed all the songs you were beginning for favor. A part of you was feeling giddy like a teenage girl seeing her celebrity crush on her instagram feed except this was real life and you were mere feet away from these men and one woman. Your eyes were drawn to the bassist Choso the black eyeliner strip across his nose and cheeks made him facially stand out as well as the drummer sukuna with his face and body tattoos that were tattooed intricately . Most of the band had tattoos but his stood out because they were all symmetrical and thick with no other patchwork or large pieces to be seen on his body.

Sukuna seemed to be the least media trained out of the band when he spoke it was always something crass and vulgar, the best spoken was the lead guitarist shoko who was a woman so no wonder she was the most well spoken amongst these men. You could’ve sworn you and sukuna kept sharing glances but your attention kept going back to choso there was something so magnetizing about him, you just couldn’t put your finger on it but it was something. Might just be his good looks and how talented he was but still it felt deeper.

Okay.

Y/N snap out of it.

You’re sounding very parasocial this is just a band that you just happened to have free tickets to. A one time thing , a new perhaps casual listen after this. You’re sounding very deluded.

And just like that the show was over and people started to bleed out of the venue like an army of ants there was more people than you anticipated you never looked back since your eyes were glued to the stage and the band members. Walking out, Nobara hugged your arm, “wow did you see the girl she was soooooo sexy I wanted to climb on the stage , rip my shirt open like a gorilla , pound my chest and go apeshit” you laughed in response to her claim. “Okay I admit I see the appeal they are a band of very attractive people they seem like a total industry plant though they just came out of nowhere right?”

She shrugged , “apparently they’ve been a band since high school they’re a couple years older than us mid-late twenties I believe. Pretty old for them to blow up now but what would I know I’m a fashion analyzer not a music analyst” . Then that was that. Was it worth the skip of gossip girl and steak night? Maybe not. But it was definitely a night to remember you definitely enjoyed yourself and wouldn’t say no to another concert. You both got home , Nobara went straight to bed whilst you picked up sparkles and went to your room, looking over the videos from the concert. You posted snippets of it onto your Instagram story tagging the band and fell asleep.

The next morning it was another opening shift at the coffee shop, you stood behind the counter shifting in and out of sleep . Mornings were always slow , a few regulars sat at their usual seating areas until someone new came in. A tall figure walked in as you made small chatter to your coworker. The man in a black hoodie with the hood up , black cap low and sun glasses. You chuckled to yourself, “are you about to rob the store? because I promise there’s not much in the cash register for you to take so it’s not worth it.” . Normally it is not in the workplace policy to make comments like this but you couldn’t find a reason to care in this moment. The man scoffed, “think of me so low to think I’d rob from a run down corner coffee shop?” .

You thought the coffee shop was cute it wasn’t ran down at all, “someone’s in a bad mood and if it’s so run down why are you here big guy?” . He took his sunglasses off and revealed his face , “I just want a fucking coffee I have to leave for another city tomorrow night I am a busy guy” . His harsh tone was drowned out because you recognized his face. It was choso from kismet! You almost laughed in his face. “First world problems having to lavishly travel to a new city tomorrow night oh no..anyways before I get in trouble for conversing with customers what’s your order?” .

He bit his tongue , his patience was wearing thin. Never meet your idols before they have a morning coffee right? “A coffee. Black. Thanks” . You nodded , “any sweeteners or sugar or anything?” . His eye began to twitch , “if I wanted a sugar I would’ve included it in my order” . You rolled your eyes , “name for the order?” He licked his lips he was obviously considering using an alias but he caved and just said “choso do you need me to spell that too or are you able to do that by yourself?”

“I’m very competent choso, I’m not gonna lick the ground you walk on because you think you’re some big shot because you’re the bassist in some one hit wonder band and just for reference no one cares for the bassist no matter how attractive you are” you said gripping the counter, who was this guy? Some unknown random trying to talk down to you just because you’re a working woman? And he thinks he’s alll higghhh and mighty just because he’s getting some clout that’s gonna die down this time next year. He stuck his tongue in his cheek , “you talk a lot of smack considering you were there at the concert last night” he squinted his eyes and looked at your name tag , “y/n”

His coffee was ready you set it down on the counter , “your total is $2.70” he put his hand in his pocket and put the money on the counter before his eyes darted to the window and a group of what you assumed paparazzi were starting to pool towards the coffee shop, “can’t get a fuckin break” he cursed under his breath and pulled cap down lower and walked out, “hey! Your coffee!!” He just kept walking toward the door. Are you seriously gonna have to chase this fuckin guy?

You grabbed the coffee and chased after him , he quickly halted and turned around to face you which made you spill the coffee not only on you but him too. You grit your teeth in pain , “ah fuck…you spilled the fuckin coffee you made me chase after you for nothing” you scowled at him , he took a deep breath before taking his hood down and wiping at the coffee on your uniform. He gave you a fake smile , “there are you happy y/n? Is that what you wanted me to do? You wanted me to wipe you down? What next you want me to kiss tour ass instead of saying thank you for a coffee that’s spilled over both of us you could’ve just kept the money and went about your day as apparently there’s not much in that shitty register in the first place” . You scoffed at him , “it is in store policy to chase down customers who forget to pay or to get their coffee! Blame the coffee shop not me. Why are you even in a rush you said you had until tomorrow night, if you haven’t noticed choso it’s 7:46 am” .

he pointed at the men with cameras, “those! I can’t get a fuckin break I thought the fame would allow me to get a coffee in the middle of nowhere no issue but apparently not, you know what..go down the backstreet it’ll bring you back around to the coffee shop’s street. I’m sorry for the inconvenience, I am I swear” . Huh an apology finally, bare minimum . How did he know the streets so well? Too many questions to ask. “Maybe come again for a cofee and be able to drink it another time? In a better disguise I hope” . He almost cracked a real smile for once before stopping himself , “maybe.” His face went back to its annoyed expression , “go now they see we’ve been loitering too long they’ll come for questions” , you shook your head . “Do you not want your money back” . He actually laughed , “it’s $2.70” .

You rolled your eyes once more and started to walk off down the backstreet , he yelled out , “if you roll your eyes anymore they’ll get stuck up there” you just flipped him off in response before making your way back up to the street.

When you got back you just went onto your break as soon as you could , your phone began to buzz it was Nobara , “GIRL I know nda’s are a big deal but you didn’t have to act like you didn’t know Kismet!” She said practically yelling down the phone, what the hell was she talking about? You shook your head , “Nobara I know just little about kismet as you, what’re you even talking about?” . She began to stutter , “girl look online everywhere people are saying you’re choso , the bassist from kismet, you’re his girlfriend since he visited you at work!!! Is it true are you guys together??” You just scoffed in response , “Nobara I am not dating anyone from kismet. Never mind choso , he’s a real piece of work , he was rude and plus he got the coffee spilled on not just him but me too!! Ugh but he is very attractive up close in the natural light if you’re wondering that “

“But he was like smiling and stuff and you guys looked like you were having a good conversation in the videos I saw” she insisted , “yeah well it’s all fabricated by the press” . you heard the door open to the back of the coffee shop , your coworker stood at the door , “hey y/n this guy is in here asking for you , looks important” . You sighed before standing up , “Nobara I gotta go I’ll see you later tonight mkay”

You walked back in to the coffee shop after hanging up the phone to Nobara , a tall blonde man. His face chiseled and eyes tired , “hi y/n? Do you have a couple minutes to chat?” You stood around and looked at your coworker , “it’s okay it’s a couple minutes I can do this for a couple minutes” you smiled and nodded . You walked around to the front to stand with the man , he led you to a table in the back and sat down , “do you not want to order anything whilst you’re here?” You asked before joining him sitting down , he shook his head , “don’t overwork yourself , you see where it’ll get you” he half smiled , you just stayed silence in response , he bowed his head , “sorry it was a joke , nevertheless why I’m here . My name is Kento Nanami , I am the band manager for Kismet . It’s a band I’m not sure if you’re familiar but you had a run in with one of the members , choso. Uhh..I’m not sure how to put this I’ve never had to do this before. I would like you to consider , for the image of the band for the bands benefit- your benefit too don’t get me wrong. I’d like you to go home tonight call me back up and consider perhaps making an arrangement with”

“Are you asking me to fake date choso?”

Wow lucky you, I hope you all enjoy the fic when it comes out even more than you did with all mine!! Also let me know should I be grouping chapters into 3’s and uploading them on here too?

Hugs and kisses , xxiiam

moving to a big city from your small hometown was a big change for you , working in a coffee shop all the mundane things never really seemed to bother you .

Sure your dreams were bigger than your body but you’re only twenty three . You still have time , or at least that’s what you kept telling yourself . Your roommate and long time best friend already had her dream of working for a fashion magazine in the big city , which is why you moved . You are happy for her but this barista gig can’t keep you happy forever . Or afloat , stability wise. But it was a cute five minute walk from your apartment so it was good realistically , co-workers were a breeze for the most part and the customers were so-so.

The mundane things kept you happy or distracted . Your love life was in the dumps , by dumps it was dry like the Sahara. A stand still . But this did not mean you weren’t looking! You are..kinda. At least Nobara was happy trying to indulge in your lackluster love life. Which lead to her barging into your work.

You worked opening shifts most days so it was pretty empty you weren’t too upset about it. Usually it helped you catch up on sleep since you had learned to drift off into a rem state whilst standing up behind the counter. “Y/N Y/N Y/N” you heard the familiar sing song shrill voice coming through the swing door. Your eyes widened and you greeted your friend, “you know you can’t just waltz in here like it’s our apartment nobara. This is my place of work and I’d like to keep it that way” you half joked , half joking because you were also still half asleep . She slammed a poster down onto the counter then swiftly picked it up with her index and thumb dancing with the poster , “look you like , like you know…alt guys LOOK AT THIS BAND! In the magazines they’re like the next up and coming band - headed for stardom or whatever. Not really up and coming they’ve up and came. Like they have a pretty strong following like well over 200k followers on the lead vocalists socials. All the girls in my work are fan girling over them. Have you heard about them? Are you listening to me?”

You rocked forwards then stood upright , “yeah yeah hot guys band upcoming already came, what’s your point?” . She rolled her eyes and held the poster closer to your face , “well guess who won twoooooo freeee tickets for guess..TONIGHT” . You winced , “but it’s gossip girl and cheap steaks from Costco night” you said in a sad tone. You loved Friday nights it was reserved for you both to cook your cheap steaks , crack open a bottle of wine that made you both grimace at and to watch gossip girl. It was fun you loved it , in fact you looked forward to it every week!

Nobara laughed and sighed , “but like maybe there will be other hot guys here you know hot guys usually hang around other hot guys!!” She smiled , “yeah how many guys are you friends with? And how many of them are hot?” You responded with a deadpan expression. She pretended to consider how many friends she had that were male and were straight and how many were hot. “Ugh whatever a diamond in the rough as people say..maybe you’ll even catch the attention of like a security worker so you can like get tickets to more concerts and shit”

Security guys usually are sexy and buff mmmm your opinions were starting to be swayed , “y/n stop socializing and serve the customer” your co-worker said strolling past you and going into the back , “oh come on Joe don’t be a sourpuss you know I’m always here” Nobara said but then looked at the selection of sandwiches and baked goods , “actually can I have that ham and cheese croissant that’s my fave” you nodded and got her order ready. Now you can work the rest of your day planning out your outfit for the outfit , Nobara left the poster with you . They were pretty eye catching. Well they’re up and coming band sensations or whatever. So they’re obviously gonna be good looking but damn they’re hot okay maybe this concert was a good idea after-all. Nobara working with all these magazine companies might actually be a god send.

You finally clocked out and got home to your apartment , you finally had couch time with your adorable cat , sparkles. He is the cutest. Yes he’s a boy called sparkles he was a stray who you found out was a boy after he adjusted to the name sparkles. You scrolled through your timeline to see a performance of that band. Phones really are listening to everything. The post had over one million views so they’re successful and the music was actually pretty decent they weren’t industry plants after all. Nobara came in not too long after you did , “why are you still on your ass? Up up I say! You need to look like sex on legs..not that you don’t already , especially with that coffee stained uniform…go change go go go”

With Nobara’s kind words of affirmation you decided it was time to get ready , so outfit consisted of boots mini skirt and little tiny top , is this a concert or a whore house!!! But it is for the greater good of finally getting laid for the first time since moving to the city. You both said goodbye to sparkles and started your walk to the train station . You should’ve worn a jacket it felt like your nipples could cut through diamonds you were so cold. You and Nobara stood and huddled together shivering under the dim flickering station lights .

Then finally you had got to the venue , Nobara rushed you both so you made it to the front for the best view . The opening act was good nothing of note you were excited to hear this newfound band that you had grown a bit fonder of now that you had listened to one or two songs…watched one or two edits on TikTok. Picked out a couple of favorites out of the five guys. Okay well they’re all a favorite but still some more than others.

Lights began to dim and the sign flashed the name of the band in a bright white. Kismet . You assumed it meant the word kismet as in fate or destiny . What a funny word to pick for a band name. roars of cheers emitted from the crowd even Nobara joined in, she caught your surprised look , “I just love live music I don’t care about these random ass guys- wait is that guitarist a girl holy fuck” . On stage the layout was satoru gojo the lead vocalist in front center; guitarist and secondary vocalist suguru geto; bass player choso kamo who was on the other side of satoru; drummer Sukuna who was back center and lead guitarist shoko ieri who was next to suguru .

Okay you can admit you were really starting to see the appeal.

The only chance you get to see him is class since like he’s a total recluse hermit type and doesn’t show up to parties..not that HE would ever be invited , but stillllll .

You’ve never spoken to him per say , a couple of snarky comments he might’ve heard but that’s it . Until , today you had to get a partner for a mock pretend business that you had to write about and do a PowerPoint on to be graded on and yadayadayadaaaa . You just figured your professor would put you with someone but he said to make things more interesting you had to pick someone who you would actually want to invest in a business with.

You assumed you’d just pick on of the minority of girls since girls stick together but then like a miracle from the higher above , you heard a man clear his throat behind you . “Excuse me , y/n” . A voice you didn’t hear often but you still swung your head around to listen to , then you locked eyes with the stoic , quiet , embarrassingly nerdy Kento Nanami. You raised your eyebrow , his face began to flush as your gaze burned into him . Clearly he didn’t think this through all the way. “I was just thinking..you know this project you will get an easy grade if you work with me since I practically get A’s on everything…like I have a 95% average”

The corners of your glossed lips began to curl into a smile , “are you trying to pitch yourself so I’ll work with you?” Your eyes fixated on his tired hazel eyes that were shielded by his stupid nerd glasses .. that made him really cute too. He furrowed his brow and stammered , “well, it’s just that to be a sorority president you have to keep on top with your grades so I wouldn’t want you to fall behind since you know you’re not the best academically” . You scoffed at him , “excuse me?” He nervously gripped at his desk with clammy hands , “no- that’s not what I meant. I just wanted to help. I can be of good use” . You grinned at him , “you want me to use you?” .

His eyes widened before he shook his head once more , “I meant in the context of-“ “whatever blondie, I can’t have you snoop around my sorority who knows what kind of pervert you are so I’ll just come to your place Friday night, yeah?” You smiled at him once more before pulling up your phone number and holding your phone up to him . To which he quickly scribbled down your number , pushing his glasses up , “Friday is good” he gave you a flushed half smile before you turned your back to him and collected your stuff and leaving your class. Isn’t he just the cutest?

As you sat around in the lounge with some of your sorority sisters your phone buzzed , normally notifications didn’t bother you since you’d hear the same buzz many times throughout the day . But the message on your screen peaked your interest.

unknown number : hey this is Kento Nanami, the one from your business class. You called me blondie. You might remember me as that.

You : omgggg blondie

Blondie : You can just say my name too..

You : nahhhh it’s better so people won’t know I associate with business nerds LOLLLLL

blondie : you don’t want to be associated with me? Should I not include my name on our project?

You : LOLLLL ur so cute I was jk

Blondie : I see, my mistake.

You : wtvvrrrr wyd rn blondie

Blondie : brainstorming ideas for our project and well studying. I don’t really do much else really.

You : show me send me ur snap

Blondie : snap?

You : snapchat? R u Amish do you not know what snap is?

Blondie : I don’t really use social media , haha .

You : could tell

You : make a Snapchat account!!!! I luv sending snaps it’s fun

Blondie : okay. I have made one , it is kento.nanami

You : kk !!!

You got so wrapped up in the conversation you even convinced this nerd to download Snapchat. You even giggled at how formal he texted , “what’re you laughing at y/n?? Are you watching insta reels?” One of your nosey sorority sisters asked as she pressed to your side wanting to watch Instagram reels with you , “nopee not right now lia I’ll send you some soon. I’m gonna go up to my room now see you all tomorrow” .

Being president of the sorority meant that you got the privilege of having a bedroom to yourself . You wouldn’t mind sharing but it meant having a guy over would be a million times more difficult . Luckily since you don’t have to share means that any male suitors can get down and dirty with you in private.

You slumped down onto your bed and awaited as Mr Kento Nanami to get off of his high horse and add you back !!!

Your phone buzzed once more..

Kento added you as a friend!

You rushed to your phone and began typing telling him to show you his plans . This was really an excuse to see if he would send any snaps of him .. in his room … with his stupid glasses on.. shirtless?

Kento sent you a snap

And it was just a photo of his hand pointing to his own personal whiteboard in his room .. point…his hand . Indirect hand pic , tut tut tut kento nanami the man you are. The sleeves of his white button down shirt rolled up to his elbows , veins decorating his arm in a subtle manner. His forearms filled out his shirt nicely , you began to wonder how well his biceps did too. Your eyes were fixated on the screen , day dreaming . Does he think it’s weird that you left him on open for so long? Why do you care?

You snapped him back a photo of you laying on your bed , sticking out the tip of your tongue at the camera . Like snaps that you send to your sorority sisters . he left you on opened for a minute , is he analyzing your snap too?

Opened for ten minutes .

Okay , maybe you were a bitch and said snarky things when he was in earshot BUT TEN MINUTES ARE YOU SHITTING ME? You sighed and began snapping the other boys on your phone hoping they’d entertain you for the night.

By the time Friday rolled around , you and Kento had talked like twice and messaged like once . You weren’t that big of a bitch were you? WHY WAS HE TOTALLY IGNORING YOU? You kept yourself busy with your presidency plans and planning darties and regular parties . After class when walking out you saw the same blonde man standing there , was he waiting for you?

“BLONDIE HEY” you said in a singsong tone but still very loudly it looked like it had startled him , he pushed his glasses up with his thumb and middle finger, he half smiled at you yet again . He proceeded to walk over to you , “do you wanna ride?” . “On college campus? Blondie you’re dirrrttttyyy” you grinned and began to laugh at your own joke , he looked away and shook his head , “no no I meant to my apartment..so we can work..on the project, our project..together?” . You had totally forgotten, “ohh yeah no totally, why don’t you live on campus in the dorms?” You said while you began to walk , “do you want me to walk five feet behind you or something?” He asked in a serious tone , you couldn’t help but laugh at him . “Are you serious , no blondie.. no one is even around , now hurry up and answer my question” . He took a few strides forward to begin walking next to you , “I don’t like dorms..people invading my space, I have a roommate but he has his own bedroom so I’m not too bothered. It’s just how I like things. You know?”

You rolled your eyes , you could’ve answered the question for him that’s how predictable it was , “yeah and you also just hate people that’s why you never text me” . He pushed his glasses up once more , “no..I just thought you didn’t want someone like me to text you because of like..reputation” . You couldn’t help but roll your eyes at him yet again , “don’t be stupid blondie you seem pretty cool even if you are a loser virgin nerd”

“Loser virgin? I’m not-“ you put your hand to his face shushing him , “whatever whatever which one is your car blondie” he pulled out his keys and unlocked the white car in eye view , when walking in front of it he stopped before opening the door for you . Well mannered , smart , tall , polite . You could cream in your thong from just these interactions.

On the ride there you noticed kento kept his hand on his thigh whilst driving with one hand , you hand the urge to move it onto yours but that might weird him out . You wouldn’t want to scare him off .

The project you both managed to get through a significant amount , nowhere near done by any means but still a lot of work was done . By kento..mostly . You just sat on your phone for the majority and chimed in on any creative ideas he asked you for your opinion on . “Are you gonna help or just sit there or are you gonna actually help with any of the work?” Kento finally asked , anger bubbled in his tone but his stoic expression never wavered. You grinned , “no I like seeing you work , plus I wouldn’t be much help. I’d be more of a nuisance than help.. I’m not really good at stuff like this , talking presenting sure but actually doing the work is so bleh”

He hummed and his eyes darted around your face , “how about I teach you..an easy way to do things, it’ll be easy trust me” he motioned for you to sit closer , you were now shoulder to shoulder instead of sitting from across the table . This tension , it might not exist to him but to you .

YOU WANTED THAT DICK.

After a while things actually started to stick into your brain , things actually made sense when kento explained how to do everything to you , showing examples from his work to compare with yours . In comparison his notes were so detailed yet concise it made everything seem so easy . So simple. “See you can do it. I don’t see why you had such a negative outlook on it even though you hadn’t even tried yet” . Your face began to warm , he believed in you . He looked up from your work to your face , “blushing?” and this time you were rewarded with a full smile.

“N-no..I..I don’t-“ you stammered , while your face began to grow more red with embarrassment that he managed to get such a reaction out of you . Embarrassed by your childish reaction , to blush and stutter . The president of a sorority wouldn’t react like this by some loser nerd.

“Hm? Can’t get your words out?” The smile plastered on his face he was basically mocking you but why was it soooo sexy? You hid your face in your hands to hide from the embarrassment, “don’t hide I like seeing you like this..I don’t think many others get to see you in a state like this. It makes me feel good , plus you look cute like this” Kento’s babbles didn’t help much , you were still very embarrassed .

you kept your face hidden until you felt a pair of firm hands on your wrists pulling them from your reddened face . “I like this y/n…not the front that your sorority sees.. I like when you get shy . It makes you more human.” Your faces were inches apart , your breath hitched . “I don’t like you seeing me like this..makes me nervous you won’t see me the same” you admitted . He stared at you once more , he was contemplating.

“Would you slap me if I tried to kiss you?”

“…no”

His large hands moved to your face his lips crashing against yours . For some reason this felt right , a passionate kiss , something so rough by someone so quiet. This felt right . His nervous hands moved from your face to your waist , pulling you into his lap . His lips broke away from yours , he began to kiss down your jawline . “Sorry, just wanted you closer to me..needed you closer. Is this okay?” .

“I like it , stop worrying blondie I like when you take initiative like this” you said as your hands ran through his blonde hair . “ say my name” he said practically begging as he began to kiss your neck . “Kento..I want more..” you said not being able to look at him , the embarrassment of him getting you so flustered. No boy had ever gotten you so stupidly feral like this.

You just wanted him to rip your clothes off already. It’s almost like he could read your mind , your shirt was taken off so quickly but Kento latched his mouth back to your collarbone and he continued to kiss you. He wanted to get a good look at your assets but you finally looked down at him to notice that his glasses were all fogged up, his lips were swollen from kissing you and his cheeks were a cute pink color. He removed his glasses setting them on the table , “sorry, you’re just really pretty. I always thought it…can I take this off?” He asked nervously but you were too caught up staring at how attractive he actually was. Well you thought that yes , but his bone structure with his glasses off his face is so chiseled . But you thought the glasses made him look so much cuter.

He nervously took your bra off watching as your tits spilled out of it. His dusty pink cheeks intensified, “sorry for being so forward , I’m just really excited” but you shook your head at his apology , “I told you I like you taking initiative..I get nervous in situations like this, even if I try to hide it but, you make it impossible to hide it from” . He gave you that same smile , it made butterflies start to circulate your stomach like they were on a wash cycle . He hiked your skirt up and moved your thong aside before he began to separate your folds that were collecting an embarrassing amount of wetness , just from kento’s words and kisses . Is this really all that it took to get you this worked up?

His thick fingers began to slip inside you, even though you were so wet it didn’t distract from just how thick his fingers were . As they began to curl up inside you , you arched your back against the table . You slapped your hand over your mouth to muffle your whimpers but kento just removed his fingers from you which made you start to clench around the sudden emptiness that left you shaking your head , “no no Kento I don’t want you to stop” you whined which made him smile , “then don’t cover your mouth I wanna hear how much you like it” . You nodded , “I will I promise I will” , “you’re so good aren’t you?” Which you nodded in response as his fingers returned inside you , the sounds of your moans and the sounds of kento finger fucking you. But the feeling of him hardening under you made you all the more desperate and you could tell he felt the same way.

“Are you gonna let me fuck you properly now princess?” He asked as he lifted you up onto the table that was still littered with your project and other pieces of paper he used to study with . “Ken- wait the project” you said gripping onto his broad shoulders , he shook his head , “I don’t care I can make up for it if it gets destroyed , I just care about you right now” he said like he was hungry , he rushed to unbuckle his belt . You laughed at how much he wanted it , how strange it was to you that someone wanted to have sex with you this much. Although you really hadn’t known each other that long , he wasn’t an immature boy . He was a man.

He lined himself up with your sopping wet hole that was practically begging to be fucked at this point , as he began to thrust inside you , you couldn’t help but squirm and wiggle around . Whatever thickness you thought you had experienced from his fingers only intensified with his dick . WHO KNEW NERDS WOULD BE SO HUNG

You were chanting his name like a mantra , your eyes fixed in the back of your head . Your tongue began to lol out of your mouth , kento grabbed your ankles and brought them to his shoulders so he could fuck you deeper . In all honesty you still weren’t adjusted to his sheer girth , you were sure he was leaving an imprint of the veins on his cock like a tattoo inside your cunt.

He grinned as he began to feel you pulsate around him , watching you struggle to take all of him made him want to watch your alter ego unravel more , the more he fucked himself into you. “I wonder how all those dumb jock frat boys would react knowing that you secretly love to be fucked by a..what was it that you called me?” .. he watched in awe as you struggled to even formulate simple structured sentences , “mmn- I..I called…mmn loser…mn..kento” you tried to speak but struggled to even think of what to say , he smiled , “so close princess , you called me a loser virgin”

You were wrong , no loser nor virgin could fuck you like this . How could this quiet boy secretly be able to fuck you so good , so good you might cum. Cum? What a man is actually gonna make you cum? But kento was smart he knew you were close so he put his thumb onto your clit making small circles it made your legs interlock tighter around kento , toes curling and everything . He made it seem so effortless , he knew exactly how to please you.

If soul mates were a thing, maybe he’d be yours.

NO

DONT THINK THAT

THE DICK CANT MAKE YOU THIS DELUSIONAL.

“It’s okay baby..just let it go cum on this dick I’ll take good care of you . None of those athletes or frat boys can make you feel this good can they?” He said softly but it was a complete juxtaposition of how much he was slutting you out . You couldn’t take it anymore , the knot in your stomach finally snapped and your the muscles in your legs began to tighten and vibrate . Leaving your legs shaking and tears streaming down your face , completely ruining the makeup you so desperately wanted to keep on. But kento stripped it all away everything you do desperately wanted to keep hidden from him he just managed to reveal everything about you.

Nerds weren’t so bad after all.