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I want to be in bed with her. I’m not talking about fucking then passing out. No. She’s better than that. I’m talking about just laying next to her. Rolling over and finding my way to her body. Holding her tight protecting her from any bad dreams she has. Finding her hand in mine like an uncontrollable attraction even in our sleep. Kissing her forehead as she lays her head on my chest. Feeling her heartbeat as she’s soundly asleep in my arms. Intertwining our bodies in our unconscious states. Just being connected like one. I just want to be in bed with her.

Learn to be done. Not mad, not bothered, just done. Protect your peace at all costs.

There are feelings I never wanna feel again.

and what can you, a man, offer me, a goddess and ethereal being, that the universe doesn’t already have destined for me

when the fuck will i be ok

hate hate hate that anxiety translates over into physical symptoms like what the fuck you're supposed to be a MENTAL illness