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i am just sitting here and waiting for the teacher to bring a sculpture, which I have to draw. Today, I don’t want to do anything, just don’t give a shit. Everyone has such beautiful works, but I have nothing, because when I paint, I start to shiver nervously, but who cares? Mom is constantly interested in my state of health, but I do not know what to answer her. Stupid thoughts again crawl into my head, but I try to suppress them, so as not to disappoint anyone. Probably, blogging was a very good idea, because all these thoughts at least somewhere that have a place to be. Today I have to go to a psychotherapist and I’m not at all happy about this, because I’m already tired of repeating all my symptoms. It seems to me like I invented everything for myself and am imprisoned by my own brain.  I do not want to go out and talk to someone, I just want to stay at home, in my room with curtains pulled up and drink berry juice. Just going to draw all day.

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I swear to God the camera director deserves a fucking Emmy

art by: Quentin Deronzier 

Smashing Pumpkins at Chicago’s Double Door, February 1995

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Strange Tales #28 (Atlas, 1954) Harry Anderson classic skull cover. Features a story by Jack Katz that was used in a Senate Investigation report. Don Perlin art.