The Monstrumologist

Nothing like hopping on here for the first time in weeks, actually having some inspiration/time to finally get some damn drafts done, only to sign into tumblr on my computer to find I’ve been resorted to having my dash appear like the old dash and not being able to even write/post anything except answered asks from my inbox like what the hell?!?!

How Does Your Muse React/Feel When…

Oh boy! Alice would become automatically become suspicious. Especially if she’s just only known the person for a short period of time. Because, in her mind, who would want to spend their time with someone like her? Notorious for pushing people away and practically being a magnet for misfortune and misery?

No, really, in all seriousness Alice would become wary about it, and question the person’s motives; seeing how she would more than likely resort to the notion that they genuinely don’t wish to spend time with her, but instead want a favor from her or take advantage of her knowledge/capabilities. It’s happened too many times to her in the past with people she’s still getting to know. And asking this from her? Makes her believe that they aren’t being sincere. Which will more than likely cause her to distance herself from that person for a while until she gets over it.

Then again, if she’s getting asked to spend time with a long time acquaintance (c o u g h s friend) then she won’t be as skeptical. Annoyed at the idea of leaving the comfort of her own home to go somewhere out, but once her friend gets her comfortable with the idea and they actually do end up going out, there’s a part of her that feels that little weakness she’s trained herself to keep out of her heart and spirit; a spark of happiness.