stayalivemustdie

i’m grieving something all the time, i just never know what it is

become what your insides would look like if they were impersonated

i fear i’m cursed by my own organs

youre about to miss everything…

seriously i just want to stop living, i don’t even want to rephrase it anymore, just want to stop existing

okay okay but hear me out.. what if i drop out of college AND life?

if dying didn’t scare me so much i wouldve been gone so long ago

i hate to feel like a failure and having everyone pissed at me cause of it, all bc i’m not able to tell them i just want to kill myself everyday of my life and that’s all i can think of

i feel like i’ve been feeling like this all my life and since i’ve never done anything about it, now it’s just too late to try and fix it. I just feel so empty all the time.

i miss you so much

i feel so empty without you

if i’m not falling, why does it feels so strong?

it’s so crazy how one minute i’m fine and the other i just want to kill myself