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genuinely how do u guys deal with hypoglycemia while fasting? on my first day at 12 pm my blood sugar was 0.45 g/l so I HAD to eat smth so i can drive safely how do i fix that 😭

hey guys so this is so off topic but is it valid to break up w my bf bc he didn't get me a gift on my bday??

i genuinely hate myself bc why did my boyfriend make a "joke" about an earthquake happening if i jump he swears it was just a joke but he KNOWS how much i'm insecure about my body

no way i've been here for three years and GAINED weight since that talk about failure lol (please don't bully me)

how do u guys fast when u have to study and be productive? i can't even get up but if i eat i'm gonna feel even worse abt myself i'm stuck and i have 423 slides to memorise in two days i'm cooked

i can't even look in the mirror anymore i feel like a fat gross monster cosplaying a girl maybe if i lose weight i'd feel like i'm real?

guys i need to get back on track i'd post my weight and ask u to bully me into 🌟ving but i'll end up kms lowkey lol

i've been binging FOR MONTHS bc my scale died i wanna go buy batteries today and I'm genuinely frightened to see how much i weight but i NEED this reality check

guys please help i can't do this anymore i'm stuck in a restricting and binging cycle i tried everything lowering my cal intake little by little distracting myself there's always the same ending i end up binging for weeks and only notice when it's too late and lose the same 2 kgs then it happens again it's frustrating i need to be locked up with no food for weeks pls kidnap me

don't get me wrong i love the feeling when i'm not eating BUT at the same time i hate myself i get super irritated very easily i can't focus on anything i start hating everything and everyone and all i think about is how i'm gonna hate myself when i ruin everything and binge i'm stuck in this loop i just wanna disappear

guys i MIGHT have ruined everything the last two days ..but i'm back on track today however i blame the scale it ran out of battery and i have no idea where to buy those round batteries (it's not the scale's fault but oh well)

random vent sorry but like why don't i have any friends it's my first year at college and i have no one not even old friends no one i feel so lonely , am i really this unlovable? why does everyone abandon me what do i do wrong and how can i fix it i swear i always try to be a nice person a good friend but it doesn't work i give up

a month from now i HAVE to be skinnier than the girls in my class i can't even stand existing in the same room as them i feel so ashamed i was supposed to be skinny by now, but oh well.

it's either i lose weight or i invent an invisibility cloak, it hurts that the second one feels more realistic

as long as i'm not skinny i would never feel "girl enough" , like everyone can see my fat arms and stomach it makes me feel gross

i need to fall in love asap to have something to distract me from food , it'd be better if he breaks my heart too so i can blame it on me being fat as motivation instead of me being a horrible person (it's both)

honestly what's the point of living at this point, no matter what i do i end up binging and my skin has been breaking out for more than 2 years everytime i get happy a pimple is gone 3 more appear and they all scar , my body is horrendous and so is my face i can't even go out anymore i give up. but yk what hurts more i used to be pretty.