go away

One of the hardest things you will ever have to do, my dear, is to grieve the loss of a person who is still alive.

He was the sun, the moon and the stars in my life, while I was just the grey clouds in his.

He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He isn’t going to quote poetry, he’s not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don’t hurt him, don’t change him, and don’t expect for more than he can give. Don’t analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he’s not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don’t exist, but there’s always one guy that is perfect for you.

Don’t cry over someone who wouldn’t cry over you.

he never wrote me poems. we would fuck in his car or on his bed where others girls had been or in the shower or while i was crying. we saw each other naked so often i have the image painted on the back of my eyelids. he ripped my underwear off. i was always vulnerable. i woke him up with kisses, he woke me up with hickies. for a long time, i thought they were the same thing.

He said he loved me, but he never did He says he loves her, and he really does He kissed my lips and said I’m the only one Now he kisses her, guess he found the one He talked about our marriage like we were meant to be He’ll be standing at the alter, but not with me Every dream he dreamt, was only dreamt with me But dreams are only dreams, she’s his reality

You promised me the moon, while you fell for another star.

Maybe we’ll meet again, when we are slightly older and our minds less hectic, and I’ll be right for you and you’ll be right for me. But right now, I am chaos to your thoughts and you are poison to my heart.

Love yourself so much that when someone treats you wrong, you recognize it