allie

I’m sorry in advance if I push a little too hard sometimes or ask for more than I normally would. It’s just I’ve already been the girl who didn’t voice my own needs in order for him to be happy and it ruined me. I was not made to be a shadow, I was born to create fire and light. And I promise I’ll love you with everything I have but if we don’t see eye to eye on some matters, we will compromise. Because the days of me just forfeiting and letting someone else get everything they want is over. None of us will be right or wrong in needing different things, but I will not stay silent again. I deserve the world and if you’re not ready to give it to me unconditionally then we’re wasting time. I am a goddess and will be treated like nothing less. But I promise to make space for both of us as long as you promise the same. I refuse to let another boy watch as I ruin myself to keep him satisfied.