Humans but no Humanity

“you. it will always be you. don’t you get that? if i had the choice between you and a million things i’ve always wanted, i would choose you every single time.”

whatever i touch, i break—

Depression doesn’t feel like the world is ending.

“but loving her wasn't easy, you know... it was like blankly staring at a forever closed & broken door, hoping someday it will by some miracle open and she'd care to look back and how I've been waiting for her.”

“And darling, you need to be patient with yourself. The pain does not vanish overnight. You heal one day at a time, one step at a time. And maybe, just maybe, in six months from now, you will find yourself enjoying a day where the pain ceases to exist. Be gentle on yourself, allow the healing process to take place.”

And I wondered what it was like to be chosen. I was never chosen. I was a maybe, a probably, sometimes even a definitely but never the one, never the chosen one.

You’re everything i could ever dream of

Some old wounds never truly heal, and bleed again at the slightest word.