the sweet escape

Surviving was easy. Living was a different story. 

An island of mutual killing was what Touko Fukawa now called her home. However, she hadn't been forced to attend classes, or forced to interact with anyone at all, and she had begrudgingly loved every minute of it. While she wished that there was someone she could trust, or love, or confide in, it was best to push herself away from the people who could hurt her -- physically or emotionally. 

Touko's reclusive tendencies had become less of a habit and more of a lifestyle as she continued to grow older. Distancing herself from the source of all her troubles was much easier than facing them, much like holding a finger in a candle flame was much easier than being engulfed in flames. Both options hurt, but it was optimal to choose the lesser hell.

The sky was dark, the air chilling. It was hard to believe that this island of never ending daylight heat could ever make her shiver from cold. Quickly yet silently, Touko opened the door to the library, gently rubbing her arms as she adjusted to the warmth of the building. She didn't stay still for long, however, because what little faces were actually in the room had turned to see who was entering the doorway.

Not wanting to be the center of attention, Touko hurried away to grab a random fiction novel off of a nearby shelf. It didn't matter what it was about. Touko could enjoy reading almost any group of words written on paper, unless they were actually directed toward herself, which she had encountered many times during her years.

Passing by many more tables, most of which empty, she found her favorite secluded corner of the entire facility. Touko, of course, would've immediately taken her seat to crack open the cover of whatever adventure lie ahead, had it not been for someone sitting in her spot. Slowly, she approached them, her knuckles nearly turning white from gripping the book so hard out of pure fear and anger.

#8

"Gaaheeheehaahaa! That's the funniest shit I've ever heard!" The brunette gripped her sides, her brows furrowed for a completely different reason than normal. Wiping tears of joy from her eyes, Genocider Syo took a completely different stance than the one before. Eyes narrowed into a glare, the corners of her mouth turned downward, and a hand found its way to her hip. 

(oh, it’s no problem! also if you’d like, i’d be happy to make a starter for the both of them? c:)

#23

{ tw: blood ; tw: gore }

Touko Fukawa sat on her knees in the middle of her cabin. Her wide, unblinking eyes stared at the scissors in her hands, and the stinging pain of a fresh cut on her leg. Did she dare look up? The rust-colored blood dripping from the blades was almost enough to make her faint. 

Swallowing the hard lump in her throat, Touko barely moved her eyes upward, and saw pale, motionless feet, limply hanging inches from the floor. Drips of blood had dried and dyed the skin a sickening red. The brunette threw the scissors down, instantly clasping both hands over her mouth to try and force back her sobs. 

Even now, she couldn’t control her — Genocider Syo. 

“I-I’m sorry… I d-didn’t… w-want to do this…!”

"Don’t… look…?" An out of place grin spread across her lips as one of her hands gently stroked the ribbon of her uniform. "D-Don’t tell me… someone’s doing s-something… inappropriate?"

Succubus:What’s one thing you can’t live without?

"Nnngh," Touko groaned, biting her thumbnail. Her eyebrows knitted together in thought and worry, as she couldn't even think of something important enough to her. "I-I can't tell you! You'll p-probably just use it against me!!" Quick enough of an excuse, although she truly believed it.

Witch:If you could change one thing about the world, what would it be?

"O-One thing... about the world..?" Even this question made her nervous. Never had she ever made introspection about herself, because she'd never expected to be asked. Most of the people she'd known had hated her, and wanted her to simply leave them alone, which she became accustomed to -- if they all hated her, then she should probably feel the same. "I-I... would take myself out of it..."

Ghost: Do you have any regrets?

"I-I have... a lot of regrets... b-but there's no way I'm going to spill them all out to you!" 

Frankenstein: Is someone telling you how to live your life, or are you an independent person?

Only one person comes to mind at this question, and there's absolutely no way she's going to confess to having a split personality who loves killing attractive men for a hobby. Fidgeting, Touko stutters out a lie. "N-No... it's not like I have any f-friends anyway..."

Vampire: Someone offers you a chance at immortality. Do you take it, and why or why not?

Werewolf: If you had to spend your life with just one person, who would it be?

Witch: If you could change one thing about the world, what would it be?

Ghost: Do you have any regrets?

Frankenstein: Is someone telling you how to live your life, or are you an independent person?

Mummy: If you were to fall into an eternal sleep, do you think anyone would miss you?

Zombie: Do you miss anyone right now?

Faerie: If you could get away with anything, what would you do?

Nymph: What are you like when you’re by yourself?

Mermaid: How far would you go to keep the one you love?

Shapeshifter: What would you change about yourself?

Banshee: If you knew one of your loved ones/best friends had only one day left to live, how would you spend that last day with them?

Siren: If you could make anyone do anything, what would you make them do?

Genie: If you had one wish that would come true and couldn’t be reversed, what would you ask for?

Fury: What is a word/phrase that you dread to hear?

Incubus: What would someone have to do to get in your pants?

ahhhh, unfortunately im on the na server! 

my name is hannah, and i'm hopelessly addicted to league of legends (you can add me if you want!! i dont bite). sabitsuki-mun is my pretty princess and kougyouku-mun is my wife. my one guilty pleasure is white boy pop music (especially from the 90s +bonus points if its a boy band)

i was also in aod 1.0 as himari takakura and others!! although i think himari was my most known. i'm hella excited to develop touko's character over the course of time here, and if you'd ever like to thread, just ask! we'll plot to your heart's content ♥