ź§poetry sentence startersź§
from the first 70 pages of āwhiskey words & a shovelā by r.h. Sin
Ā ā youāre so used to being mistreated. āĀ
ā youāve gotten so used to being hurt that happiness scares you. āĀ
ā who robbed you of innocence? āĀ
ā who was your first? āĀ
ā and the saddest part of all? youāll cling to the good memories, as if there were any. āĀ
ā the pain will always be there. āĀ
ā so many people are setting the bar really low. āĀ
ā you get what you allow. ā
ā i was never what you wanted. āĀ
ā i was just the one you settled for. āĀ
ā youāre an experience. āĀ
ā you were never the one. āĀ
ā this was never love. āĀ
ā you were simply necessary. āĀ
ā i had to be hurt by you. āĀ
ā i hope you find what youāre looking for. āĀ
ā i hope you find the truth. āĀ
ā and thatās how they control you. āĀ
ā our version of living feels more like death. āĀ
ā i understand you. āĀ
ā i was forced to survive in your absence. āĀ
ā i was faced with the realization that I never needed you. āĀ
ā youāre always apologizing. āĀ
ā one day Iāll stop listening. āĀ
ā we stopped trying. āĀ
ā iām trying to get better. āĀ
ā iām trying to get better at walking away from unhealthy situations. āĀ
ā i struggle with the idea of anyone loving me unconditionally. āĀ
ā sometimes I wish you waited for me. āĀ
ā i got tired of going through the same shit with different people. āĀ
ā itās not your fucking fault. āĀ
ā you canāt change a man. āĀ
ā the thought of being in love is blinding. āĀ
ā bargaining using sex.Ā either way you get screwed. āĀ
ā the memories hurt the most. āĀ
ā sometimes i get tired of thinking about the things that i donāt want to think about. āĀ
ā sometimes i get so fucking tired. āĀ
ā tonight, youāll be the death of me. ā