Into the abyss...

The words from my mouth Fly right over your head Are you listening to what I'm saying? Did you hear what I just said?

It's like talking to a wall But a wall would do more good You are supposed to be my friend But you aren't doing what you could.

Ignorance is not an excuse It is you that has failed to see These past few years have been really hard I can't be how you want me to be.

Not everything is about you I am slowly fading out I keep trying to keep up with you But am failing without a doubt.

If you would just open your mind And listen to what I have to say Our friendship could be like it was And forever it could stay.

But until the day comes When you open your mind You will keep running ahead Leaving me behind...

Images so dark Dwell inside my mind Things I want so badly to forget But can’t seem to leave behind. They haunt me when I’m sleeping They are there when I awake They follow me wherever I go I’m not sure how much more I can take. Sometimes I wish I felt nothing Sometimes I feel it would be best If I could be numb to all these feelings Finally giving my soul a rest. I have become my worst enemy Creating all my own fears Constantly being terrorized By my own thoughts over the years. I wish that I could escape But there’s nowhere for me to hide Nowhere that I can run to It will always be there by my side...