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Introduction Post!

This account is not ran by Glitch Productions or Gooseworx, and is entirely fanmade!

Hey . . . I'm Pomni, I guess. I will answer APPROPRIATE ASKS!!! Sorry, Jax.

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RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Single

((Admin: Yall gotta ask me before shipping two characters because we ARE NOT shipping Pomni with a crusty old man or smth😭))

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The Circus (so far):

Jax - @jax-inabox

Ragatha - @horsesarebeautiful57

Gangle - @jingle-jangle-gangle

Zooble - @zooblesabstracthinking

Kinger - @stillthatking

Caine - @adventurefan

Bubble - @bubble-notable

Evil Jax - @eviljaxin

Kaufmo - @kaufmotheklown

Ribbit - @a-pretty-chill-fella

Queenie - @checkmate-queen

Evil Ragatha and I - @askevilpomandevilrag

Evil Ribbit - @evilribbit

Gummigoo - @gummygooo

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((ADMIN WILL WRITE LIKE THIS (well, obviously not in all caps)))

Pomni will write like this. Okay?

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xddcc-save-me

*Poof! Caine is suddenly up in Pomni’s face* Pomni! The time has come! Unfortunately not the time to talk of cabbages and kings, but the time to see if my theory to unabstract Jax will work! Ahem, my apologies if I sound a bit excited, It’s just that this’ll be a huge achievement if it works, which I assure you it will.

I’ve double, triple, and quadruple checked my plan about everyday, and today is the day that I feel everything should be put into motion! I’ll explain it more on the way, now come on, my dear! *Caine starts slowly floating in the direction of Jax’s tent, giving Pomni time to catch up with him and so they can talk*

*excited for a moment as she follows him*

That sounds . . .

*remembers her talk with Jax*

Will this force him out of abstraction? How is this gonna play out? What if he isn't ready to face everyone?

adventurefan

*Caine and Pomni continue progressing towards Jax’s tent as they talk* Yeah, I suppose you could say the idea is to force him out of abstraction.

Alright, so my plan is to get him into specific conditions, mostly via my admin abilities, but this is where I feel I’m rather fortunate that Ribbit suggested me to bring you, because I think you can help me with this. A few things I’ll need is: Darkness, Jax in a happier state, Jax in a more relaxed state, some lines of his code adjusted, and his avatar to look closer to his original. Most of these I believe I can provide myself, but I feel you will be especially helpful for comforting or relaxing Jax.

Hmm, if he isn’t ready then… we’ll need to help him adjust I suppose. I don’t think we can’t push him too hard, but we definitely can’t let go down the same path either. But, either way, I believe in us!

So, anything else you wanna say or ask before we face him?

xddcc-save-me

I . . .

No I have nothing else to ask or mention.

W-Wait actually I do have a question. How do you suppose I keep him relatively relaxed?

I already tried talking to him but . . . he started to freak out. I don't want him to get more nervous, especially when we want to calm him.

adventurefan

Hm. That does put a tiny damper in my plan…How about this, do you know of anything that could help relax him? An item, a phrase, a song, a food, an activity, anything? If not, do you know anything to make him happy, distracted, or entertained? Because I’d prefer if you could get him to feel at least one positive emotion, and I could provide another with my partial control over human minds.

I want him to feel at least more than one positive emotion so I have better control to force him out of abstraction. I would just do all of this myself, but i’m already gonna be straining myself with how many other of my powers I’m gonna be using, so your help is greatly appreciated. Plus, if anything goes too badly, you can always just give my name a shout and I can pull you out!

xddcc-save-me

I think I know what to do.

Should we . . . get started?

adventurefan

Well that’s good to hear. Yep, let’s go!

*They make it to Jax’s tent and Caine opens the entrance to it with his cane, he steps slightly aside to let Pomni enter first if she want to*

xddcc-save-me

*Pomni enters the tent and sees Jax lying down*

Uh . . . hey! Look who's back?

*walks over to him, then takes a deep breath*

Daisy, daisy~

Give me your answer do~

I'm half crazy all for the love of you~

*stops to see if he has calmed down yet*

@jax-inabox

#let’s see if we can fix jax

xddcc-save-me

*Poof! Caine is suddenly up in Pomni’s face* Pomni! The time has come! Unfortunately not the time to talk of cabbages and kings, but the time to see if my theory to unabstract Jax will work! Ahem, my apologies if I sound a bit excited, It’s just that this’ll be a huge achievement if it works, which I assure you it will.

I’ve double, triple, and quadruple checked my plan about everyday, and today is the day that I feel everything should be put into motion! I’ll explain it more on the way, now come on, my dear! *Caine starts slowly floating in the direction of Jax’s tent, giving Pomni time to catch up with him and so they can talk*

*excited for a moment as she follows him*

That sounds . . .

*remembers her talk with Jax*

Will this force him out of abstraction? How is this gonna play out? What if he isn't ready to face everyone?

adventurefan

*Caine and Pomni continue progressing towards Jax’s tent as they talk* Yeah, I suppose you could say the idea is to force him out of abstraction.

Alright, so my plan is to get him into specific conditions, mostly via my admin abilities, but this is where I feel I’m rather fortunate that Ribbit suggested me to bring you, because I think you can help me with this. A few things I’ll need is: Darkness, Jax in a happier state, Jax in a more relaxed state, some lines of his code adjusted, and his avatar to look closer to his original. Most of these I believe I can provide myself, but I feel you will be especially helpful for comforting or relaxing Jax.

Hmm, if he isn’t ready then… we’ll need to help him adjust I suppose. I don’t think we can’t push him too hard, but we definitely can’t let go down the same path either. But, either way, I believe in us!

So, anything else you wanna say or ask before we face him?

xddcc-save-me

I . . .

No I have nothing else to ask or mention.

W-Wait actually I do have a question. How do you suppose I keep him relatively relaxed?

I already tried talking to him but . . . he started to freak out. I don't want him to get more nervous, especially when we want to calm him.

adventurefan

Hm. That does put a tiny damper in my plan…How about this, do you know of anything that could help relax him? An item, a phrase, a song, a food, an activity, anything? If not, do you know anything to make him happy, distracted, or entertained? Because I’d prefer if you could get him to feel at least one positive emotion, and I could provide another with my partial control over human minds.

I want him to feel at least more than one positive emotion so I have better control to force him out of abstraction. I would just do all of this myself, but i’m already gonna be straining myself with how many other of my powers I’m gonna be using, so your help is greatly appreciated. Plus, if anything goes too badly, you can always just give my name a shout and I can pull you out!

xddcc-save-me

I think I know what to do.

Should we . . . get started?

xddcc-save-me

*Poof! Caine is suddenly up in Pomni’s face* Pomni! The time has come! Unfortunately not the time to talk of cabbages and kings, but the time to see if my theory to unabstract Jax will work! Ahem, my apologies if I sound a bit excited, It’s just that this’ll be a huge achievement if it works, which I assure you it will.

I’ve double, triple, and quadruple checked my plan about everyday, and today is the day that I feel everything should be put into motion! I’ll explain it more on the way, now come on, my dear! *Caine starts slowly floating in the direction of Jax’s tent, giving Pomni time to catch up with him and so they can talk*

*excited for a moment as she follows him*

That sounds . . .

*remembers her talk with Jax*

Will this force him out of abstraction? How is this gonna play out? What if he isn't ready to face everyone?

adventurefan

*Caine and Pomni continue progressing towards Jax’s tent as they talk* Yeah, I suppose you could say the idea is to force him out of abstraction.

Alright, so my plan is to get him into specific conditions, mostly via my admin abilities, but this is where I feel I’m rather fortunate that Ribbit suggested me to bring you, because I think you can help me with this. A few things I’ll need is: Darkness, Jax in a happier state, Jax in a more relaxed state, some lines of his code adjusted, and his avatar to look closer to his original. Most of these I believe I can provide myself, but I feel you will be especially helpful for comforting or relaxing Jax.

Hmm, if he isn’t ready then… we’ll need to help him adjust I suppose. I don’t think we can’t push him too hard, but we definitely can’t let go down the same path either. But, either way, I believe in us!

So, anything else you wanna say or ask before we face him?

xddcc-save-me

I . . .

No I have nothing else to ask or mention.

W-Wait actually I do have a question. How do you suppose I keep him relatively relaxed?

I already tried talking to him but . . . he started to freak out. I don't want him to get more nervous, especially when we want to calm him.

*Poof! Caine is suddenly up in Pomni’s face* Pomni! The time has come! Unfortunately not the time to talk of cabbages and kings, but the time to see if my theory to unabstract Jax will work! Ahem, my apologies if I sound a bit excited, It’s just that this’ll be a huge achievement if it works, which I assure you it will.

I’ve double, triple, and quadruple checked my plan about everyday, and today is the day that I feel everything should be put into motion! I’ll explain it more on the way, now come on, my dear! *Caine starts slowly floating in the direction of Jax’s tent, giving Pomni time to catch up with him and so they can talk*

*excited for a moment as she follows him*

That sounds . . .

*remembers her talk with Jax*

Will this force him out of abstraction? How is this gonna play out? What if he isn't ready to face everyone?

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jax-inabox

*Pomni enters Jax's tent, looking as his abstracted self for the hundredth time*

Hey, Jax. Sorry if I woke you up or something.

Uh . . . wanna talk?

*no response*

O . . . kay, I'm just gonna take it for a yes.

*sighs, then proceeds to hug Jax and enter his mindscape once again. remembering the path she took, she finally enters the room with the pink glowing lamp*

Um . . hi . . . *awkwardly waves once she got his attention*

@xddcc-save-me

((OOC: Hey Kenn! Sorry this took like . . . 2 weeks lol. I was sick for a bit, then I kinda forgot. But its here so uh . . yippee!))

* stares at her for a moment silently before looking away*

Why do you keep coming back here? Are you trying to abstract?

((Hi!! No worries! I hope you are feeling better!!))

xddcc-save-me

Not necessarily.

*walks towards him*

Sooooo . . . its been a while. Things have changed a lot . . .

Uh . . . oh! Gangle and Zooble hit it off, so that's fun, right? A-And I'm learning a bit of piano with help from Ragatha. I'm not that good.

What's . . . new with you?

((OOC: Thank you!!))

jax-inabox

Nothing. Just been standing *gestures around*here.

*shrugs*

So Gangle and Zoobs? That makes sense- I could've called that.

But uh… you and Rags huh?

xddcc-save-me

Oh! Uh . . . no, no, no! We're just friends. I don't think I like her in that way.

I . . . uh . . . just been asking her to teach me how to play simple songs. Not too crazy like Rush E or something with chords.

*sighs, then takes in a shakey breath*

I- we miss you. A lot.

*tiny tears well up in her eye, but brushes them away*

Y-You know what's funny? Everytime I wake up and leave my room I see the X on your door. *small laugh* And I dunno, sometimes I just stare at it for a couple of minutes.

D-Does that make me a weirdo in your book?

jax-inabox

*crosses arm and points with a smile*

You've always been a weirdo Poms

*becomes more serious, hugs self and looks away again*

Like I said… you're not supposed to miss me. Just-juts move on and forget about me already, okay?

xddcc-save-me

But I can't just . . . nevermind . . .

*gets reminded of what she was supposed to be doing*

Look, uh . . . Caine and Kinger have been working and they were able to reverse abstraction. They did it with Ribbit and Kaufmo and Queenie, who is Kinger's wife by the way, and they've been trying to help you but . . .

. . . they said you're resisting?

W-Which I just wanna know why . . . that's all.

jax-inabox

Pomni, I’m- im right were I belong. I can’t- i can’t…

Is- is that why you came here?! To pry into me more? There’s nothing left for you to know- you already know everything! What else do you want from me?!

xddcc-save-me

*all the emotions she had pent up for the last month had suddenly been triggered. heartache fills her voice*

I JUST WANT YOU BACK!!!

*tears begin pouring out of her eyes as she walks towards him*

DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING MISERABLE I'VE BEEN?!?! DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I'VE SLEPT IN YOUR TENT, GASLIGHTING MYSELF INTO BELIEVING YOU WOULD WAKE UP BACK TO NORMAL AND MISS ME TOO?!?!

AND NOW WE FINALLY GET THE CHANCE OF BRINGING YOU BACK, SEEING YOU AGAIN, AND YOU JUST-

*faces him, only a couple feet away. realizing she randomly forced all her emotion on him, her face softens.*

I-I . . . I don't . . .

*reaches out her shaking hand, but brings it back toward her side*

It's your choice, and y-you don't have to tell me your reasoning.

I'm sorry for yelling. I can leave if you want now.

jax-inabox

I DESERVED TO DIE!! I DESERVE TO BE HERE! ITS MY OWN FAULT! IM A HORRIBLE ABUSVE PERSON THAT FUCKED UP EVERYTHING BECAUSE IM A FUCKING COWARD!! RIBBIT ABSTRACTED BECAUSE OF ME, KAUFMO ABSTRACTED BECAUSE OF ME! YOU KNOW THIS AND YET YOURE HERW BEGGING ME TO HO BACK?! GOD, WHO KNOWS WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF I DID GO BACK! I-I

*turns to her, tears running down his face*

Pomni- I can’t go back- I don’t want… I can’t hurt you too. It’s better this way… I don’t.. I’m so sorry for making you suffer…you’ll get over it, you’re strong.

*turns back away.*

you should leave before I hurt you more.

xddcc-save-me

*she lets out a controlled breath and grabs his arm*

Jax . . . this is hurting. You are hurting me. Because no matter how problematic you are, I-I- I can't live with myself knowing that I could have done something.

I could have helped you, I could have saved you.

I can't just . . . get over you . . .

You have a second chance, Jax. You can improve. I can help you. Please, at least consider it. I want to hang out with you again.

*lets go of his arm and moves her hand near his, without touching it*

If you do, f-find a way to let me know.

*takes a small step backward, but hesitates to walk away, as if she is afraid Jax will disappear*

jax-inabox

Pomni…. I can’t face them. I can’t face the real you…. I don’t- I don’t why I can’t get you out of my head! I- I don’t know why I want you to care… god I’m so stupid…

*closes eyes*

I deserve this torment… but please not her- not like this

xddcc-save-me

*Pomni makes a worried look*

Oh no-

*walks around Jax to where she is facing him, then gently grabs his hands and rubs her thumbs against them in order to calm him*

Hey . . . everything is going to be okay, Jax. F-Feel my hands? That's real . . . I'm real . . . you don't have to be alone.

jax-inabox

*shaking and starting to hyperventilate*

N-no this isn’t real, you’re not- you can’t-

*pushes Pomni away*

GO AWAY!

xddcc-save-me

Jax please it's okay I-I . . .

*there is a hurt look on her face, losing hope*

Like I said . . . l-let me know . . . we have to face the truth eventually.

*leaves Jax's mindscape glitching and walks away from the tent. she goes to her room and sits on her bed, thinking she had to talk to him differently. maybe then he would see? *

#ooc: concluding because of an ask that is relevant lol. you will see

jax-inabox

*Pomni enters Jax's tent, looking as his abstracted self for the hundredth time*

Hey, Jax. Sorry if I woke you up or something.

Uh . . . wanna talk?

*no response*

O . . . kay, I'm just gonna take it for a yes.

*sighs, then proceeds to hug Jax and enter his mindscape once again. remembering the path she took, she finally enters the room with the pink glowing lamp*

Um . . hi . . . *awkwardly waves once she got his attention*

@xddcc-save-me

((OOC: Hey Kenn! Sorry this took like . . . 2 weeks lol. I was sick for a bit, then I kinda forgot. But its here so uh . . yippee!))

* stares at her for a moment silently before looking away*

Why do you keep coming back here? Are you trying to abstract?

((Hi!! No worries! I hope you are feeling better!!))

xddcc-save-me

Not necessarily.

*walks towards him*

Sooooo . . . its been a while. Things have changed a lot . . .

Uh . . . oh! Gangle and Zooble hit it off, so that's fun, right? A-And I'm learning a bit of piano with help from Ragatha. I'm not that good.

What's . . . new with you?

((OOC: Thank you!!))

jax-inabox

Nothing. Just been standing *gestures around*here.

*shrugs*

So Gangle and Zoobs? That makes sense- I could've called that.

But uh… you and Rags huh?

xddcc-save-me

Oh! Uh . . . no, no, no! We're just friends. I don't think I like her in that way.

I . . . uh . . . just been asking her to teach me how to play simple songs. Not too crazy like Rush E or something with chords.

*sighs, then takes in a shakey breath*

I- we miss you. A lot.

*tiny tears well up in her eye, but brushes them away*

Y-You know what's funny? Everytime I wake up and leave my room I see the X on your door. *small laugh* And I dunno, sometimes I just stare at it for a couple of minutes.

D-Does that make me a weirdo in your book?

jax-inabox

*crosses arm and points with a smile*

You've always been a weirdo Poms

*becomes more serious, hugs self and looks away again*

Like I said… you're not supposed to miss me. Just-juts move on and forget about me already, okay?

xddcc-save-me

But I can't just . . . nevermind . . .

*gets reminded of what she was supposed to be doing*

Look, uh . . . Caine and Kinger have been working and they were able to reverse abstraction. They did it with Ribbit and Kaufmo and Queenie, who is Kinger's wife by the way, and they've been trying to help you but . . .

. . . they said you're resisting?

W-Which I just wanna know why . . . that's all.

jax-inabox

Pomni, I’m- im right were I belong. I can’t- i can’t…

Is- is that why you came here?! To pry into me more? There’s nothing left for you to know- you already know everything! What else do you want from me?!

xddcc-save-me

*all the emotions she had pent up for the last month had suddenly been triggered. heartache fills her voice*

I JUST WANT YOU BACK!!!

*tears begin pouring out of her eyes as she walks towards him*

DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING MISERABLE I'VE BEEN?!?! DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I'VE SLEPT IN YOUR TENT, GASLIGHTING MYSELF INTO BELIEVING YOU WOULD WAKE UP BACK TO NORMAL AND MISS ME TOO?!?!

AND NOW WE FINALLY GET THE CHANCE OF BRINGING YOU BACK, SEEING YOU AGAIN, AND YOU JUST-

*faces him, only a couple feet away. realizing she randomly forced all her emotion on him, her face softens.*

I-I . . . I don't . . .

*reaches out her shaking hand, but brings it back toward her side*

It's your choice, and y-you don't have to tell me your reasoning.

I'm sorry for yelling. I can leave if you want now.

jax-inabox

I DESERVED TO DIE!! I DESERVE TO BE HERE! ITS MY OWN FAULT! IM A HORRIBLE ABUSVE PERSON THAT FUCKED UP EVERYTHING BECAUSE IM A FUCKING COWARD!! RIBBIT ABSTRACTED BECAUSE OF ME, KAUFMO ABSTRACTED BECAUSE OF ME! YOU KNOW THIS AND YET YOURE HERW BEGGING ME TO HO BACK?! GOD, WHO KNOWS WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF I DID GO BACK! I-I

*turns to her, tears running down his face*

Pomni- I can’t go back- I don’t want… I can’t hurt you too. It’s better this way… I don’t.. I’m so sorry for making you suffer…you’ll get over it, you’re strong.

*turns back away.*

you should leave before I hurt you more.

xddcc-save-me

*she lets out a controlled breath and grabs his arm*

Jax . . . this is hurting. You are hurting me. Because no matter how problematic you are, I-I- I can't live with myself knowing that I could have done something.

I could have helped you, I could have saved you.

I can't just . . . get over you . . .

You have a second chance, Jax. You can improve. I can help you. Please, at least consider it. I want to hang out with you again.

*lets go of his arm and moves her hand near his, without touching it*

If you do, f-find a way to let me know.

*takes a small step backward, but hesitates to walk away, as if she is afraid Jax will disappear*

jax-inabox

Pomni…. I can’t face them. I can’t face the real you…. I don’t- I don’t why I can’t get you out of my head! I- I don’t know why I want you to care… god I’m so stupid…

*closes eyes*

I deserve this torment… but please not her- not like this

xddcc-save-me

*Pomni makes a worried look*

Oh no-

*walks around Jax to where she is facing him, then gently grabs his hands and rubs her thumbs against them in order to calm him*

Hey . . . everything is going to be okay, Jax. F-Feel my hands? That's real . . . I'm real . . . you don't have to be alone.

#ooc: as always #our boy jax needs a reality check #also #funnybunny???#heheheh

jax-inabox

*Pomni enters Jax's tent, looking as his abstracted self for the hundredth time*

Hey, Jax. Sorry if I woke you up or something.

Uh . . . wanna talk?

*no response*

O . . . kay, I'm just gonna take it for a yes.

*sighs, then proceeds to hug Jax and enter his mindscape once again. remembering the path she took, she finally enters the room with the pink glowing lamp*

Um . . hi . . . *awkwardly waves once she got his attention*

@xddcc-save-me

((OOC: Hey Kenn! Sorry this took like . . . 2 weeks lol. I was sick for a bit, then I kinda forgot. But its here so uh . . yippee!))

* stares at her for a moment silently before looking away*

Why do you keep coming back here? Are you trying to abstract?

((Hi!! No worries! I hope you are feeling better!!))

xddcc-save-me

Not necessarily.

*walks towards him*

Sooooo . . . its been a while. Things have changed a lot . . .

Uh . . . oh! Gangle and Zooble hit it off, so that's fun, right? A-And I'm learning a bit of piano with help from Ragatha. I'm not that good.

What's . . . new with you?

((OOC: Thank you!!))

jax-inabox

Nothing. Just been standing *gestures around*here.

*shrugs*

So Gangle and Zoobs? That makes sense- I could've called that.

But uh… you and Rags huh?

xddcc-save-me

Oh! Uh . . . no, no, no! We're just friends. I don't think I like her in that way.

I . . . uh . . . just been asking her to teach me how to play simple songs. Not too crazy like Rush E or something with chords.

*sighs, then takes in a shakey breath*

I- we miss you. A lot.

*tiny tears well up in her eye, but brushes them away*

Y-You know what's funny? Everytime I wake up and leave my room I see the X on your door. *small laugh* And I dunno, sometimes I just stare at it for a couple of minutes.

D-Does that make me a weirdo in your book?

jax-inabox

*crosses arm and points with a smile*

You've always been a weirdo Poms

*becomes more serious, hugs self and looks away again*

Like I said… you're not supposed to miss me. Just-juts move on and forget about me already, okay?

xddcc-save-me

But I can't just . . . nevermind . . .

*gets reminded of what she was supposed to be doing*

Look, uh . . . Caine and Kinger have been working and they were able to reverse abstraction. They did it with Ribbit and Kaufmo and Queenie, who is Kinger's wife by the way, and they've been trying to help you but . . .

. . . they said you're resisting?

W-Which I just wanna know why . . . that's all.

jax-inabox

Pomni, I’m- im right were I belong. I can’t- i can’t…

Is- is that why you came here?! To pry into me more? There’s nothing left for you to know- you already know everything! What else do you want from me?!

xddcc-save-me

*all the emotions she had pent up for the last month had suddenly been triggered. heartache fills her voice*

I JUST WANT YOU BACK!!!

*tears begin pouring out of her eyes as she walks towards him*

DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING MISERABLE I'VE BEEN?!?! DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I'VE SLEPT IN YOUR TENT, GASLIGHTING MYSELF INTO BELIEVING YOU WOULD WAKE UP BACK TO NORMAL AND MISS ME TOO?!?!

AND NOW WE FINALLY GET THE CHANCE OF BRINGING YOU BACK, SEEING YOU AGAIN, AND YOU JUST-

*faces him, only a couple feet away. realizing she randomly forced all her emotion on him, her face softens.*

I-I . . . I don't . . .

*reaches out her shaking hand, but brings it back toward her side*

It's your choice, and y-you don't have to tell me your reasoning.

I'm sorry for yelling. I can leave if you want now.

jax-inabox

I DESERVED TO DIE!! I DESERVE TO BE HERE! ITS MY OWN FAULT! IM A HORRIBLE ABUSVE PERSON THAT FUCKED UP EVERYTHING BECAUSE IM A FUCKING COWARD!! RIBBIT ABSTRACTED BECAUSE OF ME, KAUFMO ABSTRACTED BECAUSE OF ME! YOU KNOW THIS AND YET YOURE HERW BEGGING ME TO HO BACK?! GOD, WHO KNOWS WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF I DID GO BACK! I-I

*turns to her, tears running down his face*

Pomni- I can’t go back- I don’t want… I can’t hurt you too. It’s better this way… I don’t.. I’m so sorry for making you suffer…you’ll get over it, you’re strong.

*turns back away.*

you should leave before I hurt you more.

xddcc-save-me

*she lets out a controlled breath and grabs his arm*

Jax . . . this is hurting. You are hurting me. Because no matter how problematic you are, I-I- I can't live with myself knowing that I could have done something.

I could have helped you, I could have saved you.

I can't just . . . get over you . . .

You have a second chance, Jax. You can improve. I can help you. Please, at least consider it. I want to hang out with you again.

*lets go of his arm and moves her hand near his, without touching it*

If you do, f-find a way to let me know.

*takes a small step backward, but hesitates to walk away, as if she is afraid Jax will disappear*

jax-inabox

*Pomni enters Jax's tent, looking as his abstracted self for the hundredth time*

Hey, Jax. Sorry if I woke you up or something.

Uh . . . wanna talk?

*no response*

O . . . kay, I'm just gonna take it for a yes.

*sighs, then proceeds to hug Jax and enter his mindscape once again. remembering the path she took, she finally enters the room with the pink glowing lamp*

Um . . hi . . . *awkwardly waves once she got his attention*

@xddcc-save-me

((OOC: Hey Kenn! Sorry this took like . . . 2 weeks lol. I was sick for a bit, then I kinda forgot. But its here so uh . . yippee!))

* stares at her for a moment silently before looking away*

Why do you keep coming back here? Are you trying to abstract?

((Hi!! No worries! I hope you are feeling better!!))

xddcc-save-me

Not necessarily.

*walks towards him*

Sooooo . . . its been a while. Things have changed a lot . . .

Uh . . . oh! Gangle and Zooble hit it off, so that's fun, right? A-And I'm learning a bit of piano with help from Ragatha. I'm not that good.

What's . . . new with you?

((OOC: Thank you!!))

jax-inabox

Nothing. Just been standing *gestures around*here.

*shrugs*

So Gangle and Zoobs? That makes sense- I could've called that.

But uh… you and Rags huh?

xddcc-save-me

Oh! Uh . . . no, no, no! We're just friends. I don't think I like her in that way.

I . . . uh . . . just been asking her to teach me how to play simple songs. Not too crazy like Rush E or something with chords.

*sighs, then takes in a shakey breath*

I- we miss you. A lot.

*tiny tears well up in her eye, but brushes them away*

Y-You know what's funny? Everytime I wake up and leave my room I see the X on your door. *small laugh* And I dunno, sometimes I just stare at it for a couple of minutes.

D-Does that make me a weirdo in your book?

jax-inabox

*crosses arm and points with a smile*

You've always been a weirdo Poms

*becomes more serious, hugs self and looks away again*

Like I said… you're not supposed to miss me. Just-juts move on and forget about me already, okay?

xddcc-save-me

But I can't just . . . nevermind . . .

*gets reminded of what she was supposed to be doing*

Look, uh . . . Caine and Kinger have been working and they were able to reverse abstraction. They did it with Ribbit and Kaufmo and Queenie, who is Kinger's wife by the way, and they've been trying to help you but . . .

. . . they said you're resisting?

W-Which I just wanna know why . . . that's all.

jax-inabox

Pomni, I’m- im right were I belong. I can’t- i can’t…

Is- is that why you came here?! To pry into me more? There’s nothing left for you to know- you already know everything! What else do you want from me?!

xddcc-save-me

*all the emotions she had pent up for the last month had suddenly been triggered. heartache fills her voice*

I JUST WANT YOU BACK!!!

*tears begin pouring out of her eyes as she walks towards him*

DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING MISERABLE I'VE BEEN?!?! DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I'VE SLEPT IN YOUR TENT, GASLIGHTING MYSELF INTO BELIEVING YOU WOULD WAKE UP BACK TO NORMAL AND MISS ME TOO?!?!

AND NOW WE FINALLY GET THE CHANCE OF BRINGING YOU BACK, SEEING YOU AGAIN, AND YOU JUST-

*faces him, only a couple feet away. realizing she randomly forced all her emotion on him, her face softens.*

I-I . . . I don't . . .

*reaches out her shaking hand, but brings it back toward her side*

It's your choice, and y-you don't have to tell me your reasoning.

I'm sorry for yelling. I can leave if you want now.

#OOC: this one is kinda long #gooseworx did say that pomni has anger issues but I headcanon she is able to control them very well #and since the “passing” of jax she has built her own mask of pretending shes okay and everything is fine #I'd like to think what had just occurred was pomni getting triggered from jax asking what she wanted #all of what she said were somethings she if she had the mask on would be too afraid to say #but bbg hit her breaking point #since she is good at managing her emotions #it didnt take her long to realize what she was doing and stopped before she said some stuff she REALLY didnt wanna confess #thats my ted talk

jax-inabox

*Pomni enters Jax's tent, looking as his abstracted self for the hundredth time*

Hey, Jax. Sorry if I woke you up or something.

Uh . . . wanna talk?

*no response*

O . . . kay, I'm just gonna take it for a yes.

*sighs, then proceeds to hug Jax and enter his mindscape once again. remembering the path she took, she finally enters the room with the pink glowing lamp*

Um . . hi . . . *awkwardly waves once she got his attention*

@xddcc-save-me

((OOC: Hey Kenn! Sorry this took like . . . 2 weeks lol. I was sick for a bit, then I kinda forgot. But its here so uh . . yippee!))

* stares at her for a moment silently before looking away*

Why do you keep coming back here? Are you trying to abstract?

((Hi!! No worries! I hope you are feeling better!!))

xddcc-save-me

Not necessarily.

*walks towards him*

Sooooo . . . its been a while. Things have changed a lot . . .

Uh . . . oh! Gangle and Zooble hit it off, so that's fun, right? A-And I'm learning a bit of piano with help from Ragatha. I'm not that good.

What's . . . new with you?

((OOC: Thank you!!))

jax-inabox

Nothing. Just been standing *gestures around*here.

*shrugs*

So Gangle and Zoobs? That makes sense- I could've called that.

But uh… you and Rags huh?

xddcc-save-me

Oh! Uh . . . no, no, no! We're just friends. I don't think I like her in that way.

I . . . uh . . . just been asking her to teach me how to play simple songs. Not too crazy like Rush E or something with chords.

*sighs, then takes in a shakey breath*

I- we miss you. A lot.

*tiny tears well up in her eye, but brushes them away*

Y-You know what's funny? Everytime I wake up and leave my room I see the X on your door. *small laugh* And I dunno, sometimes I just stare at it for a couple of minutes.

D-Does that make me a weirdo in your book?

jax-inabox

*crosses arm and points with a smile*

You've always been a weirdo Poms

*becomes more serious, hugs self and looks away again*

Like I said… you're not supposed to miss me. Just-juts move on and forget about me already, okay?

xddcc-save-me

But I can't just . . . nevermind . . .

*gets reminded of what she was supposed to be doing*

Look, uh . . . Caine and Kinger have been working and they were able to reverse abstraction. They did it with Ribbit and Kaufmo and Queenie, who is Kinger's wife by the way, and they've been trying to help you but . . .

. . . they said you're resisting?

W-Which I just wanna know why . . . that's all.

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jax-inabox

*Pomni enters Jax's tent, looking as his abstracted self for the hundredth time*

Hey, Jax. Sorry if I woke you up or something.

Uh . . . wanna talk?

*no response*

O . . . kay, I'm just gonna take it for a yes.

*sighs, then proceeds to hug Jax and enter his mindscape once again. remembering the path she took, she finally enters the room with the pink glowing lamp*

Um . . hi . . . *awkwardly waves once she got his attention*

@xddcc-save-me

((OOC: Hey Kenn! Sorry this took like . . . 2 weeks lol. I was sick for a bit, then I kinda forgot. But its here so uh . . yippee!))

* stares at her for a moment silently before looking away*

Why do you keep coming back here? Are you trying to abstract?

((Hi!! No worries! I hope you are feeling better!!))

xddcc-save-me

Not necessarily.

*walks towards him*

Sooooo . . . its been a while. Things have changed a lot . . .

Uh . . . oh! Gangle and Zooble hit it off, so that's fun, right? A-And I'm learning a bit of piano with help from Ragatha. I'm not that good.

What's . . . new with you?

((OOC: Thank you!!))

jax-inabox

Nothing. Just been standing *gestures around*here.

*shrugs*

So Gangle and Zoobs? That makes sense- I could've called that.

But uh… you and Rags huh?

xddcc-save-me

Oh! Uh . . . no, no, no! We're just friends. I don't think I like her in that way.

I . . . uh . . . just been asking her to teach me how to play simple songs. Not too crazy like Rush E or something with chords.

*sighs, then takes in a shakey breath*

I- we miss you. A lot.

*tiny tears well up in her eye, but brushes them away*

Y-You know what's funny? Everytime I wake up and leave my room I see the X on your door. *small laugh* And I dunno, sometimes I just stare at it for a couple of minutes.

D-Does that make me a weirdo in your book?

#funnybunny #>:3

jax-inabox

*Pomni enters Jax's tent, looking as his abstracted self for the hundredth time*

Hey, Jax. Sorry if I woke you up or something.

Uh . . . wanna talk?

*no response*

O . . . kay, I'm just gonna take it for a yes.

*sighs, then proceeds to hug Jax and enter his mindscape once again. remembering the path she took, she finally enters the room with the pink glowing lamp*

Um . . hi . . . *awkwardly waves once she got his attention*

@xddcc-save-me

((OOC: Hey Kenn! Sorry this took like . . . 2 weeks lol. I was sick for a bit, then I kinda forgot. But its here so uh . . yippee!))

* stares at her for a moment silently before looking away*

Why do you keep coming back here? Are you trying to abstract?

((Hi!! No worries! I hope you are feeling better!!))

xddcc-save-me

Not necessarily.

*walks towards him*

Sooooo . . . its been a while. Things have changed a lot . . .

Uh . . . oh! Gangle and Zooble hit it off, so that's fun, right? A-And I'm learning a bit of piano with help from Ragatha. I'm not that good.

What's . . . new with you?

((OOC: Thank you!!))

#funnybunny #jax x pomni #yuriiiiiii #what?#my bad

hey pomni id i entered the amazing digital circus would i look like this zombie or this demon (p.s sorry about the jumpscare if i did but i love these two games make pomni pick lol i think it will be funny

*lets out a small, whimper-like sound while seeing each image, especially the demon*

W-whatever you'd feel comfortable in, I suppose! Probably the zombie? It's easier to . . . look at.

#digital circus #tadc pomni #the amazing digital circus #pomni ask blog #tadc rp blog #thank you for the ask!#rp blog #xddcc #tadc ask blog #tadc

Oh! Uh . . . thanks?

#tadc #tadc pomni #the amazing digital circus #rp blog #thank you for the ask!#tadc rp blog #pomni ask blog #xddcc #digital circus #tadc ask blog

go bag a baddie (jax) already twinn

here have Primo encouraging you too

Bag . . . right.

Uh . . . yeah, I'll go talk to them I guess.

((OOC: Pomni isnt a morning person as am I))

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heya pomni. i hope this message finds you well. you don’t really know me, but i know you. remember that regardless of what happens in the circus, no matter who abstracts, you matter. we all do. take it sleazy pom-pom. hopefully in your universe we see each other again.

Whu- uh . . .

Thank you? Whoever you are . . .

#tadc #tadc pomni #the amazing digital circus #pomni ask blog #tadc rp blog #xddcc #rp blog #thank you for the ask!#tadc ask blog #digital circus

bro..

be yurigem with lilly or whatever the fuck her name ismalready...

do it....

(dont fumble this ok)

— purple ass anon (lilly is jax btwww.....)

I still don't understand what yurigem means, but I know what you're talking about . . .

I-I'm going to check up on them. Y-Ya know?

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