noah was too polite to ask for much or push things. it was part of what was so deliciously endearing about him in henryâs eyes. he didnât make demands, didnât sulk, and never made a scene. there was very little henry would ever change about the boy. sure, a part of him was worried that their connection would differ off of the app or that noah was all talk but as bland and as vanilla as other bakeries. but what was life without a little risk?
bananacremepies: i wouldnât be able to teach you anything unless you had a natural talent. bananacremepies: thatâs not to say you couldnât back out if you wanted to, of course. if you changed your mind you could always leave.
 bananacremepies: yes, i want to meet you. of course i want to meet you. whenever youâre ready.Â
it was a bit intimidating to think about, but he knew it was better to do it now instead of later. henry had never been someone to procrastinate for long - why not now?
bananacremepies: Â is it really a punishment if you want it?bananacremepies: Â i could spank you if you wanted. you look like youâd fit over my lap. and youâd be very cute squirming. bananacremepies: Â youâre very welcome, darling. sweet boys deserve compliments.Â
 oh, but noah liked to babble. his inexperience was clear in every last reply, but henry found it endearing. he was glad that noah couldnât hear him chuckling. even though he meant no harm he was sure noah would still be flustered.
bananacremepies: Â itâs okay, darling. you donât have to explain yourself.
bananacremepies: Â youâre a submissive boy. thereâs no harm in that. you just want to feel good, thatâs all. iâm glad that you want to feel good.
 bananacremepies:  how long would i make you wait? that depends on you.
 bananacremepies:  good boy. very, very good boy.
 bananacremepies:  but not even good boys get anything without a little work. what are you going to do to deserve to touch yourself?
 bananacremepies:  you donât need to worry about me just yet. right now weâre focusing all on you.
bttmbookbabe: youâre sweet. I definitely think youâre helping me in my... education though.
bttmbookbabe: ;)
Noah breathed out slowly, rereading the otherâs words. God, he wanted for them to meet so badly. But this felt much more real than having talked about it briefly and without much detail before. He was eager and scared and hopeful and nervous all wrapped into one - and this was just the thought of it.
bttmbookbabe: I really want to meet you too.
bttmbookbabe: we could get coffee or something.
bttmbookbabe: ummm I guess thatâs kinda stereotypical and lame...
bttmbookbabe: what about baked goods AND coffee?
bttmbookbabe: thereâs this place I like to go to downtown.
He bit his lip a moment after sending the message. Maybe that was still kinda lame. And maybe he shouldâve considered that heâd definitely harbored a mostly-based-on-looks-and-short-conversations crush on the owner there. But it really was a place he liked to go to and felt comfortable at. And right now, with most of his blood rushing south, it was the only thing heâd been able to come up with.
bttmbookbabe: I donât know?
bttmbookbabe: is it?
bttmbookbabe: like not me trying to be cheeky, genuinely wondering...
bttmbookbabe: but yes, umm I think Iâd want you to spank me sometime
bttmbookbabe: nnnnghhh you saying stuff like that turns me on so much.
bttmbookbabe: Iâd try to stay still but I would squirm and youâd need to hold me down some and then spank me and after fuck me
Shifting on the bed, he leaned back more, trying very, very hard not to touch himself like he wanted to. Noah knew that he could do it, that he could lie or even just refuse, but that wasnât who he was. He wanted to be good and he wanted to be honest, and more than that, doing what Sir told him, it turned him on more and just made him feel good.
bttmbookbabe: itâs so hard
bttmbookbabe: I wanna feel good, want everything you can give me.
bttmbookbabe: thank you, Sir.
bttmbookbabe: Iâm trying to be good, wanna be good. Wanna make you proud and god I want your hands on me.
bttmbookbabe: I donât know. what should I do? what do you want me to do?
bttmbookbabe: I could... I could send you a picture? maybe?
bttmbookbabe: and then maybe I could show you how hard I am for you, Sir. how much I want you.
bttmbookbabe: and you could tell me too. because I want you to be turned on. I want you to get everything from all this that I am.
bttmbookbabe: and I want.... I want you to be hard and touching yourself and thinking itâs me and knowing how good Iâm gonna be for you.
bttmbookbabe: I want to know that I turn you on too, Sir. thatâs part of me feeling good - you feeling good too.