writingeverydamnday

This post, this post right here, this is gunna be your go-to. Now listen really close. You’re on your own right now, and you’re feeling it. You keep running these scenarios around your head, remembering how good things are, wondering if he is missing you right now, and if he’s feeling the same way. Well guess what. he is. he misses you a lot. He’s stuck with the thousands of reminders of our relationship all around him. He’s living there in that town with your impression; your memory lives there. And you’re fucking awesome. You are great. you are kind, and smart, logical and beautiful and fun. You are funny and interesting and caring. So yes, he fucking misses you a lot, i guarantee it.

but. you are only feeling this way because you’re in a different place right now. you are away. in a different mindset. You’ve got work, you’ve got someone new, and you have new adventures coming your way. So be who you truly are, not an impression of who you were while glorifying the days when you thought you were happy. You see the joy in life, but you also know that it’s ok to feel fear, sadness, anger, and spite. Be happy for who you are.  You are strong you can do this. You have romantic opportunities.  Do not feel like you owe anyone anything, because you are hot and there are people who WANT you. So don’t be afraid to show your personality. Have fun, and not just because you need to put on a mask and pretend like everything’s fine. Be happy because you have people, you have a great life, and you have a great opportunity which you will not waste. Know your worth.

love,

Being unemployed is the most blessed of curses. Having a part time job, I should really amend that to being uncareered is the most blessed of curses. All in all, my lifestyle has improved when looked at under different lenses. I sleep more, I eat better. I have the time to work out, which I blatantly ignore. But with these balances come checks. I feel empty and non-participatory, I brag about my domestic accomplishments like a bored 50s housewife. So here’s to you, writing. May you entertain me, teach me, and continue to catch my curiosity as I struggle to land a job where we can continue to catch up every day. 

Things I Need to Do to Survive Uncareerment:

1). Continue to cook new and interesting things, and post the pictures here.

2). Mejorar mi español, poco a poco

3). Look into fostering a pet

4). Go outside more

5). Look for volunteer opportunities

Spanish verb of the day: entretener

to entertain, to amuse

This post, this post right here, this is gunna be your go-to. Now listen really close. You're on your own right now, and you're feeling it. You keep running these scenarios around your head, remembering how good things are, wondering if he is missing you right now, and if he's feeling the same way. Well guess what. he is. he misses you a lot. He's stuck in Boulder, with the thousands of reminders of our relationship all around him. He's living there in that town with your impression, your memory lives there. And you're fucking awesome. You are great. you are kind, and smart, logical and beautiful and fun. You are funny and interesting and caring. So yes, he fucking misses you a lot, i guarantee it.

but. you are only feeling this way because you're here right now. you are away. in  a different place. Your friends here, they are alright, but you know, they're not really your type of people. They are complainers. They don't take things with a grain of salt. they are stuck-up. So be who you truly are, not an impression of these people who do not see the joy in life like you do. Be happy for who you are. You have friends back home who love you dearly. Cherish them, but do not cling. You are strong you can do this. You have romantic opportunities. both here and back home. Do not feel like you owe anyone anything, because you are hot and there are people who WANT you. So don't be afraid to show your personality. Have fun, and not just because you need to put on a mask and pretend like everything's fine. Be happy because you have people, you have a great life, and you have a great opportunity which you will not waste. Know your worth.

love,

I grew up in a small town in Illinois. In this small town, it seems like couples have mastered the long distance relationship. My best friend has been dating her boyfriend since junior year of high school. Now finding ourselves at the end of our junior year of college, I wonder how they do it. They make it seem so easy, though I know it's really hard. They make it seem like there was no choice in the matter, that they both loved their SigOt too much to even consider other options.