moving to @wrecursion but idk how to stop the queue so it's still running
Show & Tell
art blog(derogatory)
Three Goblin Art
d e v o n

ellievsbear
tumblr dot com

PR's Tumblrdome
Peter Solarz
TVSTRANGERTHINGS
styofa doing anything
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH
Aqua Utopia|海の底で記憶を紡ぐ
I'd rather be in outer space 🛸

oozey mess
hello vonnie

Misplaced Lens Cap

❣ Chile in a Photography ❣
seen from United States
seen from Canada

seen from United States

seen from France
seen from France
seen from Canada
seen from United States

seen from Canada

seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from Canada

seen from Australia

seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Germany
seen from Malaysia

seen from Canada
seen from United States
seen from United States
@wreb
moving to @wrecursion but idk how to stop the queue so it's still running

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
while C slept, i found an old diary of theirs on the floor. i started to read it. they wouldn’t mind. most of it was drawings, but some of it was journaling. the journaling did the same terrible thing to me that keeps happening to me over & over
in it, i find a certain manner of instinctively ordering one’s lived experience into a coherent picture & holding an instinctive sense of living in that picture. this sense of withinness serves as prerequisite to feeling anything at all about what one is living through
C is not unique in this respect. it seems to be the default. if the quality is notable in their writing, it is only on the basis of being in service of their particular personhood which is one that is constituted so beautifully. but this is beside the point
it reminds me of the way i seem to differ from this manner of experiencing things. the nearer i draw to life, the more it begins to remind me of this difference, ceaselessly, from all directions. it never stops hurting to feel it over & over & over from all directions
it feels like the most important particular thing inside the most intimate core of my being got grabbed & torn out & it’s so horrible on a level beyond any other category of occurrence i can imagine that i can’t even scream or fall to the ground or react or do anything or ever be sure ever again that i can actually feel my own presence. it feels like the first lesson i was ever taught was that life is a life & i can’t get that lesson out of me & it turned me into a ghost & i can’t remember any time that i ever wasn’t a ghost
i don’t have apt words for it. it’s something i recognize in my heart. i know that by even trying to write it out i create a misrepresentation of it. that makes me feel alone with it. i feel like i could not possibly feel more alone. i do not feel like there is anyone who could possibly join me in this room nor anything they could say that would draw me back out of something that feels infinitely recessed & deep & far away
i can’t explain it. it’s not that something explainably bad happened to me that made it so i’m sad all the time & just moping about that. it feels like something was taken away from me that runs deeper than any emotion or any paltry expectation or judgment i could impose on the way i am treated by life or my own mind
it feels like the existential platform atop which one might feel bad about other things collapsed under my feet & the only thing i have ever known myself to be able to receive from life is an absence of feeling so deep that one could question if it is even apt to define it in contrast to feeling
you’re not reading some unique emotional crisis or thought spiral right now. every redeeming aspect of human life & coexistence seems to carry a major risk of sending me into this same place, over & over & over & it feels just as terrible every time. i could be writing something to this effect every day. i have in fact been writing things to this effect nearly every day. i don’t know what to do. the only thing that feels survivable are hyperspecific limited conditions where life is stripped down enough to something so bare that nothing will interfere in carefully & gently building the delusion that i might feel at peace or at home in reality
i have come to regard suicidality as a personality trait, a thing which does not ever go away but only assumes more or less relevance to any given situation. i feel like suicidality is mostly just a manifestation of impatience. i already feel like a ghost & it hurts in a way i can’t describe & i want to just cut to the chase & literalize my death instead of feeling it as a drawn-out moaning screaming process
Okay fuck it if this post reaches 666k notes by the end of 2023 I'll practise basic self care
Why 666k? Because it's funny and impossible so good fucking luck
Well, OP, I’m officially invested in this shit. Your whiny ass is doing self care if I have to drive to your goddamn house and do it for you.
By Talos this can't be happening
reblog this everyone i wanna see what happens when op’s reverse-hubris forces them to practice basic self care.
why? because it’s funny and completely possible actually so good fucking luck op
@thedragonemperess I'm gonna hate scrolling past this but do your thing
spell of way too many followers activate
If this is what it takes to let you know that people actually give a shit about you taking care of yourself
@were--ralph @staffs-secret-blog @pukicho tagging some big blogs from off the top of my head to spread this more
I'm curious, let's see if it's even feasible to get to 666k notes that fast
Okay fuck it if this post reaches 666k notes by the end of 2023 I'll practise basic self care
Why 666k? Because it's funny and impossible so good fucking luck
Well, OP, I’m officially invested in this shit. Your whiny ass is doing self care if I have to drive to your goddamn house and do it for you.
By Talos this can't be happening
reblog this everyone i wanna see what happens when op’s reverse-hubris forces them to practice basic self care.
why? because it’s funny and completely possible actually so good fucking luck op
@thedragonemperess I'm gonna hate scrolling past this but do your thing
spell of way too many followers activate
If this is what it takes to let you know that people actually give a shit about you taking care of yourself
@were--ralph @staffs-secret-blog @pukicho tagging some big blogs from off the top of my head to spread this more
I'm curious, let's see if it's even feasible to get to 666k notes that fast
Okay fuck it if this post reaches 666k notes by the end of 2023 I'll practise basic self care
Why 666k? Because it's funny and impossible so good fucking luck
Well, OP, I’m officially invested in this shit. Your whiny ass is doing self care if I have to drive to your goddamn house and do it for you.
By Talos this can't be happening
reblog this everyone i wanna see what happens when op’s reverse-hubris forces them to practice basic self care.
why? because it’s funny and completely possible actually so good fucking luck op
@thedragonemperess I'm gonna hate scrolling past this but do your thing
spell of way too many followers activate
If this is what it takes to let you know that people actually give a shit about you taking care of yourself
@were--ralph @staffs-secret-blog @pukicho tagging some big blogs from off the top of my head to spread this more
I'm curious, let's see if it's even feasible to get to 666k notes that fast

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
Okay fuck it if this post reaches 666k notes by the end of 2023 I'll practise basic self care
Why 666k? Because it's funny and impossible so good fucking luck
Well, OP, I’m officially invested in this shit. Your whiny ass is doing self care if I have to drive to your goddamn house and do it for you.
By Talos this can't be happening
reblog this everyone i wanna see what happens when op’s reverse-hubris forces them to practice basic self care.
why? because it’s funny and completely possible actually so good fucking luck op
@thedragonemperess I'm gonna hate scrolling past this but do your thing
spell of way too many followers activate
If this is what it takes to let you know that people actually give a shit about you taking care of yourself
@were--ralph @staffs-secret-blog @pukicho tagging some big blogs from off the top of my head to spread this more
I'm curious, let's see if it's even feasible to get to 666k notes that fast
Okay fuck it if this post reaches 666k notes by the end of 2023 I'll practise basic self care
Why 666k? Because it's funny and impossible so good fucking luck
Well, OP, I’m officially invested in this shit. Your whiny ass is doing self care if I have to drive to your goddamn house and do it for you.
By Talos this can't be happening
reblog this everyone i wanna see what happens when op’s reverse-hubris forces them to practice basic self care.
why? because it’s funny and completely possible actually so good fucking luck op
@thedragonemperess I'm gonna hate scrolling past this but do your thing
spell of way too many followers activate
If this is what it takes to let you know that people actually give a shit about you taking care of yourself
@were--ralph @staffs-secret-blog @pukicho tagging some big blogs from off the top of my head to spread this more
I'm curious, let's see if it's even feasible to get to 666k notes that fast
Okay fuck it if this post reaches 666k notes by the end of 2023 I'll practise basic self care
Why 666k? Because it's funny and impossible so good fucking luck
Well, OP, I’m officially invested in this shit. Your whiny ass is doing self care if I have to drive to your goddamn house and do it for you.
By Talos this can't be happening
reblog this everyone i wanna see what happens when op’s reverse-hubris forces them to practice basic self care.
why? because it’s funny and completely possible actually so good fucking luck op
@thedragonemperess I'm gonna hate scrolling past this but do your thing
spell of way too many followers activate
If this is what it takes to let you know that people actually give a shit about you taking care of yourself
@were--ralph @staffs-secret-blog @pukicho tagging some big blogs from off the top of my head to spread this more
I'm curious, let's see if it's even feasible to get to 666k notes that fast
Okay fuck it if this post reaches 666k notes by the end of 2023 I'll practise basic self care
Why 666k? Because it's funny and impossible so good fucking luck
Well, OP, I’m officially invested in this shit. Your whiny ass is doing self care if I have to drive to your goddamn house and do it for you.
By Talos this can't be happening
reblog this everyone i wanna see what happens when op’s reverse-hubris forces them to practice basic self care.
why? because it’s funny and completely possible actually so good fucking luck op
@thedragonemperess I'm gonna hate scrolling past this but do your thing
spell of way too many followers activate
If this is what it takes to let you know that people actually give a shit about you taking care of yourself
@were--ralph @staffs-secret-blog @pukicho tagging some big blogs from off the top of my head to spread this more
I'm curious, let's see if it's even feasible to get to 666k notes that fast
Okay fuck it if this post reaches 666k notes by the end of 2023 I'll practise basic self care
Why 666k? Because it's funny and impossible so good fucking luck
Well, OP, I’m officially invested in this shit. Your whiny ass is doing self care if I have to drive to your goddamn house and do it for you.
By Talos this can't be happening
reblog this everyone i wanna see what happens when op’s reverse-hubris forces them to practice basic self care.
why? because it’s funny and completely possible actually so good fucking luck op
@thedragonemperess I'm gonna hate scrolling past this but do your thing
spell of way too many followers activate
If this is what it takes to let you know that people actually give a shit about you taking care of yourself
@were--ralph @staffs-secret-blog @pukicho tagging some big blogs from off the top of my head to spread this more
I'm curious, let's see if it's even feasible to get to 666k notes that fast

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
Okay fuck it if this post reaches 666k notes by the end of 2023 I'll practise basic self care
Why 666k? Because it's funny and impossible so good fucking luck
Well, OP, I’m officially invested in this shit. Your whiny ass is doing self care if I have to drive to your goddamn house and do it for you.
By Talos this can't be happening
reblog this everyone i wanna see what happens when op’s reverse-hubris forces them to practice basic self care.
why? because it’s funny and completely possible actually so good fucking luck op
@thedragonemperess I'm gonna hate scrolling past this but do your thing
spell of way too many followers activate
If this is what it takes to let you know that people actually give a shit about you taking care of yourself
@were--ralph @staffs-secret-blog @pukicho tagging some big blogs from off the top of my head to spread this more
I'm curious, let's see if it's even feasible to get to 666k notes that fast
Okay fuck it if this post reaches 666k notes by the end of 2023 I'll practise basic self care
Why 666k? Because it's funny and impossible so good fucking luck
Well, OP, I’m officially invested in this shit. Your whiny ass is doing self care if I have to drive to your goddamn house and do it for you.
By Talos this can't be happening
reblog this everyone i wanna see what happens when op’s reverse-hubris forces them to practice basic self care.
why? because it’s funny and completely possible actually so good fucking luck op
@thedragonemperess I'm gonna hate scrolling past this but do your thing
spell of way too many followers activate
If this is what it takes to let you know that people actually give a shit about you taking care of yourself
@were--ralph @staffs-secret-blog @pukicho tagging some big blogs from off the top of my head to spread this more
I'm curious, let's see if it's even feasible to get to 666k notes that fast
Okay fuck it if this post reaches 666k notes by the end of 2023 I'll practise basic self care
Why 666k? Because it's funny and impossible so good fucking luck
Well, OP, I’m officially invested in this shit. Your whiny ass is doing self care if I have to drive to your goddamn house and do it for you.
By Talos this can't be happening
reblog this everyone i wanna see what happens when op’s reverse-hubris forces them to practice basic self care.
why? because it’s funny and completely possible actually so good fucking luck op
@thedragonemperess I'm gonna hate scrolling past this but do your thing
spell of way too many followers activate
If this is what it takes to let you know that people actually give a shit about you taking care of yourself
@were--ralph @staffs-secret-blog @pukicho tagging some big blogs from off the top of my head to spread this more
I'm curious, let's see if it's even feasible to get to 666k notes that fast
Okay fuck it if this post reaches 666k notes by the end of 2023 I'll practise basic self care
Why 666k? Because it's funny and impossible so good fucking luck
Well, OP, I’m officially invested in this shit. Your whiny ass is doing self care if I have to drive to your goddamn house and do it for you.
By Talos this can't be happening
reblog this everyone i wanna see what happens when op’s reverse-hubris forces them to practice basic self care.
why? because it’s funny and completely possible actually so good fucking luck op
@thedragonemperess I'm gonna hate scrolling past this but do your thing
spell of way too many followers activate
If this is what it takes to let you know that people actually give a shit about you taking care of yourself
@were--ralph @staffs-secret-blog @pukicho tagging some big blogs from off the top of my head to spread this more
I'm curious, let's see if it's even feasible to get to 666k notes that fast
Okay fuck it if this post reaches 666k notes by the end of 2023 I'll practise basic self care
Why 666k? Because it's funny and impossible so good fucking luck
Well, OP, I’m officially invested in this shit. Your whiny ass is doing self care if I have to drive to your goddamn house and do it for you.
By Talos this can't be happening
reblog this everyone i wanna see what happens when op’s reverse-hubris forces them to practice basic self care.
why? because it’s funny and completely possible actually so good fucking luck op
@thedragonemperess I'm gonna hate scrolling past this but do your thing
spell of way too many followers activate
If this is what it takes to let you know that people actually give a shit about you taking care of yourself
@were--ralph @staffs-secret-blog @pukicho tagging some big blogs from off the top of my head to spread this more
I'm curious, let's see if it's even feasible to get to 666k notes that fast

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
Okay fuck it if this post reaches 666k notes by the end of 2023 I'll practise basic self care
Why 666k? Because it's funny and impossible so good fucking luck
Well, OP, I’m officially invested in this shit. Your whiny ass is doing self care if I have to drive to your goddamn house and do it for you.
By Talos this can't be happening
reblog this everyone i wanna see what happens when op’s reverse-hubris forces them to practice basic self care.
why? because it’s funny and completely possible actually so good fucking luck op
@thedragonemperess I'm gonna hate scrolling past this but do your thing
spell of way too many followers activate
If this is what it takes to let you know that people actually give a shit about you taking care of yourself
@were--ralph @staffs-secret-blog @pukicho tagging some big blogs from off the top of my head to spread this more
I'm curious, let's see if it's even feasible to get to 666k notes that fast
Okay fuck it if this post reaches 666k notes by the end of 2023 I'll practise basic self care
Why 666k? Because it's funny and impossible so good fucking luck
Well, OP, I’m officially invested in this shit. Your whiny ass is doing self care if I have to drive to your goddamn house and do it for you.
By Talos this can't be happening
reblog this everyone i wanna see what happens when op’s reverse-hubris forces them to practice basic self care.
why? because it’s funny and completely possible actually so good fucking luck op
@thedragonemperess I'm gonna hate scrolling past this but do your thing
spell of way too many followers activate
If this is what it takes to let you know that people actually give a shit about you taking care of yourself
@were--ralph @staffs-secret-blog @pukicho tagging some big blogs from off the top of my head to spread this more
I'm curious, let's see if it's even feasible to get to 666k notes that fast