warrior prinsesa

i finally met him! the man i've waited for for years, ever since my first heartbreak at 16. the man who loves God more than anything and anyone in this world. a man who i can easily submit to. a man who thinks highly of me, and praises me for me.

but since it's not yet the time, i will continue to pray for you. until i'm ready.. until you're ready.. until it's finally time to be one. <3

Years ago, I sent you hugs, and you told me I could give you other things instead. So now I’m giving you a bottle to collect your tears and a mirror to remind you of your worth.

I admire how strong you’ve been all these years — not just for yourself, but especially for others.

I truly hope life brings you the happiness you deserve. Maganggana ka parin. :)

Next question 😅😅 Is your last boyfriend is your TOTGA?

Mine is not. My ex from HS is my totga. My first official relationship also. I just wish we were matured enough to keep our relationship back then. That person really helped me to become who I am today. Im not romanticizing our past rs 😅 Or maybe im just really thankful for that person. Idk hahahab how about u?

Hiiii! Hahaha i think i know you. No :) My TOTGA was my college friend. I actually thought he was the one! Haha. I still read our old convos once in a while.

It just started to get better. But now everything's off-key again. My heart yearns; my brain falters; my body worn out

And nobody understands. Nobody's here again.

It's like I'm in the middle of a mountain, hiking up alone. Nobody's around me. I can only hear the wind and the gentle sound of the leaves, but not a single soul is nearby.

Still, I will continue to hike up and finish the trail.

It doesn't matter if no one's around. It's not for them anyway. It's for me.

What's starting to feel wrong now will make sense in a bit. When I get closer to my dreams. Every footstep and every turn.