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Will it even matter if I didn't exist?

Yes it would. Oh it would help just so much. Better lives for everyone hehe

My next wish would be that I never existed and like those movies, I hope it gets granted

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Sitting here smoking and drinking beer, and all I can think of is stunning that cigarette on my thigh, smashing the bottle and stabbing myself in the stomach.

#lol at my life #killme

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What am I feeling?

Well worthless for starters.. my boyfriend told me I'm not worth him stopping his porn activities lol. I'm not worth my sexual partner basically right? Idk honestly. Don't know how to take that.

Then I'm feeling unloved.. I'm like on a different continent than all my friends and family. I have no one but the person I live with, for whom, as mentioned above, I'm not worth it

Finally I feel like dying.. this is nothing new. This is the one constant feeling that's been with me through my happy and safe times.

#worthless #unloved #unhappy #dying #depressive #thoughts #maybehelpme

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I want to delete all my social medias and disappear but then i’ll be bored

How will I ever know what I'm worth?

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I wish people understood that not cutting myself for a while doesn't necessarily mean I'm fine and I'm doing good. I'm tired of everyone thinking it works like this because it doesn't. There could be different reasons why I didn't cut for a while (for example not wanting to cause problems, not wanting to go for another trip to hospital, not wanting to be a disappointment to people around me..) and I hate that nobody understands that I actually put so much effort into resisting the urges that are ALWAYS there and that I'm not fucking okay just because I don't cut.

I'm a bad partner.

I don't deserve him waiting around for me for anything. I dont have any right over him. I already knew that but I guess I acted as if I had a say, a little too much. This isn't a self pity post. It's more like I'm overtly expressing that I know I'm pretty shit.

What I don't understand is if I am this shitty, why hang around? I don't wanna leave and I won't but why don't you?

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I wish I was the only one.. or maybe that I wish one day I would be

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Self harm is not a shout for attention

It’s a scream for help

It’s everything bad you think about yourself

Written on your own body

It’s an addiction

#toocute #idolovehim #love #forever #trying #postfight #cuteness

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Ughhh can I stop thinking these terrible thoughts already?

#notgoodenough #heartache #heartbreak #hate myself

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