tired

Update on bar boy: we laughed forever, had to change the show we both couldn’t stop laughing st to kiss each other without cackling and that felt nice. I hate when a crush hits you out of nowhere cuz you were pretending it didn’t exist, but im not rly mad. He made me laugh too much and kissed me right and took photos of my weird dead animals in jars and just genuinely made me feel good and laugh so much. Before he left he saw a bottle of ranch on my side table and wa lake “is that ranch? How is that still out here? How did they not manage to get back in the fridge? Im never gonna let you live this down” like i has any sort of shame and im honestly surprised i didn’t have hot sauce alongside I️t.

I gave the sarcastic boy at the mexican place next door my number two months ago and we have continually texted, interacted and hung it for hours on end and ignored any romantic connotations and today i asked him to go get a drink and we got two and kissed in the bar parking lot and he’s coming over and i feel like my skin is made of fireflies