Ally's World

Missing my bestie !!

so its been a while since i got on here... and now that i am i have to say its been crazy

so, i am here at work and i am very upset right now. mainly because i keep thinking about how i have all this baggage i have and carry with me.. first off i am autistic i have: depression anxiety bipolar borderline schizophrenia i have PCOS i have asthma i don't want a partner in life, i don't wanna burden them with all this shit. not only that but i am so unlovable. so whats the point?!

so i am not gonna use this space for certain things because i’ve changed ALOT so yeah.. 

People are claiming that She killed herself but how does that explain the clothes at the bottom of the tank???? HOW WOULD SHE EVEN KNOW ABOUT THE WATER TANK??? THIS WAS AN INSIDE JOB FOR SURE!!!!

3 episodes in.. here are my thoughts so far she was taking meds then they later say that she didn't take them recently what i saw from the video on the elevator is what i would call a schizophrenia episode why was she off her meds? why weren't there cameras in EVERY part of the hotel? i think the manager knows WAY more then what she is making us believe why was she floating FACE UP?! why were ALL her clothes at the bottom of the tank? also doesn't water do away with any evidence of (r*pe/sexual stuff) JUST SOME FOOD FOR THOUGHT!!

i feel like someone was watching her! if you watch the footage of the elevator..it seems like some one was controlling it... but it seemed like she was having a schizophrenia episode. seeing and hearing things that weren’t there. Maybe. i am someone who has a disability and if i go off my meds even for a day, i go crazy. so i wanna know, did she stop taking her meds? if so, why?   

so i feel like all this stuff about elisa lam is distracting us from something bigger getting ready to happen... mainly because this happened in 2013. it is now 2021, so im confused. mainly because no one really talked about this until now. WHY NOW?! please someone tell me!!