It's whatever

“Maybe you aren’t always the victim because you sure do act like everything is someone else’s doing.”

To the man who gave up this beautiful username so I could use it

I got broken up with and lost my job that I liked in one week

For the first time in 6 years I’m exploring new music. I didn’t know shoegaze was a thing until last year but it’s my favorite genre at the moment. Popular pop music has lost so much of its appeal finally.

TOTK has more infantile dialogue than BOTW. A lot of the characters somehow feel downgraded. I know they had to sacrifice so much for twice the map space but the quality of the graphics definitely went down. It’s interesting how they made the game much harder off the bat than BOTW and after multiple updates had to make farming much easier. Especially since ingredients and weapons are very much needed to advance in this game at all. If it wasn’t for the cheat I wouldn’t play it

With severe OCD you think I would take a shower every day. And I did, or at least nearly every day

Didn’t get that job

I’m depressed. The type of depression where I sit in my therapist’s office and we hardly speak about anything substantial, if we speak at all, and overall it’s so unhelpful. She says there’s nothing she can say to help me. Because the depression is situational and I can’t seem to get myself out of the situation. If tiktok didn’t inform me that I wasn’t alone in the job hunt situation, I’d feel like a false victim. It fucking sucks. Life was not supposed to be this hard. It wasn’t supposed to be filled with so much disappointment and struggle. I didn’t realize how disabled I am until needing a career change and holy fuck. I cannot do many things at all. Capitalism is so fucking evil.