That invisible link between us… that bond… It’s getting weaker. I can feel it. I’ve felt it fraying since the last time we said goodbye… since the last time you broke my heart. This time… something is different. This time I want it to be the last goodbye. This time … something has broken… That invisible bond between us…. I think you broke it

“You’ll always have me,” he says. “You’re one of my best friends.” Friend…? I smile at him to hide the fact that I am hurting. I look at his eyes. “Yeah, I have you,“ I pause, trying to find the right words, ”..but not in the same way you have me.”

I failed to let you go fully  and that’s why I  continued to be dragged  through hell.