sheer-fuckin-will

You know what i rather enjoy? Feeling angry. Its the rage. People say that its bad to feel angry. “Calm down”, “chill out”, “dont get so upset”. Ya, sometimes it can be a bad thing. But honestly? It feels fucking great. That rage inside is a certain kind of rush that you just cant get from anything else. There are drugs to ramp you up and that can accelerate everything, but that clear headed, blinding, burning rage just feels so fucking good sometimes. And the best part is letting loose and getting pissed. Breaking something, screaming, really just allowing yourself to feel it in every crevice of your body. Burning up and tearing down everything in your way. Its good to feel those bad emotions sometimes. We have them for a reason. 

its been a while, but im back