This Time I Might Just Disappear.

Idk what to do with this blog.

My struggles never mattered. They seemed real to me, but having been told so many times that they're not, that I'm just making it up for attention, or because I'm "spoiled(I can't even)" somehow. People have strongly hated me for some reason. It always seems out of nowhere. I wanted to understand why

"Sabitsuki." Who were you, really? Just someone who was bored and decided to take the name of something that gave me comfort, only to twist it into something I could never look at again. What did I do? I still wonder if you think of me and laugh at how pathetic I still am. I know an apology won't do. I acknowledge your existence, still.

I had no childhood. I was no one, I knew no one, and no one knew me. As far as I know... I woke up just as I am now.

Gonna start getting rid of all my social media accounts, little by little, starting here. I just don't think it's healthy. We're being watched, and we're all so complacent. I was a fool, but no longer