i stopped drinking 10 months ago, i finally left my job that was exploiting me and have been working somewhere that still is poverty wages but i’m happy at work. so now i’m indecisive on how i present myself online because like everyone, i contain multitudes. i’m a simple girl that likes being adored, but adoration comes in so many forms. i like being the damsel in distress, the secretly naughty girl next door, the freaky looking girl who likes freaky shit. i like being bossy and teasing but i also like just being sweet. i’m just a girl that likes horsing around lol how do i promote myself? i i say all this and there’s a group with a loud speaking going “just show us your hair for the love of god” LOL

the short story i’ve been writing has a lot of dolls in it, and while i like dressing others up as dolls for fun i’m realizing i really want to get a cute outfit together so i can be a doll too 😭

so i’m slowly coming back on the other site which has been exciting. i’ve mentioned on there i might write little stories for fun since i’m a sicko and coming up with stupid stories has always been my thing. i’m thinking for the spooky season about the concept of haunted houses that because of magic turn into their theme and following around the unsuspecting patrons who are forced to get a little more than they paid for 😳 they’d just be short stories, maybe stick with the same patrons each story or add/ take out some characters depending on the vibe. is this hot? say it’s hot LOL (tbf this is going to get written regardless because a pervs gotta perv)

god i need to get over being shy and just post again but it’s been like two years since my last photoset 😭

hoping to get back into OH EF, trying to figure out what i want to do. i want to go about it in a bit of a different way, (not like i had much of an idea of what i was doing before lol) mainly i want to make more character/storied based type content. not necessarily focusing on cosplay (tho i’m not against it later on) but more coming up with fantasy OCs (contemporary could also be fun as well) and including very, very short stories to go along with say photos or videos. personally i really like stories/scenarios when it comes to erotic content. i really want to focus more on bondage, other kinky things that i’m personally into, tho i know OH EFF can be a bit prude when it comes to noncon, kidnapping, home invasion, so my stories would prob have to be posted elsewhere (where i still don’t know.) it’ll prob be a bit of a mess at the beginning trying to figure out how i want everything done (me, a mess? never!) so i really just need to take the plunge and let myself fail for a while.

i’ve been lurking on here on and off for the past year, a lot more the past couple of months with twitter not being much fun for me anymore. my thing is, i’m wondering if I should keep this account as a main or post on a new one since this one has been punished. i’m just worried i’ll immediately get the next one punished though i’ll try to be a good girl tumblr 🥺