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actual footage of me at ur wedding

I’m the type of person that needs reassurance often. I need to hear that you still want me, I need to hear that you still care and want to be around me and that I don’t annoy you all the time. I need to know that you still want to hear about my day and listen to me bitch about the stupid stuff and get stupidly excited over the little things that brightened my day. I need to know that you still want to learn everything about me because you never get bored with learning more about me. I need to hear that I’m not a fuck up all the time and that you are happy I’m in your life. I don’t need to be reassured constantly, but I do need it more often than most and I’m sorry for that, but it’s just who I am. If you can’t handle that, then please I’m begging you, don’t get involved with me. because when I fall, I fall hard and deep. I fall in love with the way you talk and the way you smile and the way your mouth moves and if you can’t handle me and everything I am, then please don’t let me get attached because I will do everything in my power to make you happy, that’s just who I am, but it will kill me when you leave because you can’t handle me. so please remember, I might need reassurance more than others, but I will love you with a passion you have never known, so if you are going to let me fall, please be there to catch me.

Here is roughly what’s happening in Turkey.

I’ll stay awake until the early hours of the morning just to hear your thoughts on the world, to hear your voice with its lovely notes and melodies, because listening to you is more important than the heaviness dragging my eyelids down