the last soul on earth

I don't like when women pretend to be good people

call me a snowflake but I get the ick when someone kills an insect immediately upon seeing it, without even putting any thought behind it. I get being startled/disgusted when it suddenly lands directly on you and I have those reactions too but even then I never just slap it, I try to knock it off etc. I get weird reaction in my stomach when someone just kills it on purpose

When I was 16 I told my 40 year old school therapist about blackpill for the first time and explained to her how men are like this by biology and women who have sex are whores and she said "I think you will never be happy if you continue to engage with this mindset" and then I said women after a certain age aren't even seen as valuable as humans in society and she said "umm sure if a man only cares about looks..." and then I said that an average 40 year old man would cheat on his 40 year old wife if he could, preferably with an underage girl, but most just don't have that opportunity, and she didn't say anything 💀

I know it's hot but I have more flies than usual at home and I assume it's because someone sends bad vibes to me and the god of flies Beelzebub sends all those flies here on his/her behalf?