the last soul on earth

Perhaps. Idk when I was a young teen and just starting my period it also correlated with me imagining myself as a boy dating girls, I was in an online relationship with a girl but it only worked for me because I was pretending to be a boy and she thought I was male the entire time. So I lied to her for like a year. I could never do this as a girl because romantically relating to anyone as a female was fucking cringe even then (when the girl found out I was a girl irl she hated me and left me ofc lol and it made me crash out). I stopped larping as a boy after that because I understood it won't help because it wasn't real. And it was my second big crash out after puberty, the previous one was when I fully understood I will never be able to match boys in strenght again after they also hit puberty, though I was able to do it before that and I knew how good that domination felt. I can't even post about it because retards will accuse me of being a closeted lesbian again. I know I'm not a lesbian because female homoSEXUALS want to, on top of other things, have SEXUAL relationships with other women and I don't want sex with anyone AS a woman. I'm not a homosexual or a bisexual, I'm not a "-sexual" at all as a woman. Being sexual with anyone in my female body would require using/confronting my receptive weak disgusting female sexuality and organs which I NEVER had a desire to do because it always felt degrading and disgusting to me. I can't do anything with all this energy that burns me from the inside and there's no escape

no I'm from Europe

Yes but don't tell anyone, I don't wanna lose more followers

I talk to them every day

Remember that scene from Clockwork Orange, where Alex undergoes conditioning with violent imagery with his eyes forcibly open with metal surgical clamps? This it what they do to me at work every day, they strap me to a chair and force me to watch tranny porn

I agree

because he's just like me