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Stranger Things
occasionally subtle

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if i look back, i am lost
cherry valley forever
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
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RMH

Janaina Medeiros

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shark vs the universe

Acquired Stardust
Sade Olutola

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Claire Keane

çĽćĽ / Permanent Vacation
we're not kids anymore.
d e v o n
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CoM has me in a rendering mood, so I did this in three hours (for me thatâs pretty impressive)
shooting her shot

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Olga Marie
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Day 1 Olga back as Director
My first Hao for the @skcollab.bsky.social đĽ
And this is the picture I had in mind the whole time :>
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Hiii, I was just wandering if you wouldnât mind blabbing about the symbolism and stuff behind some of your design choices with the horse men that you might not have mentioned. Like with pestilence and death specifically I feel like thereâs a lot of symbolism Iâm picking up on without fully understanding. Like with Deathâs sickle, both a homage to the classic scythe and a nod to the âreaping/harvestingâ of souls. And with pestilence I feel like thereâs something that Iâm skirting around without grasping. The multiple legs strike me as a deliberate similarity to insects, and if Iâm right I think that the rider is bound in a body bag type deal, similar to how disease and pestilence is so often both spread through the improper disposal of bodyâs, and how wide spread pestilence leads to mass graves filled with disease and the horrible anonymity that comes with being just one face in a pit of hundreds etc? All of this is, ofc, to say that Iâve adored your series of the horsemen so far and would go absolutely rabid for some insight on some of your design choices<3
My horsemen of the apocalypse! I will add the original commentary and some extras, less about the symbolism and more about what brought me to design them the way I did.
The symbolism is for you to chose, there is no wrong answer.
WAR
I can't bring myself to represent war with a cool knight. It's horror. War is a bound child crowned with shrapnel, tied to a wounded horse that is being pulled forward by unseen people.
I've read a handful of books regarding war. A lost quote said that it should be shown as horror, it should make generals vomit, it should make you sick. I haven't seen war but my family has.
It was the first horseman I've designed, and it was in my sketchbook for months (maybe over a year, maybe even more) before I had the courage to draw it. I was really scared about how people would react to a mutilated child.
Recommended reading: The Red Crown - Mikhail Bulgakov, a short story about a man coping with the loss of his brother in the war
FAMINE
Someone who lived thro a famine shared that their head was only occupied with thoughts of food. Famine consumes your mind. All animals were eaten. Neighbors gave their pets away cuz they couldn't do it themselves. People walked around town as if in a dazed dream, slowly
Recommended reading: The Last Witnesses - Svetlana Alexievitch, a collection of testimonials of people who were children when WW2 began. Some quotes below;
'''A cat! A cat!' Other children saw it and started chasing it. The educators were local habitants, looked at us as if we were insane. In Leningrad there were no living cats left...A living cat was a dream. Food for one month...We talked about it, but they didn't believe us.''
''During the first year of evacuation, we didn't notice nature, everything that was nature provoked in us only one desire - taste to see if it's edible. Only a year later I noticed the beauty of the Urals''
''I dreamt of catching a sparrow and eating it...''
''A candle burns and the shopgirl cuts the bread pieces. People follow her with their gaze. Her every movement...with burning eyes...crazed...and all that in silence.''
''People walked slowly through the city like shadows. Like in a dream...a deep dream...As in, you see it, but you think you're seeing a dream. Those sluggish movements...floating...As if a person walked on water and not on land.''
''In Leningrad there are a lot of monuments, but one is missing that should exist. They forgot about it. The monument to the dogs of the seige. Dear doggy, forgive me...''
I don't like talking about it. It made no sense to draw Famine with a horse.
PESTILENCE
Based on the notes of a doctor who said the most frightening thing about viral disease was how it didnât frighten. People didnât know or didn't care. They lived and spread until it was too late and they became another name on the record
The clothing being made out of shredding plastic is no coincidence; pollution is a form of pestilence too
Recommended reading: Notes from a Countryside Doctor - Mikhail Bulgakov. Roughly translated quote below;
''Ah, I verified that here syphilis was frightening precisely because it did not frighten. That was why I evoked that woman.* I remembered her with a kind of affectionate respect: because she had been afraid. But she was the only one!''
*Early in the chapter, doctor mentions a woman that appeared in the clinic with a letter from her soldier husband, where he wrote that he had syphilis and told her she should go to the doctor too.
DEATH
Recommended reading: Voices of Chernobyl - Svetlana Alexievitch. The Death of Ivan Ilitch - Lev Tolstoi
âDeath is the fairest thing in the world. No one's ever gotten out of it. The earth takes everyone - the kind, the cruel, the sinners. Aside from that, there's no fairness on earth.â
Death is the only horseman that doesnât need to mount their horse; they will reach everyone eventually. Who is the saddle for then? Open ended question because this one you have to figure out personally
Many people pointed out how the horse is a Clydesdale. Good eyes! I purposefully asked a friend to guide me towards what type of horses are the sturdiest and most-friendly looking. I drew the horse grazing. It's not injured, it doesn't gallop. It's grazing peacefully because life moves on.
This is the only design that had a painting serve as a base - The Reaper, by Alexey Venetsianov. Not much or nothing at all is written about, I saw it in a book. It is a literal reaper but it haunted me, as if it's portraying more than a person.
The choice to make it a woman was due to a book about a crematory (Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty) that connected women to death because everyone born is bound to die.
Ahhh, I don't want to give it all away. It's fun to figure things out. About them all. From the enviroment, to the movement, to the horses themselves. Many people even mentioned details that I did not notice and didn't add purposefully that were so inspired and amazing. I truly mean that the interpretations of the public enrich the works even more than my own words. And it's an honor to share that work with everyone.
Thank you anon!
babe are you okay you reblogged got that fog in me 11 times
wait, i did? i don't remember doing that...

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Bearded vultures will see an iron oxide rich mud puddle and go 'is anyone going to bathe in that' and not wait for an answer
Me when I see an iron oxide rich mud puddle
TONBERRY VIII: CREEPING DEATH
I asked my girlfriend what to draw. Â She sent me a photo of her stuffed Tonberry from Final Fantasy. Â Somehow, I donât suspect this is what sheâs expecting but itâs what sheâs getting! Â I told her it would be a multimedia experience; sheâs skeptical but I think sheâll dig this. Â A couple of in-jokes in the credits but if youâve played FF8, you know whatâs going on. Â Man, I had a lot of fun doing this! Â Iâll post the art by itself, too. Â Media: pencils, Prismacolor coloured pencils, Copics, white gelpen on Marker paper; words done using CorelDraw X8
To commemorate the last of the Big Three reaching Level 120, writing was done again. Over a few weeks, car rides, trolley rides, lots of conversations; pondering over game events that had both growls and smiles from the author; and heaps of references to the original Fate/stay night and Fate/Zero.
Not to mention real life and the author trying to find out what her future could look like when one dream dies with the cousin who left back in October 2023.
Every day is a new day, so least the author can do is keep trying, like Saber does.
Dedicated to @withanina, @partialdignity and @lunarimpact. Because the support helped me finish.
AO3 link here. YouTube Playlist is also here, with all the new songs included.
To commemorate the last of the Big Three reaching Level 120, writing was done again. Over a few weeks, car rides, trolley rides, lots of conversations; pondering over game events that had both growls and smiles from the author; and heaps of references to the original Fate/stay night and Fate/Zero.
Not to mention real life and the author trying to find out what her future could look like when one dream dies with the cousin who left back in October 2023.
Every day is a new day, so least the author can do is keep trying, like Saber does.
Dedicated to @withanina, @partialdignity and @lunarimpact. Because the support helped me finish.
AO3 link here. YouTube Playlist is also here, with all the new songs included.

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Shiki and Fujino reach another milestone! I'm all out of coins though, so I'll wait for now.
[image description: a set of four FGO level up screens for Ryougi Shiki and Asagami Fujino. Both have reached level 108.]
I'm not dead. And I'll start posting later.