Hello <3 I’m Allyza, a tiny speck in the cosmos. But as Carl Sagan said, “we are, each one of us, a little universe”, hope we all keep finding our essence, enough to glimpse our daylights. To recollect daylights (& even dawns), here’s my digital nook of personal space and random musings. Have a good time. —with love, allyza <3
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I’ve been eye-ing to get a car, but I did not see it all coming this year. For that, I am very grateful for all the Graces God sent to us for us to be able to experience this life. Salamat po, Lord! 🙏🌟
Now, here it is: our Buzz!
Let’s Buzzin’ more, shall we? 😎
Jep and I didn’t tell any family or closest friends about this, except for those whom we need help or advice (Thank you sa mga co-teachers ko sa ANHS!). But, we shouldve known, that on time of distress and dilemma, our family are the first people we needed (Salamat, Pen at Kuya!).
Story time: We are actually aiming to get a car before Christmas. We did our best to comply as best and as fast as we could to all the requirements sent to us by our agent, Kaizer Ico. Even though I was anxious about it, I still went on and even ask our HR on this, on that, revealing I am getting an Auto-Loan! (I was only hired 6 months ago, so… hehehe)
Days had passed, three banks have either emailed or messaged me, but only bank reached out. But the process was a little frustrating because they keep on asking us for a little more requirements.
To be honest, I was not sure if I’ll be approved by any bank. I am aware of my credit history (Nope, wala po ako tinakasan, bwisit lang po si Spaylater, system worst when it comes to credit accounts, di marunong mag-update! Filing a dispute already, hoping it will improve).
Hard Lesson Learned: That’s when we impulsively tried in-house financing to purchase a first-owned car losing 10k in the process. Scam ba yan? Hindi po ate!
We are the problem, too. Hehe! But God is really good. The day we submitted all the requirements for this financing, the bank messaged me with approval and our agent immediately informing me about this. And that’s it: the dilemma, the good problem. Because even though we are aware of losing our money (reservation fee), we are thankful. When we thought we have nothing, we actually have options. (Also, a lesson for the in-house financing too! They seem so lenient when we were eager to comply the requirements 🙁 Hindi nila kami agad pinansin, until we said we have bank approval for a brand new car. Ang dami nila hinanap, ang bilis namin sinubmit, pero hindi man sila mabilis teh. Nag-expire na yung file and all, wala pa palang draft ng report 😕☹️)
Anyway!!! The day after we got approval, the car was released!!! SOAFER GALING NI SIR KAIZER 🫡 Here’s us signing all the papers.
Thank you, kuya Lyndon, ate Arlou, and Penpen for coming with us. 🥹 Thank you for keeping our secret haha!
The boy and the buzz! Apollo, gutom na yan sha pero sige car niya daw eh. ☺️ Love you anak, para sa inyo to ni kuya.
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“The moments that a mother shares with her new baby are fleeting. It’s called a phase for a reason: It passes quickly, often without warning. Because I knew it wouldn’t last forever, I tried to appreciate the newborn interactions with my younger sons—locking eyes over a diaper change, feeling the weight of their sleeping heads on my chest, holding onto their tiny fingers during a breastfeeding—while also looking forward to the future. I knew from experience that there would be plenty of time to do things—this was the time to just be.
In those truly challenging moments (when the baby skipped a nap, woke endlessly at night to feed or refused to be put down for an entire afternoon), I reminded myself that it would be over soon. This moment didn’t represent all of motherhood, and my response to it didn’t determine the kind of mother I was. Remembering that and allowing myself to dislike the newborn phase without self-criticism and judgment made it just a little bit easier to survive.” 🥺🥺🥺
I cried reading this. Only a week had just passed and it already felt like forever. I feel terribly guilty for wanting the newborn phase to go quickly.
Kamusta? I know, it’s already February and I’m done with my first semester for this year. Next semester, I will finally take up my pre-service teaching and be officially “gradwaiting” (yey confetti). Wow, three years ago I was so giddy with the idea of practice teaching and sharing experiences with students. But two years into this pandemic and that feeling somehow grew a little bit out of me. :( It would’ve been nice and interesting to teach kids in an actual in-person class. Because as someone with enough resources for this new normal learning set up and still struggles, imagine for students who cannot avail the same privilege. And the amount of additional works and problems given to teachers, it actually makes me rethink “should I still go for this?” ('te reality lang talaga). I know certainty is a question, but I’m still hoping for better days. I kept reminding myself that the chance to make the world a little kinder starts with what you can offer. I’m not an angel and I definitely have financial shits to think of. I’m still wondering how far my “ambags” will go. Chariz. (I need money kadi mga mars. I have baby number 2 coming up. pls pabulong naman diyen)
Anyway, here’s a photo I saw on Facebook the other day. And it was something that was stuck in my mind ever since.
It’s not just “grief”. I think it applies in whatever we feel: from pain to passion. Sometimes, the world is bigger than what you think it is, and so are you. Stay safe and sane everyone.
With love,
Ally
⬇️⬇️⬇️ I dont have many ganaps, but here's some 2D dumps ⬇️⬇️⬇️
Baby 2 Update! I'm on my 2nd/3rd trimester na. We're planning to have a "gender" reveal this February. Does the bb number 2 have pepe or tete hahahaha I'm very thankful to my sisters-in-law (ate gina and maymay) and ate (nanay) Sharm for planning our party huhu my heart loves you three so much mwaaaa I'm so excited!!!! 😍
Pio's "House" This is Pio's tent gifted by his daddy (isama mo na rin ako kunyare) last christmas. When I was young, I always dream on having my own smol house for bahay-bahayan and Jep always dream on having his own tent. We are so happy Pio's able to achieve that dream for us. Char. Yes, I always tick off "clean and organize Pio's toys" everyday on my to-do list. As a virgo, I love organizing. But as a mom, sometimes, I just don't have a choice.
Mi Pamilia. ♥
Spent some January nights re-watching our old favorite movies.
Building and playing legos
Random singing of Encanto's movie soundtracks. Pio's ultimate favorite song: WE DONT TALK ABOUT BRUNO. He even sings it while he poops and takes bath. 🎶 THUNDEEEERRRRRR 🎶
End of Sem. Ending my semester with virtual demo teaching in one of my subjects. Sleepyhead, Pio. Slept for almost 12 hours grabe!!! Di nagpatinag sa boses ko habang nagtuturo! (Photo below: accidentally screenshot or captured myself while setting up my phone). Also, we're finally done with the final manuscript of our thesis! Orayts.
SIX YEARS. I love you, Jep! Tuloy lang ang biyahe, mahal. ♥
It's really been a while since I've posted. Wow! 2022 na mga dzai. 2021 has been a year of roller coaster shits, but somehow we manage to cope up. (yey) But with the arise of new COVID variants mga mars plus incompetent govt, the never-ending constant changing of plans can't be help. Tayo-tayo pa rin mag-aadjust. Kaloka diba? Hayyy. May the strongest guardian angels protect us all. -_-
Anyway, 'hope you all doing well and fine. Stay safe. Stay sane.
with love,
-Ally.
Life in 2D
Some photo dumps. Celebrating life and small victories. <3
Baby #2! I have to admit that this pregnancy is more difficult compare to my pregnancy with Pio. Series of morning sickness! Heartburn! Exhaustion! Difficulty in Breathing! Ugh. Finally after 14 weeks, morning sickness has gone. And I can finally eat whatever food I waaaaaaant >:P (Current Week: 20 weeks)
My pamileee. I'm always grateful for you two. I love you always daddy Jeps and Kuya Pio. <33
Family Get Together. After 2 years of not being able to go home in Alaminos City, Kuya's family was able to spent their Christmas Break with us. (They're from Baguio. Here's some photos taken last December 27, 2021 (my parent-in-laws wedding anniversary).
Ninang/Nanay Sharm. Forever thankful for this woman. Hello nay, idk if you're still reading/visiting Tumblr but I hope you always know how much I love you and how thankful I am that I have a constant friend like you. I always pray for your happiness and peace. Life sucks sometimes, but I know, you'll always find your way to whenever you want. Take risks, because I know how brave you are. Love you!!!
Final Thesis Defense, Done! Finally, we are able to defend our Research for this semester! Waah. One more sem then graduate na ako mga mars. Yay! Achievement: Being tagged as "Best Research Paper" during the defense. TYL!!! <3 For now, madugong revising muna haha! Here are some photos of me and my groupmates and look at my smol bb bump hahaha
Home. Here's the truth: I don't know where else I would be without the family of my dear partner. They've given me home for a year, an enough space for heal and growth and warmth. I always pray that whatever happens (conflicts, problems), their hearts will always be comforting as it has always been. I love you, Natividad Family. (♪I'm part of the Family Natividad!♪)
Thank you for being you. There are so many things I regret in this lifetime. But you are always giving me hope. Anak, I’m sorry if I wasn’t able to give you fully what you need anak when it comes to financial stuff. Mommy’s trying to get her school shits done. It’ll only be 2 sems before graduation, so please hold on.
I’ll hold on. I love you nakong, always and in so many ways.
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The urge to “grow” is what makes me cry, sometimes. My heart can’t contain gentle thoughts and realizations knowing that I am an aggressive person when it comes to my emotion. The need to tell myself to “slow down” is a struggle. So I’m giving myself a gentle pat at my back, tell myself I am doing great and remind myself how far I have gone.
Is this healing? I don’t even know. I like to think that it is.
Life can be so frustrating, but nothing’s more frustrating than a life less reasonable just because of the things and feelings we deny ourselves. I have more than enough reasons to continue. But it’s okay to feel that I don’t want to. It is essential, yet should not stay longer.
I have gone this far, and I am taking my time with each step. Progress is not a race. It will feel unsatisfying sometimes and I’ll definitely grew tired. So I should make sure it’s worth it. I guess, you should too.
Today, even though I know this is not the BEST place to, y’know, “grow” to something I’m looking forward to. I think, I still need to make the BEST out of what’s here. Hahaha! Labo.
MY SECOND SEM HAD ALREADY STARTED. Two more sems then I’m done!!!! I already want to graduate. There are things I’m really excited about doing WITH the thought that I’ll be getting paid HAHAHAHA
Hayyyy. But life lately? Idk? It’s draining. But I’ve got my Pio, my Jep and mahself (gotchu self). I think I’ll be okay. Hope you’re okay too!
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