í¸ëě´ë ě ë§í늴 ě¨ë¤ - Speak of the Devil!
Summary: Five years ago, Mingi had to make a choiceâbetween you and his career. Back then, he chose his career, which soared rapidly afterward. Famous, beloved, celebrated all over the world. You, on the other hand, were left behindâalone, broken, and hurt. And as fate would have it, you meet again, and things take an unexpected turnâŚ
a/n: Hi guys! Here comes Chapter 3! Oh, Iâm excited to hear your thoughts on it! I still havenât gotten around to the tag list, but Iâm taking care of it. Thanks so much for all your likes!
âDaddy, youâre doing it wrong,â Nari said seriously.
âThere is no âwrongâ in creative architecture,â Mingi replied proudly, placing another block on top.
âIt fell again,â Sia pointed out.
ââŚIt is modern art,â Mingi corrected.
The girls giggled, and for a moment, everything was peaceful.
Then Sia suddenly leaned in closer, like she was carrying the most important secret in the world.
âDaddy,â she whispered.
Mingi softened immediately. âYes?â
âI heard something,â she said.
Nari instantly stopped playing. âOoooh. Secret time.â
Sia nodded seriously. âMommy was talking with Auntie Mina.â
Mingi raised his eyebrows a little. âOh? And what were they talking about?â
Sia hesitated for dramatic effect. âAbout you.â
Sia nodded. âAuntie Mina asked if you still look good.â
Mingi let out a small laugh, a little surprised. âShe did?â
âAnd Mommy saidâŚâ Sia leaned even closer, lowering her voice to a whisper, ââŚyes.â
Sia continued quickly, like she didnât want to miss a single word. âShe said you look even better now. And⌠stronger. And more broad.â
Nari gasped. âAgain with the BROAD!â
But Mingi wasnât laughing anymore.
He just sat there for a second, blinking slowly, like he wasnât sure he heard correctly.
ââŚMommy said that?â he asked quietly.
Sia nodded very confidently. âYes.â
Nari added, âShe said it like three times.â
Mingi leaned back slightly, clearly caught off guard. His ears turned a little red.
âOh,â he said softly. âI⌠didnât know that.â
For once, he didnât have a funny comeback.
But before he could say anything else, Sia suddenly reached out and placed her tiny hand on his forehead.
Mingi froze. âUh⌠what are you doing?â
She frowned in concentration.
Then she leaned back and said very seriously, âDaddy⌠do you have a fever?â
Mingi blinked. âWhat? Noâwhy?â
Sia looked at him with full concern. âBecause Mommy also said youâre hot.â
Nari slowly turned her head. âOhhhhhh.â
Mingi went completely still.
ââŚShe said that?â he asked quietly.
Sia nodded again, still very serious. âSo maybe youâre sick.â
Mingi stared at her for a second, then let out a slow breath.
âThat is not⌠medical information,â he said carefully.
Nari tilted her head. âSo youâre not sick?â
Sia pressed her hand against his forehead again, double-checking. âHmm.â
The girls immediately went back to their blocks like nothing happened.
âAnyway,â Nari said, âyour tower is still bad.â
Mingi laughed under his breath. âYeah⌠I deserved that.â
But he didnât stop smiling for a while.
As you unlock the door, loud laughter from Sia greets you immediately, followed by Nariâs softer giggle. At the same time, you hear Mingi making exaggerated, booming noises. When you step into the living room, you find him with Nari in his arms, tossing her gently up and down while Sia clings to his leg.
A quiet laugh escapes you before you can stop it, warmth spreading through your body at the sight. And then it comesâthe sharp, familiar ache in your chest.
Because no matter how good of a father Mingi is, no matter how much the girls love him, you will never be a real family. Not the kind with a mother and a father who love each other. The kind that puts their children to bed together at night, reads them stories, cooks side by side while singing too loudly, showing their children what love is supposed to look like. That kind of picture-perfect family will never exist.
You clear your throat, making your presence known and interrupting the moment. After the girls greet you, Mingi gives you a subtle look, signaling that he wants to speak to you privately. You give a brief nod and turn to the girls.â Mom and Dad need to talk about some grown-up things. Why donât you stay here and draw for a bit?â
Then you move into the kitchen.
âSo, what is it?â you ask, beginning to unpack the groceries.
âYou work as a lawyer, right?â
When Mingi notices you canât quite reach the top shelf, he sighs, steps closer, takes the box of cereal from your hands, and places it in the cabinet.
âIâm thinking about suing Seo-Jun.â
âWhat?â you ask, blinking in disbelief. âWell, he lied to me. He betrayed me. And the amount he paid you as hush money isnât just insultingâitâs outrageous.â
You open your mouth, but no sound comes out.
âItâs not just that my children are worth more than any amount of money,â Mingi continues quietly, though the tension in his jaw is unmistakable, âitâs the way Seo-Jun âhandledâ the situation.â He emphasizes the last word.
âHe shouldnât get away with that.â
When he finishes, he looks at you intently, clearly expecting a professional opinion. But you remain rooted to the spot. Slowly, so you donât look completely stunned, you close your mouth again.
As much as you hate Mingiâhate the way he treated you back thenâyou never expected this from him. The way he handles the situation now, the way he shows up for the childrenâŚ
âIâll look into it,â you say quietly, avoiding his gaze. âI can ask a colleague who might have dealt with similar cases.â
No. There is no way Mingi is finding his way back into your heart. You turn away, exhaling slowly, tension tight in your chest.
But Mingi isn't finished with you yet. There's one more thing he'd like to address.
âSo you think Iâm still hot?â
You close the cabinet a little harder than necessary, taking a slow breath as if that might steady you. It doesnât. Behind you, you hear him shift, pushing off the kitchen counter.
ââHot,â huh?â Mingi repeats amused.
You freeze for half a secondâbarely noticeable, but enough. Then you turn, expression composed. âYouâre misinformed.â
âMhm.â He nods like heâs taking that very seriously. âStrange. Because Iâm pretty sure I heard it from a very reliable source.â
You cross your arms. âTwo small children who still believe dinosaurs live under their beds are not a reliable source.â
He huffs out a quiet laugh, stepping a little closer. Not enough to crowd youâjust enough to be there.
âThey seemed very confident,â he says. âDetailed, too.â
You roll your eyes. âIâm sure they added their own dramatic interpretation.â
âDid they also invent the part where you said I look better now?â he asks, tilting his head slightly.
You open your mouthâthen close it again.
Heat creeps up your neck despite yourself.
âI donât recall saying anything like that.â
âConvenient,â Mingi murmurs.
Thereâs a brief silence. Thenâ
âAnd stronger?â he adds.
You grab a random item from the counter, focusing on it like it suddenly requires your full attention. âYouâve been working out. Itâs⌠observable.â
âObservable,â he repeats, amused. âWow. That almost sounded like a compliment.â
Another step closer. Subtle. Deliberate.
âAnd âbroadâ?â he continues, voice quieter now, just a hint of a grin pulling at the corner of his mouth. âThat one came up multiple times, apparently.â
You let out a short breath through your nose. âIf youâre done interrogating meââ
âIâm not,â he cuts in, lightly.
You finally look at him properlyâand immediately regret it.
Thereâs something in his expression now. Not just teasing. Sharper. Warmer. Familiar in a way you donât want to name.
âAnd then,â he adds, almost thoughtfully, âthere was the part about me being âhot.ââ
âOh my god,â you mutter under your breath, turning away again. âThis is ridiculous.â
âIs it?â he asks softly.
You feel him step closer again. This time, itâs harder to ignore.
âYou always were honest about that kind of thing,â he continues, voice dropping just enough to make your pulse trip. âBack then.â
âThat was a long time ago,â you say, controlled.
âMhm.â A pause. Then, quieter: âDidnât sound like it.â
Your grip tightens slightly around the edge of the counter.
He exhales, almost like heâs choosing his next words carefullyâexcept he doesnât really.
âBesides,â Mingi adds, a trace of a smirk returning, âif I remember correctly⌠you werenât exactly subtle when you liked something.â
Your head snaps toward him. âMingiââ
âWhat?â he says lightly, lifting his hands in mock innocence. âIâm just saying. You had very⌠clear ways of expressing approval.â
Your face burns now, unmistakably.
âIs it?â His voice softens, but he doesnât step back. âBecause I distinctly remember you being a lot lessââ
The word lands sharper this time.
Your breathing is steady, but only just.
Mingi studies you for a moment. Really studies you. The color in your cheeks, the tension in your shoulders, the way you refuse to fully meet his eyes.
And thenâjust slightlyâhis expression shifts.
Not gone, the teasing. Just quieter.
ââŚAlright,â he says after a moment.
But he doesnât move away immediately.
âStill,â he adds, softer now, almost under his breath, âgood to know some things didnât change.â
You just turn back to the counter, pretending to focus on somethingâanythingâelse.
But the warmth hasnât faded.
And neither has the way heâs looking at you.
Damn Song Mingi, that charming bastard, still manages to get under your skin even after five years.
While Mingi is busy working on a puzzle with Nari, Yeosang, San, and Yunho are sitting on the floor with Sia, fully committed to a very serious Barbie session. Meanwhile, Wooyoung and Hongjoong are in the kitchenâwell, Wooyoung is actually cooking, and Hongjoong is⌠enthusiastically supervising with zero interest.
Mingi keeps having to bite back a grin every time he glances over at his bandmates, all of them holding Barbies like itâs the most normal thing in the world. But then again, Sia is Siaâbossing everyone around like a tiny general, telling them exactly how the game is supposed to go. And when San dares to marry off his doll to a different Ken? Sia is this close to a full-blown meltdown.
Nari, much quieter and shyer than Sia, leans against Mingi, completely focused on the puzzle in front of her.
âWait, why is this doll called Mister Potato Head again?â Yeosang asks, holding it up right in front of Siaâs face. She immediately bursts into giggles. Even Nari looks up and joins in.
âBecauseââ Sia shakes with laughter, and the three guys in front of her start laughing too, ââbecause he looks like that guy Mommy went on a date with once!â
San nearly chokes laughing, and Sia cackles right along with him. Mingi canât help but smile tooâbut something else creeps into his chest. Jealousy? Again? He knows he has no claim on you, none at all⌠but the thought of you with another man leaves a weird, uncomfortable knot in his stomach.
âHis head was this bigâlike a potato!â Sia explains, making a huge circle around her head with her tiny arms.
âAnd he had giant ears,â Nari adds, shooting her dad a cheeky look.
Yeosang, Yunho, and San listen in rapt attention as the tiny performer delivers what might as well be an Oscar-worthy reenactment.
âAnd he kept staring at Mommy like thisââ Sia widens her eyes dramatically and juts her head forward. San is doubled over, clutching his stomach.
âAnd when she turned around, he kept staring at her butt!â Sia gigglesâonly for the laughter to abruptly die down.
âWell, to be fair, your mommy does have a pretty hotââ Yunho starts dryly, but Mingi cuts him off instantly.
âYunho!â he growls, shooting him a warning look while glancing between Sia and Nari.
Sia has already calmed down and sits cross-legged again. But then Sia suddenly gasps.
All heads snap toward her.
âWhat?â San asks immediately, already suspicious.
Sia points dramatically across the room.
Mingi freezes. âWhy does that sound like a threatâŚâ
Sia slowly turns her head⌠and points straight at him.
Yeosang leans forward. âOh, this is gonna be good.â
âWhat did I do?!â Mingi asks, already defensive.
Sia narrows her eyes. âYou were looking at Mommy.â
Mingi blinks. ââŚOkay??â
âNo,â Sia says, shaking her head. âNot normal looking.â
Yunho immediately turns to Mingi with a grin. San slaps a hand over his mouth.
âOh noâŚâ Yeosang whispers.
âI was justâlooking!â Mingi stammers. âNormal looking!â
Sia steps forward, fully in detective mode. âNo. You were like thisââ
She leans forward slightly, squints, and then slowly turns her head like sheâs following something very specific.
Yunho CHOKES. âOH MYââ
âI did NOTââ Mingi starts, face already turning red.
âAnd then,â Sia continues, raising a finger, âyou didnât even blink.â
San collapses sideways, laughing. âThatâs so detailedââ
âI DID BLINK!â Mingi protests.
Nari glances up from her puzzle. âYou didnât.â Mingi looks at her, betrayed. âYou too?!â Sia crosses her arms, looking very serious.
âButâŚâ she says slowly.
Mingi pauses. ââŚIt is?â
The other three men turn toward her, confused.
Sia nods wisely. âYes. Because youâre Daddy.â
ââŚWhat?â Yunho says. His voice way too high.
âDaddys are allowed to look at mommys like that,â Sia explains confidently. âThatâs the rule.â
San slowly turns his head toward Mingi.
Yeosang raises an eyebrow.
Yunho leans back, smirking.
Mingiâs brain completely short-circuits. âIâwhatâno, thatâs notââ
Sia nods, very sure of herself. âYes. Itâs allowed. But only for you.â
She suddenly spins around and points at the others.
San clutches his chest. âWow. Targeted.â
âDiscrimination,â Yunho mutters.
Mingi runs a hand through his hair, face burning. âCan we please stop talking about thisââ
âNo,â San says immediately, grinning. âI think we should explore this further.â
Yunho nods. âYeah, explain the rules again, Sia.â
Sia happily obliges, counting on her fingers. âRule one: Only Daddy.â
âRule two: No weird faces.â
âI didnât make a face!â
âYou did,â Nari says calmly.
âRule three,â Sia continues, ignoring him, âMommy is always pretty.â
âThat oneâs just factual,â Yeosang nods.
Mingi groans. âIâm never recovering from thisâŚâ
Sia pats his arm reassuringly. âItâs okay, Daddy. You followed the rules.â
San wipes a tear from his eye. âI canât believe you just got approved by a Four-year-oldâŚâ
âBest day of your life,â Yunho adds.
When you pick up the girls from the dorm, Mingi opens the door. You give him a quick smile and step into the big entrance hall. Youâre wearing a tight jeans and a lose Shirt. When he suddenly stops walking, you turn around and shoot him a questioning look. His eyes immediately dart up to the ceiling like itâs the most fascinating thing he has ever seen. You have absolutely no idea whatâs going on with himâand honestly, you donât even want to know. All you want is to grab the twins, go home, and collapse into bed.
You greet the rest of the band politely and help the girls put on their jackets. As usual, Nariâs zipper gets stuck, so you bend forward a little to fix it. Behind you stand San, Yunho, Yeosang, and Mingiâwho, after a few seconds, realizes that they are all very obviously staring at your butt.
âŚuntil Sia suddenly shoots them a deadly glare, shakes her head, and silently mouths a very clear, very dramatic: âNO.â
At that exact moment, you turn around, ready to thank the guys. Instantly, every single one of them looks in a completely different direction. One is suddenly fascinated by the floor, another studies the ceiling like itâs modern art, and someone else inspects the sofa as if it holds the secrets of the universe.
They are acting really weird today, you think.
âOkaaaayâŚâ you say, dragging the word out suspiciously long. âWeâre gonna head out now.â
You turn to Mingi, who is still staring at his bandmates like theyâve personally betrayed him. âThanks, Mingi.â
He snaps out of it, shakes his head quickly, and gives you a smileâwhich you do not return, because something here is definitely off.
As soon as the door clicks shut behind you, life slowly returns to the room.
âDamn, Mingi, sheâs still got a nice ass!â San says, leaning against him with his arms crossed like he just made a profound observation.
âI totally get Mister Potato Head now,â Yunho adds, nodding sagely like this is a deep philosophical realization.
Mingi shows up unannounced. Of course he does. You barely get the door open before heâs already stepping into your space, holding up a small, worn-out stuffed monkey like itâs some kind of sacred artifact.
âSia forgot this,â he says, a crooked smile already in place. âThought Iâd drop it off before I disappear for four days.â
You glance at the toy, then at him.
âAnd knocking like a normal person was too much effort?â
He leans against the doorframe, completely unbothered. âWhereâs the fun in that?â
You take the monkey from him, brushing past his hand without lingering. âYouâre here. You dropped it off. You can go.â
But he doesnât move. Naturally.
Instead, he studies you for a moment, that annoyingly familiar look creeping inâthe one that says heâs about to be insufferable.
âSo,â he starts, casual, too casual. âYou still going out with⌠what was his name?â
You donât even look at him. âWho?â
âMister Potato Head,â he says immediately, like heâs been waiting for this.
You freeze for half a second. Sia told him. Then you scoff. âHe has a name.â
âDoes he?â Mingi pushes off the wall, stepping a little closer.
You turn to face him now, arms crossing. âHeâs a coworker.â
âMm.â He hums, slow, deliberate. âAnd you went on a date with him.â
You raise a brow. âAnd what?â
âAnd are you going again?â he asks, like itâs nothing. Like he has any right to ask. You hold his gaze for a second too long.
Then you shrug. âNo.â
That catches him off guardâjust slightly.
âNo,â you say flatly. âBecause Iâm not interested.â
Mingiâs lips twitch, something smug flickering there. âWow. Poor guy.â
You roll your eyes. âHeâs fine.â
âSure,â Mingi says, voice low, almost amused. âHas no idea what heâs missing.â
You narrow your eyes at him. âDonât.â
âWhat?â he grins. âIâm just sayingââ
âYouâre saying nothing,â you cut in, stepping past him toward the living room. âYou dropped off the monkey. You can leave now.â
But he follows. Of course he does.
âYou know,â he continues, hands in his pockets like heâs got all the time in the world, âI could take you out again.â
You stop. Slowly turn your head.
He shrugs, cocky as ever. âYou heard me.â
A short laugh escapes you. âThatâs not happening.â
âWhy not?â he asks, stepping closer again. âYouâve got no date, Iâve got a few free hours before I leaveââ
You shake your head, cutting him off. âBecause Iâm not interested and I would rather kill myself.â
âOh, wow, thanks for that.â
Thereâs a beat. Then he tilts his head, studying you, that smirk softening just a fraction. âYou sure about that?â
You scoff, turning awayâ
And thatâs when you see it.
On the wall. Too big. Too real. Moving.
A sharp, involuntary scream tears out of you.
You donât think. You donât plan. You just react. One second youâre across the roomâ
The next, youâre slamming into Mingi, hands clutching his shirt as you practically jump into him, stumbling forward and grabbing on like your life depends on it.
He staggers back, completely caught off guard. âWhoaâheyâ!â
Your grip tightens instantly, fingers digging into him, body pressed close as you shove your face against his chest.
You shake your head, breath quick, heart racing. âNope.â
âThatâs not helpfulââ
He finally glances past youâ and freezes.
ââŚYouâre kidding.â
âKill it,â you say immediately, voice tight as you cling harder. âKill it now!â
âItâs not that bigââ
Something in your tone makes him stop joking. For once.
He exhales, one hand settling instinctively at your waist to steady you, the other hovering like heâs deciding whether to peel you off or not. He doesnât. And thatâs when it hits.
Your hands fisted in his shirt. Your body pressed against his. His arm firm around you, holding you in place like itâs the most natural thing in the world.
Exactly where it used to linger without permission, without hesitation, like it belonged there anymore.
For a second, neither of you moves.
Then slowlyâ You lift your head. Your eyes meet. And everything shifts.
The panic fades just enough for something else to take its placeâsomething warmer, heavier, electric. Mingiâs expression isnât teasing anymore.
His gaze flicks over your face, slower now, more deliberate, like heâs remembering every inch of you without needing to touch.
âYou still hate spiders?â he murmurs, voice quieter.
âGood to know,â he says, but he doesnât sound like heâs talking about the spider anymore. Your fingers tighten in his shirt.
His hand doesnât move. If anythingâIt presses in just slightly. Enough to make your pulse jump. Your head is still against his chest, close enough to feel the steady rhythm of his heartbeat. Or maybe thatâs yours. Everything feels too loud.
You swallow, trying to regain control.
You clear your throat, forcing your hands to loosen, stepping back before you forget how.
âIâm fine,â you say quickly, brushing your hair back like nothing just happened. Like your heart isnât racing.
Mingi doesnât let go immediately. Of course he doesnât. He watches you, something unreadable in his eyes.
Then, slowly, his smirk returnsâbut itâs different now. Less cocky. More⌠dangerous. âFive years,â he says quietly. âAnd you still end up right here.â
You lift your chin, forcing yourself back into that cool, distant version of you. âDonât flatter yourself.â
He steps closer anyway. Just enough to close the space again.
âIâm not,â he murmurs. âJust pointing out a pattern.â Your pulse betrays you. You turn away before he can see it.
âJust kill the spider, Mingi.â
He huffs a quiet laugh, already moving toward the wallâbut his gaze lingers on you for a second longer than it should.
âOh, I will,â he says. âBut I might start bringing one with me.â You donât look at him.
âTry it,â you warn. âAnd Iâll make sure the twins hear every embarrassing story youâve ever told me.â
He chuckles, completely unfazed.
Like somethingâs not finished.
You cross your arms. âYou can go now.â Mingi doesnât move. Instead, he just tilts his head, watching you like heâs got nowhere else to be.
ââŚSeriously?â you add, raising a brow.
âMm,â he hums. âIn a second.â
You stare at him. âNo. Now.â
âRelax,â he says lightly, finally pushing off the wallâbut instead of heading straight for the door, he takes his time. Slow steps. No urgency whatsoever.
You follow him immediately. Not because you want to. Obviously.
Just to make sure he actually leaves.
âShoes,â you mutter as he drags things out, grabbing them and nudging them toward him with your foot. âDoor. Exit. Goodbye.â
âWow,â he says, slipping them on at the speed of a dying snail. âYou always this hospitable?â
âOnly with unwanted guests.â
He smirksâand finally heads for the door.
You move ahead of him, grabbing the handle and pulling it open like youâre personally escorting him out of your life.
âOut,â you say, gesturing.
âand then just⌠stops.
You blink. âWhy are you not moving?â
âI am moving,â he says calmly.
âYouâre standing still.â
âIâm building momentum.â
You stare at him. âI will push you.â
He glances down at you, amused. âYou could try.â You step closer. Close enough to actually shove him if necessary. âDonât test me.â For a second, neither of you moves.
Then his expression shiftsâjust slightly.
Less teasing. More intent.
ââŚYouâre really not coming?â he asks.
Your brows knit together. âComing where?â
âMy concert,â he says, like itâs obvious. Like this has been the conversation all along.
You let out a short, disbelieving laugh. âWeâre doing this again? Right now?â
âWe didnât finish it,â he shrugs.
You stand with your arms crossed, leaning against the doorframe like a judge about to deliver a life sentence. Mingi stands opposite of you, way too relaxed for someone clearly on losing the side of the argument.
âThey are four,â you say slowly. âFOUR.â
âI know how old my kids are,â he shoots back immediately.
You narrow your eyes. âGood. Then act like it.â
âThey love music,â he argues. âThey love my music.â
âThey also love eating crayons,â you reply. âThat does not qualify them for a concert.â
He exhales sharply, running a hand through his hair. âItâs not just a concert. Itâs important to me that they see it. That they see⌠this part of my life.â
Something in your expression flickersâjust for a second.
You cross your arms tighter. âThey see you. Thatâs enough.â
âItâs my concert,â he insists. âI will be there. I can literally see them.â
âYou will not see them,â you counter. âYou will be on stage, jumping around, screaming into a microphone while thousands of people lose their minds.â
He pauses. ââŚOkay, that part is accurate, but stillââ
Thereâs a beat. Too quiet. Too honest.
âNo,â you say, more quietly now. âItâs too loud, too late, too much.â
âIâll get them backstage.â
âIâll hold their juice boxes the entire time.â
ââŚWhat kind of juice boxes?â
His lips twitch. âThe good ones. With the little straws.â
You hesitate for half a second. His face brightens. âThat was a hesitation!â
âThat was not a hesitation,â you snap. âThat was me questioning your parenting influence.â
âThey already packed tiny backpacks,â he tries again. âWith snacks. And Sia packed a spoon. I donât know why, but it felt important.â
You press your lips together to stop a smile.
âNo. Absolutely not. End of discussion.â
Slow. Familiar. Inevitable footsteps.
You straighten instantly. Mingi notices and turns just as Mrs. Hiung appears around the corner like a matchmaking ghost.
âAh!â she says, eyes lighting up. âThere you are! I was just telling my Gunwoo that you would make such a lovelyââ
Not today. Not again. Not Gunwoo, her weird son, with his model trains and his collection of⌠dolls.
Before your brain can fully process it, your survival instincts kick in.
You smile brightly. Recklessly. âMrs. Hiung! Perfect timing. Iâd like you to meet my boyfriend.â
Mingiâs head snaps toward you. âYourâwhat?â
âBoyfriend,â you repeat sweetly.
Mrs. Hiung blinks. âBoyfriend? But what aboutââ
âWell,â you cut in quickly. âWe⌠found our way back to each other.â That lands.
ââŚBack?â he echoes quietly.
You donât look at him. âYes. Even after everything that happened.â Mrs. Hiung looks between you, confused but intrigued. âOh! A second chance! How romantic. And the children?â
Mingi lets out a small breathâthen something shifts. He steps closer.
âTheyâre ours,â he says, voice calm now. Certain. Your heart stumbles.
Mrs. Hiung gasps. âYours?â
âYes,â you say, before you can lose your nerve. âWe just⌠needed time.â
Thereâs a pause. Mrs. Hiung looks between you, clearly recalculating her entire matchmaking strategy.
âAnd,â you continue, committing fully to the bit, âheâs amazing with the twins. They always loved him.â
You turn your head and, before you can overthink it, press a quick kiss to his cheek.
Thereâs a beat of silence. Mingi blinks once. Twice.
Thenâoh noâthat grin appears.
The one that means trouble. Your eyes widen slightly. Careful.
He does not, in fact, choose careful. He puts his arm around your waist and gives Mrs. Hiung a convincing smile. His hand slidesâjust slightlyâlower. Right on your ass again. You inhale sharply. Just to really top it all off, he gives you a light smack on the ass. You flinch ever so slightly, teeth clenched behind that perfectly polished smile.
Mingi, fully committed now, looks at her with mock sincerity. âWeâre working on having another one.â
You elbow him hard in the ribs without breaking your smile.
âAbsolutely,â you say through gritted teeth.
Mrs. Hiung straightens, scandalized. âWell. I⌠I had no idea. Gunwoo will be⌠surprised.â
âYes,â you say quickly. âPlease tell Gunwoo⌠hello.â
She gives Mingi one last suspicious look, then turns and shuffles away, muttering to herself.
The moment she disappears around the corner, you slap his hand from your ass.
âWhat,â you say slowly, âwas that?â He looks completely unbothered. âMethod acting.â
âYou put your hand on myââ
âYou kissed me first.â
âThat was strategic!â
âSo was that,â he shoots back, grinning. You stare at him, trying very hard not to laugh.
âDonât get used to it,â you warn.
âToo late,â he says. âI think Mrs. Hiung already picked out our wedding china.â
You groan, covering your face.
He nudges you lightly. âSo⌠about the concert?â
You drop your hands and glare at him again.
ââŚI hate that this is working,â you mutter.
The car ride already feels wrong.
You sit in the backseat, arms wrapped around yourself, staring out the window like you could disappear into the passing lights if you tried hard enough. The city blurs into streaks of neon and shadow, and every second that brings you closer to the venue makes your stomach twist tighter.
Mingi in your life is already too much.
Thatâs one thing. But this?
This is his world. The one he chose over you.
The one that took him away.
And now youâre driving straight into it.
You swallow hard, your throat dry, your fingers digging into your sleeves.
You could tell the driver to stop.
You could leave. But then you glance at the girls. Their eyes are shining. Practically glowing. âAre we really going to see him?â one of them whispers, barely containing her excitement.
And just like thatâ You stay.
The arena is massive. Too massive.
The lights, the noise, the peopleâit hits you all at once the moment you step out of the car. Your chest tightens instantly, breath catching like the air is suddenly too thin.
You donât belong here. A shadow falls beside you.
âStay close,â a deep voice rumbles.
Heâs enormous. Broad shoulders, arms like solid stone, his expression unreadable but alert. He doesnât askâhe simply gestures, and you follow.
Because what else are you going to do?
He leads you through corridors that smell like electricity and metal and something sharpâlike anticipation itself. The noise grows louder the deeper you go, a distant roar that vibrates in your bones.
âThis area,â he says, voice low. âSafe.â
You nod, even though nothing about this feels safe. Inside, itâs quieter.
Not silentâbut manageable.
You exhale, just a little.
The girls run ahead immediately, eyes wide, taking everything in like itâs magic.
Heâs already thought of everything.
Even toys scattered neatly on a small table.
You stare at it all, something heavy settling in your chest. He really did it. He meant it.
And somehow that makes it worse.
Then the intro starts. It hits like a wave.
A wall of sound crashing through the space, even here, even backstage. The bass vibrates through the floor, up your legs, straight into your chest.
No, noâ This is too much.
The screams followâthousands of voices rising at once, sharp and electric, filled with something you donât want to name.
Your breath stutters. You canât.
âI needââ Your voice cracks. âI need to go.â
The girls donât even hear you. Theyâre already completely absorbed, eyes glued to the screen, faces lit with awe.
You turn to Li, your voice barely holding together. âCan youâcan you watch them? Just for a bit?â
He looks down at you. Studies you.
Then gives a short, approving grunt.
Out of the room, down the hallway, away from the sound that feels like itâs tearing something open inside you. The noise follows you at firstâechoing, chasing, pressing inâbut the further you get, the softer it becomes. Duller.
You push through a set of doors and suddenly: Air. Space. Quiet.
The entrance hall stretches wide, almost empty compared to the chaos inside. The music is muffled here, reduced to a distant thrum, like a heartbeat you can finally ignore. You stumble toward a bench and drop onto it, your hands trembling as you press them against your face.
How did you let this happen?
Your breathing comes uneven, too fast, too shallow. You force yourself to slow down, to inhale deeplyâbut your chest still feels tight.
Donât cry. Not here. Not now.
You swallow hard, blinking rapidly, trying to get a gripâ
The voice is soft. Careful.
You look up. And for a second, you forget to breathe. Heâs⌠good-looking.
Not in the overwhelming, larger-than-life way Mingi is. But in a quiet, grounded way.
Warm eyes. Gentle expression.
The kind of face that feels⌠safe.
âAre you okay?â he asks.
You nod quickly. Too quickly. âYeah. Justâyeah.â
A weak smile tugs at your lips. He doesnât seem convinced, but he doesnât push.
âConcert a bit much?â he asks, sitting down beside you with a small sigh.
You let out a breath you didnât realize you were holding. âYou could say that.â
He chuckles lightly, rubbing the back of his neck. âMy daughters are in there. Teenagers. Completely losing their minds.â He gestures vaguely toward the arena. âI donât get it at all.â You almost laugh.
âMine really wanted to come,â you admit quietly. âI⌠didnât.â
âSame,â he says with a small grin. âAlsoâno offenseâbut itâs kind ofâŚâ He gestures, searching for the word. âIntense.â
âThatâs one way to put it,â you murmur.
âAnd sexy,â he adds, lowering his voice conspiratorially. That makes you snort.
Actually snort. And for the first time since arriving, you feel something loosen in your chest.
âI guess thatâs part of the appeal,â you say.
He glances at you, something warm flickering in his eyes. âGuess so.â
You lean back slightly, letting your head rest against the wall behind you.
And for a second, everything feels⌠simple.
With someone who looks at you like youâre not complicated. Not tied to anything heavy.
Just⌠you. Maybe Mina was right.
Just because Mingi is back in your lifeâ
Doesnât mean everything has to revolve around him. Doesnât mean you stop living.
Doesnât mean you stop⌠feeling something new. You glance at the man beside you.
At his eyesâreally nice eyes. And something shifts. Small. Uncertain. But real.
The backstage area is still buzzing when Mingi finally steps in. The adrenaline hasnât left his system yet. Sweat clings lightly to his skin, his heartbeat still in sync with the echo of the crowdâs roar. Everything is loud, bright and alive.
Right in the doorway. Because the sight in front of him is so absurd, it almost breaks him.
Li. The massive, immovable wall of a man.
Sitting on a small folding chair that looks like it might collapse under him at any second.
Sia perched on one side, happily sipping from a juice box. Nari on the other, quietly munching on cookies like this is the most normal thing in the world.
Holding a juice box himself. Drinking from it.
Completely serious. Mingi presses his lips together. He tries. He really tries.
A small, strangled sound escapes him. Li glances up. Their eyes meet. Li doesnât react. Doesnât blink. Just takes another sip.
A breathy laugh slips out, followed by a quiet shake of his head. âWhat⌠is happening here?â
The girls spot him instantly.
They launch themselves at him. Mingi barely has time to brace before they crash into him, arms wrapping around his legs, voices overlapping in excited chaos.
âI liked the lights!â
âI didnât like the smoke!â
He laughs, dropping down to one knee to meet them halfway, hands automatically going to steady them.
âHey, heyâslow down,â he grins, brushing hair out of Siaâs face. âYou trying to knock me over?â
Sia beams at him. âWatch this!â she announces, stepping back immediately.
She actually tries to copy his choreography.
Itâs⌠not quite right.
But sheâs so serious about it, so determined, that Mingiâs chest tightens for an entirely different reason.
âThatâs my move?â he teases gently.
âYes!â she insists, completely convinced.
Meanwhile, Nari doesnât say a word.
She just clings to him. Small hands gripping his shirt, face pressed against his side.
Mingiâs expression softens instantly. One arm wraps around her without thinking, pulling her closer, grounding himself just as much as her.
âYeah,â he murmurs quietly, more to himself than anyone else. âThatâs my move.â
It hits him. His gaze flicks up. Around the room.
Youâre not there. His smile fades, just slightly. âWhere is she?â he asks, looking at Li. Li doesnât speak. Doesnât explain.
He just tilts his head toward the exit.
And gives Mingi a look. A look that says enough. Mingi straightens slowly.
Something shifts. The humorâs gone now.
Replaced with something sharper. Uneasy.
He ruffles Siaâs hair gently, then presses a quick kiss to Nariâs head. âStay here, yeah?â
âWhere are you going?â Sia asks immediately. âJust checking something.â
He glances at Li. âYou good with them?â
Li doesnât answer. He just grabs another juice box. Nods once.
Mingi huffs out a quiet breath. âIâll take that as a yes.â And then heâs moving.
The hallway feels longer now. Too long.
His steps are quick, uneven, his mind racing ahead of him.
He exhales sharply, dragging a hand through his hair.
He rounds the corner into the main hallâ
And then he sees you. Across the space.
Clean. Put together. Easy smile.
Soft. Like you havenât been suffocating for the last hour. Like this place didnât nearly break you.
Mingi stops walking. Just watches.
As you laugh quietly at something the man says. As you reach outâand shake his hand.
âTake care,â the man says, voice warm.
âYou too,â you reply.
Then you turn and you see Mingi.
Your expression lights up instantly. You walk toward him, heels clicking sharply against the floorâsteady, confident, completely at ease. Too at ease.
Mingi doesnât move. Doesnât say anything.
Just stands there, watching you approach like heâs trying to understand something that doesnât make sense anymore.
You close the distanceâ
Almost run straight into him.
You stop just in time, laughing lightly, like this is all completely normal. Like nothingâs off. Like heâs not standing there completely thrown. You reach up and pat his shoulder casually.
âHey,â you grin. âGreat concert.â
His eyes flick briefly past youâback to where the man stood just seconds ago.
Then back to you. His brow lifts slowly.
A silent question. A dozen unspoken ones.
ââŚYeah?â he says finally, voice lower now.
Different. Something tight under it.
âYeah,â you say easily. âCrowd loved you.â
His gaze lingers on your face. Too long.
Too searching. There it is. That feeling.
Sharp. Familiar. Unwelcome.
He exhales through his nose, one corner of his mouth twitching upânot quite a smile.
âLooks like you had a good time too,â he murmurs. Your eyes narrow slightly. You know that tone.
âOh?â you shoot back lightly. âJealous?â
Because now he smirks. Slow. Dangerous.
Mingiâs smirk lingers for half a second too long. You two go back to the backstage area.
Your eyes narrow, your posture shiftingâsubtle, but enough.
âMaybe you should worry more about your performance than what Iâm doing,â you shoot back lightly, but thereâs an edge now.
He lets out a short, humorless laugh. âOh, I think I did just fine.â
âI didnât say you didnât.â
âNo, you justââ he gestures vaguely behind you, toward where the man had been ââwalk out in the middle of it and start flirting with the first guy you see.â
Your head snaps back slightly.
âDonât play dumb,â Mingi says, voice dropping, tight. âI saw you.â
You blink at him, disbelief flooding your face. âYou saw me⌠talking.â
âOh yeah,â he scoffs. âLooked like a very meaningful conversation.â
Your jaw tightens. âAre you serious right now?â
âI brought you here,â he continues, heat rising in his tone. âFor the girls. For usâand you canât even stay five minutes without running off andââ
âAnd what?â you cut in sharply, stepping closer. âGo on. Finish that sentence.â
His eyes flash. âAnd entertain yourself with someone else instead of being there for your kids.â
Your breath catches for a second, then your expression shifts completely. Cold.
âWow,â you say slowly. âThatâs a bold statement coming from you.â
Mingi straightens. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
You laughâbut thereâs no humor in it. âYou really want to go there? Right now?â
âYeah,â he shoots back immediately. âI do.â
âFine,â you spit. âLetâs go there.â
His jaw sets. âFinally.â
You step closer, voice rising despite yourself. âYou donât get to stand here and accuse me of anything, Mingi.â
âOh, I donât?â he fires back, stepping into your space. âBecause from where Iâm standing, it looks like youâd rather flirt with strangers than be with your own kids at something that actually mattersââ
Your mouth drops open. âAre you out of your mind?!â
âAt least I showed up,â he snaps.
The words hang for a split secondâ
Your expression changes instantly.
All the anger sharpens into something raw.
âShowed up?â you repeat, voice rising. âShowed up?!â
Mingi doesnât back down. âYeah.â
You let out a disbelieving laugh, shaking your head. âYou mean tonight at your own fucking concert? Congratulations, Mingi, do you want a medal?â
His eyes darken. âThatâs not fair.â
âFair?â you almost shout. âYou want to talk about fair?!â
Now youâre both too loud. Too close. Too far gone.
âYou disappeared for years!â you continue, your voice breaking through the control you were trying to hold onto. âYou left meâand now youâre standing here acting like Iâm the one whoâs doing something wrong because I talked to someone for five minutes?!â
âI didnât just leave,â he argues, frustration boiling over. âYou know thatâs not what happenedââ
âOh, Iâm sorry,â you cut him off sharply. âWhat would you call it then? Because from my side it looked exactly like that.â
His hands run through his hair, agitated. âYouâre still holding onto thatââ
âOf course I am!â you snap. âYou donât just get to walk back into my life, into our home, into everythingâand expect me to just forget!â
âIâm not asking you to forget,â he shoots back. âIâm asking you to stop acting like nothing I do now matters!â
âIt doesnât erase what you did!â you fire back immediately.
âAnd what about what youâre doing right now?â he counters. âRunning off, smiling at some random guy likeââ
âLike what?!â you shout. âLike Iâm allowed to talk to someone who actually stayed in the room?!â
The words hit harder than you expected.
Your chest rises and falls sharply. You go lower. Quieter. Deadlier.
âIt didnât matter to you five years ago either,â you say, voice cutting. âHow I felt. What I went through.â
Mingi freezes. For real this time.
âYou werenât there,â you continue, bitterness bleeding through every word. âYou didnât care. Not then. Not when it actually mattered.â
âI didnât know!â he explodes suddenly, voice louder than before, raw in a way youâve never heard it. âI didnât know you were pregnantâif I had knownââ
âExactly,â you cut in immediately, voice sharp and bitter. âYou didnât know.
Your eyes lock with his. Cold. Unforgiving.
âBecause you didnât care enough to find out.â
You donât let him recover.
âBecause I didnât matter,â you continue, quieter nowâbut worse. âI didnât matter to you then. So you donât get to stand here now and act like you suddenly have the right to question me.â
Mingiâs breathing is uneven now.
His hands clench at his sides.
âYou donât get to make a scene,â you finish, voice steady despite everything burning inside you. âNot after that.â
The silence that follows is heavy.
Theyâve gone completely quiet.
Standing just a few steps away, eyes wide, confusion replacing excitement.
Your chest drops. Mingi sees it too.
Before either of you can say anythingâ
A massive hand clamps onto each of your arms. Firm. Unmovable.
He steps between you effortlessly, pulling both of you apart like itâs nothing.
His voice is low. Calm. But thereâs no room for argument.
âNot in front of the children.â
Thatâs it. No yelling. No lecture. Just that.
Harder than anything you or Mingi said to each other.
You both stop immediately. Like someone hit a switch.
Your breathing is still heavy, your heart still racingâbut the fight drains out of the space just as fast as it came.
âRight,â you murmur, swallowing hard.
Mingi nods too, jaw tight. ââŚYeah.â
Neither of you pulls away from where Li is still holding you for a second longer than necessary.
The silence that follows is thick.
The drive home is quiet. Too quiet.
The girls fall asleep almost instantly in the backseat, curled up against each other, exhaustion overtaking whatever they felt earlier.
You stare out the window again. Just like before.
Thereâs no energy left.
No anger. Just⌠heaviness.
Beside you, Mingi doesnât say a word.
Doesnât look at you. Doesnât move.
And for the first time that nightâ
The distance between you feels bigger than ever.
Mingi doesnât sleep. Not properly.
Heâs alone in his dorm room, ceiling staring back at him like it has answers it refuses to give. The silence isnât calmingâitâs loud in a different way. Every time he closes his eyes, he sees it again. Your face. Your voice.
That moment you went cold.
He turns over, drags a hand down his face.
âThatâs not what I meant,â he mutters into the empty room, like it might respond.
The next morning, he doesnât wait long.
He shouldnât go. He knows that too.
The ride over is too fast, his thoughts faster. By the time heâs standing outside your door, he actually hesitates.
Then he knocks. A pause. The door opens.
Still a little tired. Hair slightly messy. Barely guardedâbut still careful.
Your eyes land on him and immediately sharpen.
âWhat do you want?â you ask. Direct. Flat.
For a second, he almost defaults to humor. To ease. To himself. But nothing comes out right. So he doesnât try.
ââŚI couldnât sleep,â he admits instead.
Your expression doesnât change, but something in your gaze flickers.
He exhales. âYesterday was⌠a mess.â
âThatâs one way to put it,â you mutter.
Neither of you moves. The air feels thinner than it should. Mingi shifts slightly, hands in his pockets now, less sure of himself than usual.
âI shouldnât have said what I said,â he begins carefully. âAbout you and that guy.â
Your eyes flicker for a second, but you stay quiet. âAnd I shouldnât have dragged the kids into it like that,â he adds. âThat wasnât fair.â That one lands harder. You exhale slowly through your nose.
Mingi watches you like heâs waiting for impact. Then, quieter:
That makes your brows lift slightly.
ââŚYeah,â you say softly. âI noticed.â
A faint, almost embarrassed breath leaves him. âOf course you did.â Silence again.
But itâs different now. Less sharp.
More exposed. He looks at you properly this time.Not through you. At you.
âIâm sorry,â he says simply. No excuses. No spin. Just that.
You stare at him for a moment longer than you probably should.
Because this is the part that always gets complicated. Not when heâs arrogant.
Not when heâs loud. But when heâs honest.
You should still be angry.
But another partâannoyingly, unfairlyâjust feels warm. Like your chest forgets how to stay cold when he looks at you like that.
You look away briefly, exhaling.
ââŚYou really are bad at handling your emotions,â you mutter.
A small, relieved smile tugs at his lips. âOnly when youâre involved.â
You roll your eyes, but itâs weaker than before.
ââŚYou were still an asshole.â
Then you shift slightly to the side.
Not fully opening the door. Not closing it either. Something in between.
Mingi notices. He doesnât push. Just nods once, softer now.
ââŚThank you,â he says.
And for a momentâ neither of you says what comes next.
Because for him whatever this isâŚ
Mingi lingers in the doorway, hands still in his pockets like heâs not entirely sure he deserves to be standing there. You donât step aside any further. He doesnât ask you to. For a moment, neither of you speaks.
Itâs almost funny, how quickly the silence after a storm can feel familiar.
Then Mingi lets out a small breath, rubbing the back of his neck. âDo you rememberâŚâ he starts, then hesitates, like heâs testing whether heâs allowed to go there.
Your eyes narrow slightly. âThatâs a dangerous sentence.â
A faint smirk tugs at his lips. âProbably.â Still, he continues.
ââŚthe time we tried to cook together and almost burned down your kitchen?â
That earns a pause. Then, despite yourself, your lips twitch.
âOh my god,â you breathe out. âYou set off the smoke alarm with pasta water.â
âIt was aggressive pasta water,â he defends immediately.
You shake your head, a quiet laugh slipping out before you can stop it. âYou were panicking more than the alarm.â
âYou were laughing at me instead of helping.â
âI was helping,â you shoot back. âI opened the windows.â
âYou opened all of them,â he corrects, pointing at you slightly. âIn winter.â
You actually laugh. Properly this time.
It slips out before you can hold it back, and something in your chest loosens just a little as the memory settles between you both.
Mingi watches you like he forgot that sound existed.
âYeah,â he murmurs, softer now. âYouâre still like that.â
âLike what?â you ask, still smiling faintly.
âLoud when you shouldnât be.â
You smile fades just a fractionâbut not completely.
âAnd youâre still annoying,â you reply.
For a moment, itâs almost easy. Almost normal.The kind of normal that used to exist without effort. Then the silence returns.
And it changes the air again.
The space between you feels wider now, like reality is gently pushing back in. You notice it first. You straighten slightly, folding your arms againânot defensive, just⌠instinct.
The warmth in your expression fades into something more controlled.
Careful. Mingi notices too. His gaze shifts, just slightly.
âRight,â he says quietly.
Just a signal that the moment is over. You nod once. âRight.â
He hesitates another second, like he wants to say moreâbut doesnât.
Respecting the distance you just rebuilt.
âI should go,â he says.
He gives a small nod, then turns.
Just the quiet sound of him walking away.
The door closes. You stay where you are.
Then you open the door, let it click shut properly, and lean your back against it.
A long breath leaves you before you even realize youâre holding it.
Your head tilts back slightly.
And in the silence of your own spaceâ
you whisper, almost to yourself:
ââŚWhere the hell is this supposed to go?â
No answer comes. Just the faint echo of something that still isnât finished.