I don't want to miss you anymore

now that you're gone, i realize how saturated by you my life had become and now it feels bland.

why do you lie so much?

i miss the tender kisses in the library and the shared eye contact when we had the same idea and my shy giggles paired with your boisterous laugh and our hushed voices when we were supposed to be studying

promise me you won’t leave me low

I read our old messages. I laughed then cried.

the beautiful words that used to lull me to sleep now keep me up at night

I am not needed and that scares me so much

I love when you look at me like that. When you smile just a bit and watch the way my lips move when I talk

I looked over at him and for a moment he was the only person I could see

the sound of your voice gives me butterflies

you got me hooked

I always think of you before I fall asleep

my eyes are burning from all the crying, I swear it feels like I'm dying