i made this blog because i feel like i've spent a long time not really knowing how to express myself. i want a place where i can find my voice, share stuff about my life, and write without feeling like i have to filter everything i say.
also... LOVE LOVE LOVEEE the idea of having a little corner of the internet that's anonymous! somewhere i can ramble, overshare, romanticize my life, talk about things i'm passionate about, and connect with people who understand/want to be understood
you can expect fanfics, life updates, and random stuff lolol
ive been writing for a while, but have never posted publicly! if anyone has any tips, tricks, advice, constructive criticism etc... PLSPLS share! all the other cool tumblr fanfic blogs ive been reading have inspired me a lot but i prob wont get everything right at first!
if you have any requests... click the cute lil mail icon and send! ill do my best to write for you guys, at my own discretion
if any of that sounds interesting, feel free to stay awhile ♡
⋆˚꩜ interests!
ok and if you guys arent totally bored yet... here are some of my MANY hobbies/fandoms/interests!
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Hi, guys...... I WOULD LOVE TO SAY THAT IVE BEEN WORKING ON THE FIC BUT THIS SHIT IS NOT FOR THE WEAK. but I have 2 bfs now (nationals bf, exclusive??) LOLOL ahhh yea this shit is insane im tired timw for bed
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ok so im gonna start this sort of mini series where i literally just rant about my old man situationship bc idk who else to talk to without everyone ik judging me so yea hope u enjoy LOLOL
so we were having a pretty normal convo which is lowkey a nice change bc we've been kinda off lately, not fighting js some tension
so idek why i even asked but i was like "do you still see me as a kid" and boom left on read for 2 hours kill me now uguuguhuh im too dependent on this man so wish me luck i guess
ok guys here's the teaser... FEEDBACK IS GREATLY APPRECIATED!! trying to get more ppl engaged lololol
(inspo came from my brother's weird obsession with his boss lowkey)
Your brother just started his rotation at The Pitt and won’t shut up about his attending. At first you let it go, it’s an exciting time for him, after all. But when every conversation begins to somehow loop back to him, you start to develop a strong dislike for a man you’ve never even met.
The smell of cheap alcohol and takeout wafted through the overcrowded backyard, friends and family alike clustered under string lights to celebrate your brother's accomplishments. Above the patio doors hung a large banner, his face plastered and slightly wrinkled across the plastic material. The words “I understood the assignment” are printed at the bottom in bold lettering, almost impossible to miss.
Jesus Christ. This was embarrassing.
You shift your weight against the edge of the auburn patio, watching as your brother gets pulled into another conversation. He’s smiling politely, nodding like he hasn’t already told this same story twice. At this point, he seems more like an aspiring actor rather than an upcoming doctor. Someone laughs loudly at something he says, snapping you out of your own thoughts.
Finally, the inevitable happens. Someone asks the question.
“So, Joey, what’s it like working at PTMC?”
His face instantly lights up, his exhausted expression completely disappearing.
“Oh, great, man.” He nodded. “You know, it’s stressful. Emergency medicine. But it’s fulfilling.”
A few people in the circle surrounding him murmur in sympathy, like they understand what that means, like “fulfilling” isn’t just a word people say when they don’t want to explain how difficult things can be.
You watch your brother gesture vaguely as he talks, his hands moving as if he’s still at the hospital instead of standing in a backyard surrounded by folding chairs and plastic cups. His movements appear to be calculated despite the lax environment.
“And the attending?” your uncle asks, leaning in. “What’s he like again?”
Of course.
You exhale through your nose before you can stop yourself, fighting not to roll your eyes.
Joseph does not hesitate.
“Oh, Dr. Abbott?” he says, like the name alone explains everything. “He’s… he’s honestly incredible. Like, you don’t even realize how much you’re learning until you’re in it with him. He sees everything.”
There it is. Again.
You glance away, bored of a man you’ve never met. Part of you feels guilty for tuning your brother out. He worked hard to get to where he is today, and it’s important to you that he’s enjoying this new chapter of life. But he doesn’t just talk about him. He fixates on him. Frankly, after hearing your brother constantly rave about mundane medical knowledge that his attending seems to be so well-versed in, you’re truly starting not to care.
“He’ll catch stuff you didn’t even know you missed. And he doesn’t, you know, uh, he doesn’t baby you. He just expects you to keep up.” He said, a prideful grin stretched across his face. At this point, it might be safe to consider that cheeky smile a lovestruck expression.
Someone lets out a low whistle, impressed.
“Sounds intense,” a family friend says.
“It is,” your brother admits, his tone laced with pride. He pauses before speaking again, softer, almost sentimental. “He’s fair, though. Dr. Abbot.”
Fair. Of course he is. This guy is clearly just the best. Smart, fair, incredible…
You shift your gaze toward the patio doors again, letting the redundant conversation blur into static. The celebratory banner flutters slightly in the warm air, Joseph’s face stretched across it. The large spectacle amused you when you first walked in; however, as you stared at the banner, you couldn’t help but feel taunted.
Another chuckle. Another question. Another story.
And somewhere in the middle of it all, as you’re fading in and out of the forced dialogue, you realize with growing certainty that you are going to be hearing about Dr. Abbott for a very long time. A very, very, long time
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hi guys!! on friday im heading out for congressional debate nationals so nothing OFFICIAL coming out soon BUTTTTT... pls spam my inbox for asks so I can get an idea of what ppl want to see in the future!
b4 I leave I'll prob post a small snippet of my writing tho sooo stay tuned
I may or may not have some additional free time to polish up on my first big fic while I'm there, but expect that to come out in July!!!
(also be prepared for my nationals dumps at the end of each day debating as a sweat with even more sweats is WHEW)
