wish simplicity

hi i boldly encourage all Jeremy Knox fans to watch Tom At The Farm dir. Xavier Dolan

i had to be the one to tell my younger self that you cannot shrink yourself into nothing and get upset when you become socially invisible. you have to make an effort to become part of the life you stare at when you think nobody’s looking

i’m obsessed with myself in the same way a moth is obsessed with a sweater. chewing through the fibers of the being until there is nothing left

having a brother is just “we are mirrors of each other. i don’t like who you are anymore but i know you better than anybody else could. i recognize what has changed you and i vow to recover in ways you didn’t have the courage to. i don’t want to be near you but i will love you until the end of time.” and its also just the minyard twins

alarm bells are ringing and i can feel my brain developing for the first time in my life