i feel like 10 years of weed is catching up to me and making me feel stupid and lethargic but idk if i can stop atp. Is that ok or

If they combined tumblr and substack i’d be happy but instead i csn barely use either

My mom having a meltdlwn and berating me in front of people until I was literally hyperventilating and refusing to stop to the point that I accidentally said “stop fucking talking” which obviously set her off even more…. And then it all ending with me apologizing (for what she perceived as me being rude bc I said we should just put all the dishes in the dishwasher after she asked me to hand wash them) and therapizing her for an hour so she doesn’t continue to ruin everyone’s vibe… still happening at 30 🤡

I operate too slowly for my lifestyle and situation omg I need like 3 days to do 1 day of things. And I don’t have time for that

I was reviewing my journal from this year and omg mushrooms actually fixed me.. I had the most simple breakthrough and it resolved so many things. Alhamdulillah fr

I guess it’s not that serious and girls can do whatever they want including being a professional daughter and wife 🤍 They’re so happy…. it’s that easy sometimes

I need to change whatever it is about me that makes men think it’s acceptable to flirt with me bc it always makes me feel so… bad. I hate men