winningkoopa

Maid has been filled out because that’s what my friend voted on. But which one should I do next?

Been sick for almost 2 years now. I’m finally getting an MRI on the 12th but honestly I’m kinda scared. Scared of what they can or will find, or even what they won’t find (if nothing is wrong with my brain then what is wrong.) On top of being sick it’s been almost 2 years since my car accident as well. I was already in a wheelchair then, though I was getting better using a walker, the car accident basically made it where I need the chair at all times. Is it bad to say that I hate it? Idk, it makes me feel like an inconvenience. Because it is an inconvenience, at least to me. Most of my doctors refuse to do shit (still haven’t gotten my referral for an optometrist or psychiatrist and it’s been 2 months). Idk, I’m feeling it today. I’m feeling all the frustrating emotions. Jealousy too as I keep hearing my friends speak of a vacation, as terrible as that sounds. It’s just a reminder of the things I can’t do anymore.

I wanna say the days where I feel good about myself are more than the days I don’t, but every now and again I feel like I can’t ignore these angry feeling anymore. Also yeah glad I can vent through this little guy now. Always found it easier to vent through characters.

Still working on the new puppet too. The old one I retired a long time ago.