my doctor: your behavior seems like a mixed state
me: lmao what no i'm always like this
me (to a friend immediately after): yeah idk i sort of always feel sick but like really excited and also i'm possibly not actually awake right now and i forgot how to eat and idk i just have a lot of mixed feelings about things right now
my friend: ...
me: anyway i just saw the coolest dog and started crying isn't that wild wyd tho lmao










