frani

i've been feeling kind of awful lately. i think of it as residual sadness like i could have a great day, and objectivly nothing is wrong in my life, but i lie in bed at night and i just get Sad. or maybe not sad, but i think about how i have half of my major left and i'm not ready to start making a life on my own, or how i really have nothing to give to the world; i always feel one slip away from realising all my life choices for the last four years have been wrong. how people are going to die sooner than i think, or about how much the lying in bed it's probably leading me to muscle atrophy and how i should probably move, work out, go for a run, but i'm simply too embarassed to do it. i'll think about all the things i wanna learn and how i'm simply too lazy to do. and then i'll wake up. and i'll get up, and i'll eat, and laugh and go out with my friends, maybe i'll be in a mood, sure, but i'm showering, there's nothing physically wrong with me. and then i'll lay in bed again. and it'll all happend again.

ive read a couple of great fics around 11 times each in the last couple days. ive stalked the authors' tumblr account at least twice. please write more,,,i'm going insane

footbal rpf AO3 it's so good omg it's my guilty pleasure like these people probably would rather DIE than having someone implies that they're gay, but i've read the best fwb fics and i'm a sucker for that

did she just...oh my god

kerry weaver, what a golden woman you are):

laura ines is such a great actress omg the way she sounds like a little girl while talking about her bio mom UGH

o-kay after a little while im watching er again! s5e18!

wow carter has terrible luck. everything in his life is there to make him carry guilt. dang

ow jeanie and peter):

hathaross was so good up until this point im heartbroken

like im so upstet LMAO the whole storyline felt so regressive perhaps i need to sit this one down and think it more throughly but as of now im pissed as hell

im looking for doug ross's head what the fuck why is he abandoning carol like this. actually i hate this storyline, it feels like a s2 hathaross. where the hell is the growth come onnn

lucy knight its a star i love her