*Dean reading the books thoroughly and seeing just how intimate they are* Me and Sam?!
*finds fics* And I’m the bottom? WHY AM I THE BOTTOM?!
*weecest* Why would they think that? Ok I admit we’re close but we’re brothers. And how do they know I used to get off to Sammy?
*discovers canon fics* I put him before every other relationship? So? Of course I love Sam. He’s my baby brother. Mine.
Has Sam read it? He said it was good research but what did he think about those parts?
*reading more fics* ‘When have I ever checked Sammy out- there was that one time’ but his brother had a nice body he can’t observe?!
*finds more fanfiction* How the hell is he topping?! I’m clearly the older brother! Does Sam know about this? …..wait there’s some Top Dean. I’ll just see what that’s about.
Do I really look at him like he’s the only person in the world? Why wouldn’t I? Sammy’s #1. *scrolls* in my car?! We do it in my car?!
*thinks about Sam topping* WHY IS HE TOPPING?!
*After reading dozens of fanfics* I want to be inside him. Am I going back to hell?



















