people you've been before

and like i do like being feminine just not all the time i get really tired of it sometimes

i just like feel like it's never masculine enough when i try to dress masculine so it's better to lean into femininity because that's a lot easier to do

i wore a suit vest as a top yesterday and it was very nice i really liked it maybe i dont mind presenting a little more androgynous sometimes

i need to make my pants better most of my pants are hand me downs that are too big or too skinny or just horribly shaped i need to pick them apart and sew them together ina better shape i really want some wide legged pants all of my jeans are slightly flared skinny jeans

sometimes i feel like a doll playing dressup with itself

kefir is a magical substance because it gives all the nutritional benefits of yogurt with none of the texture of yogurt

ive ridden on two roller coasters in my life and i did enjoy them but i didn't feel any urge to scream or put my arms up or anything so i kind of just sat there 😭 but it was fun—although the second one i liked a lot less because we only got lap belt thingies and the track wove in and out of this metal structure so i felt like i was going to hit my head the whole time so i didn't really enjoy it as much. the first one was excellent though- we had the harness thing that goes on your whole chest and there was nothing near my head so i could ride in peace. very fun experience and i enjoyed the feeling of my stomach clenching more than i thought i would—i think i was less sure at first, but i honestly miss it now and would love to ride one again someday

i tan super super easily and the upside of this is i have never had a sunburn but the downside is that my scars become much more visible in the summer

i NEED fun colored tights oh my godd