I need several hours of Quiet Time each day or i become the worst person alive

Not even kidding I’m so grateful for everything that I have rn but I’m really praying for more connections, more joy, more happiness, more love, more people, more energy, more life in the years to come and I know I will be receiving all of that + more

once a year narry let us know that they hang out and we live off that serotonin until the next sighting

sometimes im like…..what is the point of all this ??? and then i hang out with the people i love, and for a brief moment, i see

it sure is fun being private and closed off but just once or twice i would like to submit to the mortifying ordeal of being known without it being such a mortifying fucking ordeal

being in your early twenties is like [grocery shopping alone] [having instant noodles for dinner] [remembering random details about that one friend you haven't spoken to in five years] [feeling overwhelming guilt for every purchase that isn't strictly "necessary"] [having midday naps] [finding out through facebook that the girl who was mean to you in high school has a husband and a baby] [falling a little in love with every stranger on public transport] [pretending you're not afraid of being alone] [wondering when you'll feel like a fully realized person] [listening to bands you liked in middle school] [blinking and it's suddenly december] [failing to imagine yourself ten years from now] [feeling like you're running out of time]

i am normal about characters

#said while gripping sink staring into mirror

louis moves with the intoxicating confidence of someone who knows they’re a bad bitch