chronic fatigue from mental illness and neurodivergency isn't something you can just will your way out of. your nervous system is part of your body. your brain is an organ. the fatigue is real. you're not lazy. so be kinder to yourself. be gentler with your bodymind.

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one day I will meet a person who won’t find my mind a little too heavy. who won’t tell me to stop thinking and overthinking. someone who understands that loving people so much is who I am. someone that won’t call me a handful. someone who is ready to love with all they have too. someone who wants to take on this world with me by their side. that will be a happy day.

People fandom to find the perfect person to love them. But that’s not how love work. Love is giving. No one talk about learning or improving themselves to love others better. Since the Disney princess movies our perspective of love has shifted to the other side. We lost focus of our own part of love. We want to remain the same and expect other people to love as we are. We never blame ourselves for our own faults in the relationship. If we focus on giving love, all of our relationship will improve.