Not so fine mental health

2nd chances are possible with proper agreement and discipline on my part. But, would it be possible for you too knowing that I know too much of your secret and hers?

Without any room for doubt, I love you. I enjoy being with you everyday even if it brings risks on my part. I love your laughs and small giggles when we talk, tickle and tease. The way your eyes fold into nearly slits when you laugh a little too hard. It's you, I just love even the simplest version of yourself. Basta ikaw, mahal.

This is not the first time that I have loved, but this would be the first of receiving love as much as I want you to receive it equally or much more.

Without anger or grudge, bub. How do you lie so well when I ask things or give you chances to open up. I already know. Actually, sinisikmura ko lang ang hi or hello niya everytime and sometimes ask myself, papano mo 'to nakakaya na kung tutuusin, napapahiya na ako ng sobra sobra. Pride wala na, ultimo dignidad, wala.