i am starting to lose the groggy sense that i have woken up which is in some sense good. And in another, melancholy.

The sun is strong today. On this day, out of every other, I am perplexed by the changing hours of daylight. Days get shorter everyday, not as they have for the past long while. I am readjusting to this and watching the sun. called off sick from work, as well

Apologies for being absent, though updates are sparse life carries on as an entrepreneur, a tenet, a former politician, a business rival, etc, ha ha Yes, I see my acquaintances often, no updates there, In case you wondered as much, Don’t, life remains as it always was for myself

had a customer who asked where to find the relish, but Relish has never been on the menu. i scoffed and i told them to buy it themselves if they wanted it that badly HA. They threatened to report ME lol.

i left a book behind And while i can simply get another i won’t be able to break it in in the same way. Or rewrite it perfectly now that some days have passed. It needed another read through.

feeling energized today. in the kind of way that makes you very tired by nightfall.

Made pasta today. it was over cooked and Chewy and Now i am tired.

Went on a walk this morning and brought tommy along with me. he continuously hinted that it was his birthday as if it was a coincidence that i had arrived at his house at 10am to shake him awake. i would have continued the bit but he didn’t seem to get it, so i wished him a happy birthday.

wondering every day why the child has unrestricted internet access. just recently he has taken to calling me a “hater” ? I am Nothing of the Sort?? i swear his rare and fiendish insults know no bounds

having violent thoughts or smonthing of the sort

a new dawn breaks. Despite persistent questioning from the masses i spent some time to ignore such trivialities and sit in the grass. it has been getting warmer. As for the relentless questioning, i have given up paper crafts.

i am being myself, i am actively coming out of my shell, i suppose. the child says i am “cringe” and to “kys.” SO I hit him with a book and All of a Sudden my father has materialized at the door to tell me off. When I WASNT the one proclaiming death threats.

I am attempting to have another hobby and I’ve settled on quilling, as in the paper craft. the designs are abhorant and I have rendered a tree and a peacock. phil has attempted to put it on the fridge but i refuse. Tommy, too, sulks around me while I work. i’ve hidden all of the supplies to avoid any more interrogation.

ayyy HOT DOGS HOT DOGS come getcha HOT DAWGS special deal friday ownly getcha TWO for TWO HOT DAG trade ya for miscellaneous goods if ya ain’t got money HOT DA-

society needs to bring back making jesters fear for there lives. i’m tired of dumb little internet jokes having no consequences. lock me up for insurrection the next time i make a joke it will build character.