⚠Skinny=Control⚠

(note: i’m not doing this to promote, just coping in my own weird way lol)

1. you: *goes out in public*

2. you: i want to recover / your ed:

3. when u eat 2 calories over ur limit and u feel like it counts as a binge/fail

4. hearing “ur ed will eventually kill you”

5. the number on the scale: *goes up by .1* / you:

6. when u feel like you’ve lost weight but the number on the scale is higher than last time u checked it

7. you: i want to be skinny / your ed:

8. someone who doesn’t have an ed: *makes a joke about ed’s* / you, internally:

9. anyone: *comments on your weight in a positive or negative way* / you:

10. when u have absolutely no energy to exercise

i’ve spent far too much time crying about my appearance and hating myself because of my weight. i’ll be 19 next year and i can’t do this anymore i can’t go through life being fat anymore. i will be skinny in 2020, i’ll make sure of it

i’ve spent far too much time crying about my appearance and hating myself because of my weight. i’ll be 19 next year and i can’t do this anymore i can’t go through life being fat anymore. i will be skinny in 2020, i’ll make sure of it

Reblog if:

your sw is 250+

you struggle with binge eating

you don’t currently “look like you have an ed”

-your collarbones are so defined that whenever you wear a necklace, the chain falls into the dip a little bit. when you wear off the shoulder tops, people stare and wonder if those dips could hold water or not.

-you purchase regular jeans, not high waisted, and wear them with a crop top. when you sit, your stomach is completely flat without the jeans covering anything up. everyone is jealous.

-it’s come to the point where you don’t crave food anymore. sure, you eat, but it’s always small and dainty meals, and you never binge.

-you’re known around school/town as the skinny one. people wonder how you lost that much weight. you tell everyone that it’s just self control as you drink your black coffee.

Black leggings where your thighs don’t touch

Being extra cold from your ED and winter weather™️ so wearing multiple layers

3 layers of fuzzy socks because your feet are so cold from how well you’re restricting

No one can see your weight loss but you right now, focus!

Fluffy sweater paws covering dainty wrists

Having to move slowly so you don’t pass out. Why be in a hurry?

SUMMER BODIES ARE MADE IN THE WINTER 👏🏼👏🏼

On Christmas, you’re stomach is so small you only pick at dinner

You won’t even binge anymore, you’ll be past that point

Distant relatives hug and greet you with a “Wow! You’re so thin, you need some meat on those bones!”

You deserve happiness.

Your dream body will look gorgeous in all of the flowy outfits Spring offers.

Returning in the months of spring with thin thighs and a small waist

You WILL be in control.

Receiving clothes as gifts and they don’t fit because of how much weight you’ve lost this month

Feeling hot green tea slide into your empty stomach

Back pains from standing too long.

A beautiful thin neck that peeks out of warm turtlenecks

Collarbones peaking through your T- Shirt. You can’t help it.

Your friends commenting on how you seem thinner, you reply with “I’ve just had the flu is all.”

Christmas lights illuminating your carved out cheekbones as you sit in front of the tree.

Sitting in front of the fireplace to warm your thin frame.

Sipping on 50 cal hot chocolate as you study for school

Just like a snowflake ❄️ , the fat will steadily melt off of you.

Feeling like a dainty, thin elf as you dance around on winter nights in your beautiful body

I wish my BMI would drop as low as all my grades.