this is my safe space

i hate the fact that pretty girls just instantly make my brain go "you're fat you should go get rid of the thing you ate and never eat again you dont deserve it" LIKE BITCH IM TRYING TO BE GAY IN PEACE WILL YOU LET ME BE

I’m convinced that almost all of my problems come from me being too fat. periodt.

🌟My legs are literally so fat ugh 🌟

When you look drastically different in every. single. fucking. reflective. surface.

If I die of this disorder before I'm skinny I'm gonna be so fucking mad.

Me: alright, we’re doing this! Me, 5 minutes later: *eats 4 servings of pasta and a chocolate bar*

we are ignoring my actual current weight until it’s back to what my bio says my current weight is thank you that is all

i honestly hate me. like, everything... my body, my personality, the way i dress, the way i talk, walk and annoy everyone i talk to. i just wanna disappear

If it isn't registered in my health app it didn't happen