Self destruction is such a pretty little thing.

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I saw TPR last night so I was inspired. Plus, she’s hot and I’m in need of a snappy bitch character because Axel has his days, but he’s really nice.

Think of what I said. I will see you later, yes? If you ever want help, just find me.

I, uh... Yeah, right. Thanks.

i support this

Do you remember what I told you about caring?

I remember. 

I do not feel sorry for you, and I certainly am not trying to change you. It is good that you have a problem and you accept it, but it is not healthy.

I don't care anymore, Axel. I honestly don't. 

I like to help people. You do not like help?

I don't like it when people try to "fix" me. I don't want anyone's pity. I know I'm fucked up, I'm not trying to change myself. I don't want people to feel sorry for me; I did this to myself.

Do not give up.

You're a little late on this whole support and help thing. 

Well, no. They are never sure, but you do need help.

I gave up on looking for help.

And why?

Because it's bullshit when they say "oh nothing's wrong with you, you'll be fine." Like fuck no, there is something wrong with me and you don't know if I'll be fine.

You should.

I went to one, haven't gone back. 

You use a lot of cuss words. That is not very good. Neither are drugs. Do you still do them?

I cuss to get my point across. And it's pretty obvious I still do. Ella wants me to uh... go to meetings and stuff...

Then what happened? I am seventeen right now.

Well, I moved out of my dad's house because I got tired of his shit, and moved in with my friend. And to put it bluntly, I got addicted to a whole bunch of drugs and shit and yeah. I'm pretty fucked up.