what.

payed public restrooms

“don’t you think it’s a little weird the owner’s on holiday for the third time this month?”

“wouldn’t it be so funny to strike on the busiest day of the week?”

No lesson

no purpose

if god is everything or god is nothing

if the oppression of a people

the annihilation of a kind

is used as a lesson to teach

then let god be nothing

let him be banished to hell

where so called heretics suffer for refusing to kneel for a narcissistic tyrant

let him suck off satan in an orgy of violence

fueled by misanthropy and misery

I will not bow before a god who created violence

rape

torture

murder

on a throne built from the flesh of the millions who suffered as a result of his ideals

like something that needs to be fixed but can never fully recover from the cracks that have formed

i’ve tried everything

i have taped them together, with all the love and care i could bring up

tried to glue them shut

and in frustration threw it on the ground again, cursing myself out and starting over because this time i will fix it right?

this time i will do better right?

please

tell me i will do better

tell me i will be better

i can’t feel like this forever

i can’t stay like this forever