has anyone ever delved into the realization lily had when she got pregnant? her nineteen self being scared and alone and in a war an not thinking truthfully about what was she even supposed to do in those conditions. i've always seen the news being portrayed as this joyful happy discovery but it seems to me such a downplay of her character to see that she's pregnant and just???? accept it???? no resentment or internal conflict in sight? during a WAR at NINETEEN??
my thing is that she tells james who is so happy because j dumb we've been knew while she internally wants to k herself. marlene suggests an abortion. her mother's catholic ass tells her it would be a sin not to birth the child. sirius calls them stupid. remus just sighs.

















