Whittle Willow

it's so stupid, going back and forth between "it's love!" and "obviously it's not, i wanna be single". i'd rather go back to how i was before. i like being promiscuous and flirting, i like the will we won't we, i wanna be allowed to feel a little romantic attraction to ppl who aren't my partner. it's how i'm meant to live, not stuck to one person.

i shouldn't have jumped into a relationship. i don't WANT a relationship with ANYONE i was ENJOYING being single!

now idk if i could get myself to leave.

he's a sweet boy and doesn't deserve to be strung along and then hurt. they really really love me. maybe i love them too or maybe i just feel really affectionate towards them. idk... i definitely don't wanna hurt them and idk that i wanna be in a relationship with them either.

i hate this situation, i shouldn't have got myself into it. fucking stupid.