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this blog has moved.Ā i will selectively bring a few threads/verses with me to the new blog. no ships will transfer.
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Ā Ā Ā Ā TŹį“Źį“ ÉŖs į“ ŅÉŖŹį“ ÉŖÉ“ ŹÉŖį“. Sį“į“į“į“ŹÉŖÉ“É¢ Ā sį“į“Źį“ į“ŹÉŖÉ“É¢Ā į“ɓᓠ Źį“į“į“į“ÉŖŅį“Ź. Ā Ā Ā Ā Dį“É“É¢į“Źį“į“sĀ į“ɓᓠ į“į“į“į“į“Ņį“Ź. Cį“Źį“ į“į“ į“Źį“ Źį“į“Źį“ į“É“į“ į“”į“Źį“ į“į“ į“Źį“ Ā Ā Ā Ā į“į“į“į“Ź. Ā TŹį“Źį“ Ā ÉŖs Ā ÉŖį“į“ Ā ÉŖÉ“ Ā ŹÉŖs Ā į“ į“ÉŖÉ“s. Ā Eį“į“į“ÉŖÉ“į“ss. Ā A Ā į“ į“ÉŖį“ Ā į“Źį“į“ Ā Ā Ā Ā į“ į“į“sÉ“'į“ É“į“į“į“ į“į“ Ā Źį“ Ā ŅÉŖŹŹį“į“ . TŹį“Źį“ ÉŖs Ā į“ į“sį“Źį“į“į“ÉŖį“É“ Ā į“É“į“ Ā į“Źį“į“s. Ā Ā Ā Ā Sį“É“ÉŖį“Ź į“ɓᓠɪ É“ s į“ É“ ÉŖ į“ Ź. Cį“Źį“ , į“į“Źį“į“Źį“į“į“į“ , į“ɓᓠᓠŹÉŖį“į“Źį“ į“Źį“į“¢Ź. Ā Ā Ā Ā TŹį“Źį“ ÉŖs į“ Źį“Źį“ į“”Źį“Źį“ ŹÉŖs sį“į“Ź į“sį“į“ į“į“ Źį“; ᓠ ɢ į“ É“ ŹŹ ŹÉŖs sÉŖį“ į“, Ā Ā Ā Ā į“É“į“ Ā į“ Ā ŹŹį“į“Źį“Ź Ā Źį“Ņį“ Ā Źį“ŹÉŖÉ“į“ Ā į“į“ Ā į“ÉŖį“į“ Ā į“į“ Ā į“Źį“ Ā ŹŹį“į“į“É“ Ā į“ÉŖį“į“į“s.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā ā ⦠but it doesnāt mean we shouldnāt fight.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā indie dean winchester || multi-everything || primarily s1-5 & au || selective&privateĀ
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this blog has moved.Ā i will selectively bring a few threads/verses with me to the new blog. no ships will transfer.
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Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā ā ⦠but it doesnāt mean we shouldnāt fight.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā indie dean winchester || multi-everything || primarily s1-5 & au || selective&privateĀ
*graphic made by inkchester
this blog has moved.Ā i will selectively bring a few threads/verses with me to the new blog. no ships will transfer.
the new URL is scnofabitch
this blog has moved.Ā i will selectively bring a few threads/verses with me to the new blog. no ships will transfer.
the new URL is scnofabitch
this blog has moved.Ā i will selectively bring a few threads/verses with me to the new blog. no ships will transfer.
the new URL is scnofabitch
anyone have some simple Dean Winchester URLās you have saved that youād be willing to part with?

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again, very seriously thinking about starting this blog over. moving to a new blog. new URL.Ā ānewā dean. i really think it might do me some good...
Happy Unattached Drifter Christmas
xoxo, Mr. Right Now
Happy Unattached Drifter Christmas
xoxo, Mr. Right Now

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[ ā½ ] - the smug grin, drains.
not because of the tape being tossed away. but because of the questions that follow. and he just turns before it fades, looking out of the window. Ā lights and asphalt flashing by.
and he doesnāt really know how to answer ( or he does, but the words would come out wrong, would give dean the wrong impression and no doubt leave a bad taste in his mouth as they slipped from lips in a poor effort of explanation ).
heās doing it because he can. Ā because it - feels good. Ā because ( and god forbid this ever factor into something ) - itās fun. Ā he enjoys it. Ā and itās not taking anyone for a ride ( no pun intended ) - everyone gets out of it exactly what they expect. Ā thereās no cheating, no lying, and no crack of pool cue across someoneās head when they decide they donāt appreciate being hustled by a couple of strangers inĀ ātheir barā orĀ ātheir townā.
sure, hustling works. Ā it puts money in their pockets. Ā but thereās always a sense of⦠dishonesty about it. Ā sure, it was arguable that if the schmucks didnāt have the cash to lose and the talent to back it up, they shouldnāt be betting in the first placeā¦Ā and this - this doesnāt feel like that. Ā and thereās the fact that he can do it - without dean. Ā and thatās the part that would come out wrong. Ā the part he canāt bear to say. Ā no, he doesnāt need to do it ( other than the fact that one good night could pull in as much, if not more than a decent hustle - sometimes way more ) - but he can. Ā he did. Ā it had paid rent. Ā it had paid bills. Ā it meant that he didnāt have to work two part time jobs as well as take classes and grind himself into a state of exhaustion.
it was something that was just⦠hisā¦
so no. Ā heās not going to say that aloud. Ā because dean would likely take it wholly the wrong way and think that sam didnāt want him around. Ā which wasnāt the case. Ā not at all ( well, maybe not when heās actually ON STAGE, because thatād be kinda weird⦠wouldnāt it? )
āā¦iām good at this.ā
heās talking to the window. Ā breath misting over the flickering reflection. Ā voice quiet, but still loud enough to be heard over the deep rumble of the engine.
āitās not a āchoice of professionā⦠iām still a hunter⦠and thereās nothing - wrong - with it. Ā i just donāt know why it has to be one or the other? why canāt i do both?ā
[ ā ] - ā dean doesnāt understand...
he doesnāt understand the need to do something that brings attention to you on an entirely new level than what they normally have to. people notice when you win big at pool, or darts, or black jack or poker. people notice when you walk out of a dive bar with your pockets five and six times more full than they were when you walked in.Ā
but people are paying to notice when you take the stage ON PURPOSE.Ā they notice a hell of a lot more about you when thatās what the job requires. when youāre TRYING to get them to notice you.
and thatās what makes Dean nervous and uncomfortable about the entire situation. the fact that people will remember Samās face in the morning when the whiskey and other various alcoholic beverages are still weaving their way out of their systems.Ā and who WOULDNāT notice a kid thatās six-foot-four ( & 3/4 ) and built like a shit brick house mated with Adonis?? no one. everyone would see him. and that, in and of itself, is the main problem dean has with this whole situation. itās bad enough that there are evil sons of bitches out there with the name WinchesterĀ at the top of their list of things to rip apart piece by piece, and itās bad enough that the anonymity factor was compromised the moment one shows his or her face in front of crowds the size that that place gets ( and dean has checked the joint out, a time or two... or three...) so he knows what heās talking about.
ā i hate to say it but... i have no doubt that y'er good at it, okay?ā
his fingers grip tighter on the wheel, knuckles whitening for a long moment as he works to wrap his head around everything. takes the time to wonder just how hard he should start working to find a new case in a place far away from here. but he can tell. he can see it written clearly in samās eyes and hear it in the surety in his voice... the kid likes it there.
āman it just makes me a little nervous is all. but look, you go ahead and do your thing. i trust you tāknow how tātake careāa yourself. but man we gotta get back on the road sometime... i just donāt want you to get too attached to this place. mānot gonna stop you from... dancing... because i canāt. but just be careful, aāright?ā
and for once he doesnāt mean just from the monsters ā not entirely.
[ ā½ ] - heās missed dean.
he has. Ā heās spent every moment since this whole thing started trying to find him. Ā but sometimes - Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā sam would like to just punch him in the face.
( which was always an interesting fight. Ā the military man, combat trained and honed and drilled - the perfect fighting machine⦠at least, when it came to tactics. Ā steely and logical and precise. Ā and then there was sam⦠the street fighter. Ā who was chaos and emotion and a whole lot of sheer size and brute strength. Ā whoād grown up fighting with gangs and running from the cops. Ā whoād tangled with bikers in back alleys and walked away with not so much more than a blacked eye. )
thereās just aĀ āmphā of an answer to theĀ āshe sounds hotā comment. Ā because - yes - she is and - no - sam is not walking himself right into that trap.
however, he waits by the door and follows dean. and he kind of canāt believe it - but also kind of - can⦠babyā¦Ā
āwow, sheās a sight for sore eyesā¦ā
he has to wonder how dean managed to roll through the freaking apocalypse with his car in tact, then again, he canāt really imagine him leaving her behind. Ā
and fingers tentatively trail over cold metal. Ā two ton of detroit steel, looking just as good today ( so freaking good to samās mind ) as she had when theyād been kids. Ā but he has to touch because everything just seems a little surreal, and itās grounding, in a way that sometimes just seeing things wasnāt.
however, he does take a moment to check the coast is clear, stripping off his blood soaked jacket and shirt, leaving only t-shirt which wasnāt quite as stained, bundling them up and tossing them in the trunk.
and itās odd - slipping into the passenger seat. Ā supple leather easing him into a strange sense of deja-vu. Ā and thereās a moment, after pulling the door closed, where sam just sinks down, Ā another run of his hand along the dash, a tilt of his head against the cool glass of the window and he just⦠breathes.
it smells like⦠homeā¦Ā
but apparently dean had said something and was waiting for a replyā¦
āi trust her with my life⦠the rest? i⦠donāt know them. Ā only been here a couple of days, but i donāt think theyāll shoot at the car. Ā if you can drive, generally youāre not dead. Ā but we can park up close and go in on foot if you think thatās better.ā
however, the moment of reminiscence evaporates, jaw set firm and he just gives the slightest shake of his head.
ātheyāre alive.ā
thatās as much as heās saying on the matter. dean is here - and thatās proof enough that thereās still - hope.
ābut if we go - she comes with, dean. i made her a promise. Ā we promised each other. Ā that weād stick this out until we found who we were looking for. Ā and just because i have, doesnāt mean iām gonna quit on her. ā¦so, we go when zoe says. Ā this oneās her call. Ā we ended up here and i found you⦠or you found me⦠now - itās her turn.ā
[ ā ] ā ā i know they are sammy. ā
of course sam believes that. has always believed the best in every situation. to him, thereās always a way ā and even dean has to admit thatās a better way of seeing the world than to see it for how it really is.
the more deployments and combat missions heās been sent on... the more times heās had to clear building to find insurgents and terrorists waiting... ready to blow him up at the push of a button...Ā Ā the harder it is to convince himself that thereās any good left in the world at all. but sammy is convinced, about the people heās been bunking with, the girl thatās apparently made some kind of impact on him, and for once in his life, deanās willing to follow that faith blindly.
and maybe itās stupid ā no, he knows itās stupid to put your trust - your life - in the hands of others that way, but itās not like they have a whole lot of choice anymore.
baby moves through the streets like water, gliding over asphalt and gravel. deanās been busy, moving cars and obstructions over the past week or so, just enough that when the time came to make a break for it there wouldnāt be anything standing in his way. get in, get sam, get out. that was the plan. a simple extraction ā now made more difficult because samās made another friend.Ā but itās okay... just a hiccup. thatās all it is. or at least, thatās all dean hoped it was.
ācomes with? are you serious?ā with the situation coming to light more as his little brother unraveled the plan heād made, the pact of sorts, dean shook his head. āsammy we got people of our own to find. we gotta find mom and dad. how we gonna do that when we gotta keep our eyes peeled for whoever this girlās lookinā for too?ā
he doesnāt like it. doesnāt like letting more and more days pass without knowing his folks are okay. without knowing he did everything he could to locate, assess and get the job done. itās so heavily ingrained into him now that his focus has been fully on completing this self-given mission and nothing else.
the only problem now was working past that look on samās face.Ā the clenched jaw and theĀ āiām-gonna-stand-my-ground-on-this-oneā look in his eyes that he expected to come out at any moment now. if there was one thing he could always depend on when it came to his little brother,Ā it was that rebellious streak a mile long that he very clearly got from mary winchester.
āI dunno man...ā